5/19/34 EC's letter to Mrs. Pope: "I think I can truly
understand the trials you have been going through a great
deal better than I could possibly tell you. You know,
especially the last six months have been the most trying on
sensitive individuals, or those who have been making a
sincere effort to manifest the spiritual things in their
lives day after day, then possibly any period for years and
years. It is, indeed a war between the forces of good and
evil in unseen places, if you understand me. Possibly we
are going through the dark hours just before dawn. Most of
us have been in the Garden of Gethsemane. If we have put
all our hope and trust in Him we won't falter, even though
they do smear us often with their 'spittle' and their
unkindness, for the good and gentleness we have tried to
show. It is only those who remain faithful to the end who
will wear the crown.
"All of us at times are inclined to feel and to ask the
question, 'If God loves us and we are trying so hard, why do
we have to suffer so in body, in mind, and why do those who
seemingly pay so little attention to the truth and the light,
who even flaunt their waywardness in our very faces, prosper
and get along better than we do?' Many of us at times feel
that we should at least be privileged to enjoy some of those
promises of the good things of life here and now, and we
should. I suspect that in the hearts and lives of most of
those who are outwardly indifferent, who have forgotten to be
just kind, just gentle and longsuffering, they are having a
hard time to sleep at times. They must be troubled within,
beaten down; making a bold front but within, as He said,
'full of dead men's bones.'
"I certainly wish I might have the opportunity to talk with
you and on my next visit to N.Y. I assure you I will make a
special effort to stop and see and talk with you. I believe
conditions are going to adjust themselves so that you may
have the opportunity to get down this way sometime this
summer...
"I would like for you from time to time, Mrs. Pope, if you
can, to write me all about these distressing things. Not
that I think I have anything out of the ordinary to offer as
an aid or help, but most of us are made so that in the
telling of our troubles to others we do gain something. That
is why the Confessional has always had its place and appeal
to so many. I assure you I am more than glad to try at any
time to be of help, in any way possible. I know I am very
weak myself, but if we are weak in Him our strength will come
to us in ways that will help everyone. So let us hear from
you whenever you can."
5/25/34 Mrs. Anne M. Pope's reply to EC's letter:
Dear Mr. Cayce,
"How can I thank you for the wonderful letter you sent me?
It has not only helped me but I have quoted some of it to
others hoping it would be a help to them also.
"Just the knowledge that there was a period wherein others
were feeling the same trying experiences and that you
understood has helped me so very much. It has uplifted me in
spirit which was what I needed. A day or two before your
letter reached me (the thoughts had come while you were
writing) I took myself to task and turned my mind to better
thoughts. Some of the children had measles and it was so
hard on me as it was not only a worry as to the after affects
but it was so much more work and several had such distressing
coughs that it seemed my nerves could not stand to hear them
so I at last told myself that the doctor was really doing
nothing to help and that only the Great Physician could help
me and them. I then repeated some good affirmation and
visualized every word. They are much better (one entirely
stopped) and I am feeling so much relieved in body and mind.
"I hope my faith and trust in Infinite Goodness is increasing
as I know I would not want to stay here if it was not. Some
one has told me that I am being tried. I suppose that is so
but I wish I could take these trials more calmly and really
learn the lesson. I wish I could recognize them at once for
what they are to mean and ask the guidance of the Spirit
before I get so 'down.' I really have so very much to be
grateful for and I am usually contented if not really happy.
My gracious Father is so kind and loving always. One friend
said yesterday that we are like wayward children that we drop
His hand so often and try to go our own way.
"It would be such a great pleasure if you would stop here
sometime you are going by. That is such a nice possibility
that you think might come to me to get down there but I wish
it could be during the conference. I was interested to know
that Dr. Curtis is to be at the conference as a speaker.
Some friends of mine in Harrisburg have formed a class which
meets once a week to study his lessons. I received one of
the lessons yesterday but have not had time to read it. I
have one of his little booklets of extracts from his
writings. Two of these women are in New York this week to
the Arcane School conference. Do you know of that work? I
have read the 'Consciousness of the Atom' which gave me a
great amount of information.
"The worst thing that 'nags' me is that I cannot pay what I
owe because the parents of these children do not pay me. If
I could get all that they owe me I could settle all my debts.
Then my mind would be free. Hope this will be a fact soon.
"With all best wishes for a good conference and a splendid
year, I am," sincerely, Annie Pope
8/23/34 Mrs. Pope wrote: "Mrs. [
959] asked me in her last
letter if I had heard from you recently. She wants to make
a trip up here if she can sell her mother's refrigerator to
see her boy. He [
146] is just about as usual except that on
Tuesday he had about as violent an epileptic seizure as I
have ever witnessed in anyone. It lasted fully a minute and
he jerked all over the entire time but there was no foaming.
For weeks before that he had not been jerking noticeably. I
do not know what could have caused it. We had been having
melons more often than ever before and I wondered if that
could be the cause, but I gave [
146] very little at a time.
"We are getting along better [financially] as some [parents]
have made efforts to send me part of what they owe me and
have promised more for this month but the days are almost at
the end and have not heard from them."
8/27/34 EC's letter: "It is evidently at a period of some
definite change in [
146], and if we are able to meet the
condition in the present it might be possible to eradicate it
at this time. Whether this arises from the diet or something
else, of course, it is impossible to tell. I do hope,
though, that should Mrs. [
959] desire that he undertake
another rdg. at this time that the suggestion will not be
such as to be impractical for you to take care of the case
there."
7/01/35 EC gave Ck. Physical Rdg.
146-10.



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