(Q) Monday morning, December 14. "I was on my way to
college, riding on the street car. Now there were certain
problems that I had to do for my lessons in college but had
not been able to do. These ran through my mind as I noticed
three other people on the car besides myself. First, a young
man was staring at me, and I interpreted the stare as
impudent - obtrusive. 'I hope you know me the next time you
see me,' I said to him, trying to repulse him. 'Just for
that,' he replied, 'I am going to get off where you do!'
Then I noticed two Christian girls who lived in the same
house as I did and also went to college. They would not
notice me, being in their estimation socially inferior. All
four of us got off the car but we still had many blocks to
walk and seeing the man follow me, I went up to the two girls
and asked them wouldn't they please let me join them, as this
man was annoying me and I sought their companionship for
protection against him. Sort of safety in numbers idea.
They consented and then a change appeared, for the young man,
instead of appearing as one who would do me harm, appeared as
one who helped me solve those problems I previously could not
do."
(A) In this we find the emblematical conditions as of that
through which the individual is passing at the present stage
in its physical forces, which again is presented in the way,
or in the passage, or going to college, see? And as is seen,
there comes those conditions which to the entity present
problems that in the mental forces of same are not able to be
seen as to the answer for same. There is the appeal then to
others to help against this condition; yet, as is seen in the
termination, that in same, in the meeting of these
conditions, in the going to those who may supply that
beneficent aid, through the mental forces and the mental
application of mind as to itself and its self-indulgence and
its self satisfaction in the forces as are applied, in that
trial through which the entity is and must pass, there comes
in same the answer to many, to yea all, the conditions as in
the entity's life. Do well, then, in studying this and
making the direct application to self in many different ways.
For as is seen in the appeal to those whom the entity feels
that the individuals, on account of their position or beliefs
in certain dogmas, feel a change or a difference in the
social position, through same, and through such channels,
will be found to indicate those forces which, if applied in
the life of the individual, bring the greater truths as are
seen and as may be applied in the life of self, in the life
of those who are dependent directly and indirectly upon the
entity for its actions and walks in and out before men.
(Q) Who or what is represented in young man?
(A) The condition to be met.
(Q) What significance in Christian girls?
(A) As given.
(Q) What are my particular or most difficult problems as
related of course to myself?
(A) The condition present.
(Q) What mis-conception on my part is here indicated,
blocking my solving this problem?
(A) Those as are outlined in that as given.
(Q) How may I better think and act to afford a solution?
(A) Along those lines as have been given and as is given
here, see?
(Q) Sunday night, December 13. "Dreamed [
900] and I were in
the movies and [
900] received $19,000 for his services and I
$11,000."
(A) The action of the mental forces towards the application
of conditions as presented to those subconscious forces in
that which is acting in the mind of the entity. And as is
seen in this, there is that force being manifest through
these two individuals that, when presented to the populace or
masses, as is represented by the movies, there is seen then
the magnanimous conception of the peoples for the service
being rendered to them through the efforts of same. And as
has been given, through these efforts many people would and
will call these two blessed. Then keep that way that these
my manifest and magnify through those efforts. while, as we
find, this calls for sacrifice in many ways on the part of
each; yet, as is seen in this, the reward - GREAT - even in
the physical or financial way and manner, as dollars present
the criterion of success to the individual.