Coming under the influences, then, astrologically, we find:
One whose mental capacities and abilities are good, yet ever
being weighted by those in Neptune and of Venus finds
individual contradiction as related to individuals; that is,
individuals often feel the entity - in its application of the
mental forces and abilities - is not applying self in
directions that are for the best, as others see it; yet, as a
leader for a group, or as one that would influence groups or
masses, the entity's mental forces far surpass many that are
called speakers, writers, teachers, or even exhorters. Hence
the entity finds self with a great MANY of the mass
influenced by self, and often finds self estranged or at
advarience with many who SHOULD be the closest friends, yet
those that are the closest friends, associates, knowing the
body, the personality, the individuality - if you please -
better learn to love the entity for its worth to them. Not
as eye servants, but as one appreciating, feeling - innately
- the influence OF one with an experience worth while, and
one made worth while to many.
Under the influences in Venus and Mars, love for those things
as pertain to military affairs - yet peaceful in its
attitude; not wholly as a pacifist in extreme, yet rather as
one that weighs same with those of the mental and of the
application of the psychological influences under such
conditions. This bringing changes, then, and has ever - and
will yet bring much change to the entity, even in THIS
experience; that is, FORCE of arms, whether of firearms or of
those elements that have to DO WITH same.
In Jupiter comes that of the bigness, nobleness, and the
broad-mindedness of the entity - and this, varied with the
elements as are seen and as has been given, shows how the
variations AS come individually, and to groups and masses.
One, then, that is in the position of meaning much to many.
One loving or desiring changes of scene, and in varied
circumstances, knowing and feeling that to experience the
influence that changes or alters individuals AND groups IS
the way for self to UNDERSTAND others the better.
One that loves music, and the art of music; as a critic,
rather than as applied. As the voice of individuals or of
nature, rather than as instrumental, so far as any individual
instrument concerned. Rather in groups and masses and their
altering in harmony and its changes, for at times harmony is
desired by the entity. Then contrasts are necessary for the
entity to UNDERSTAND conditions that, to the entity,
comparisons may be drawn. Hence innately in EVERY element,
whether in affairs of the heart, or life, of position, of
stations in life, there is ever the comparison drawn by the
entity. Well, then, that the entity ATTAIN for self an
ideal, rather than mere ideas. Drawing often upon the innate
influences in self as related to the mysteries of life, as
pertaining to the mysteries of the Beyond - in which the
entity often delves, that there may be for the self the
greater fullness of the experiences of the entity. To
experience, to the entity, is to understand.
In appearances - these, as may be seen, are from their
influences changeful, and under many conditions, and each has
its changeful and inter-changeful influence in the present
experience:
In the one before this we find in that period when the first
of the establishment of homes in the new land. The entity
among those of the first of the families in that land now
known as Massachusetts, and of the peoples who were of the
first settlers, and TRUE in THIS entity may it be CLAIMED for
self "of the Puritans". Puritanic, even, in the manner in
which the entity brought up, yet holding self aloof from the
things which the ENTITY endured. Understanding more of the
influence of close to nature, and to the ever changeful
things in nature, feeling same in self as a bar. The entity
GAINED in the manner in which the entity served, even those
that persecuted the most. In that experience, the entity
finds in the present that innate feeling of desire of
expression of self's thoughts, self's inner feelings; yet
often hampered by the fear of "What will people say?"
In the one before this we find in that land now known as
India. The entity then among those peoples who were
PERSECUTED for being of the sex that were being used as the
means, or the channel only, through which mankind - or man -
might be given an heir. The entity thought deeply; the
entity suffered much in body, in mind, in repression; yet in
the name that the entity bore many peoples have found that
which ANSWERED - for the time, at least. In the name Adlhji.
In the present the entity has innately that desire to know
more of what such influences brings in the heart of those
that are used, abused, and made to be manual servants; or the
study of India's religion has ever been innate in the entity,
and will be - for the entity UNDERSTANDS MUCH that is not
seen by but few.
In the one before this we find in that land now know as
America, in that land known as that of the West. The entity
then among those that were come into the land as immigrants
from the far east, now, or from the now known as India land,
settling with those peoples in the plains now known as
Arizona. The entity among those, then, that set up this
combination of cults that built in the land the temples and
the dwellings in the rocks. The entity then GAINED much
through that experience, becoming the priestess to those
peoples. Known then as the Happapulpick people, and giving
much to the aborigines of the land, and understanding, and OF
same came those that made of the land, or of the metals and
the clays, much of that that was later taken in the Yucatan
land, in the Mexico land, into the southern land, being
driven down by the heavy men from the north. The entity
among those that immigrated again in its latter years,
setting up the new - IN the new land, that which became as
the land of gold. In the name Zklpu. In the present there
is seen, innately, the association of any gold or filigree
work as being associated with the tenets of religious
thought; the entity seeking rather to know the effect in the
present of same upon the INTUITIVE forces of man.
In the one before this we find in that land now know as
Egypt. The entity then among those who were in command of
the rule when the land was overrun by him who set up the new
rule in the land. The entity was then brought low from its
position of power, yet came to be a MIGHTY one with those of
the natives put in comparison TO those brought into the
land. Then the companion of the one that was the wife, as
would be termed in the present, to the INTERPRETER of the
truths gained, when there was the attempting to make the
understanding of the relationships of man to man, and of
man's relationship to the created force, or energy, and the
applying of those in man's experience. Hence the entity in
that finds that the care of others is ever just in and out of
reach of the entity's or bodily endeavors, yet SOMEONE ever
dependent upon the activities, physical and mental, or the
entity. Then in the name Isabdleoxdz. In THIS experience
the entity finds that in the dreams there often comes that
vision of a temple THROUGH which the entity wanders, seeking
for the counsel, for one that must be the rule there. The
flames often interfere, yet as each step is gained towards
the altar that the entity seeks, there comes - as it were - a
new chapter in the life of the entity. This has occurred as
a dream to THIS entity, [
172], at least four times - SEEKING
in this temple. LOST in a crowd, FINDING a seat among those
that are of the mighty.
In the one before this we find in this same land when many
changes were wrought, when the upheavals caused much change
in the surface of the lands. The entity then among those who
fled to the mountains, that later became Mt. Horeb by name,
and the entity set up that of the first kingdom as a rule in
that land, gathering the peoples out of chaos into a more
circumspect surroundings, a labor common to all. In the name
Zeud. The entity gained through this experience, especially
in the service as rendered, and much of that as is sought in
the present, of experience - experience - in all its phases,
great or small, is INNATE from this.
As to the abilities in the present - as the teacher, the
writer, the minister to many, may the entity gain for self;
keeping ever that as is felt - of the IDEAL must at least be
beyond attainment - in the flesh. We are through for the
present.
Copy to Self
Copy to Ass'n office
Copy to Datastician
BACKGROUND
Previously she obtained Physical Rdgs.
172-1 and
172-2.
5/24/29 She requested a Life Rdg., repeating the questions
she had written on
1/26/29 when requesting
172-1: "I do so
long to know what my life work is. I have a beautiful vision
of what I want to do if I only can get well enough. It seems
to me I must heal the sick, both by spiritual and physical
means. My soul gives me no rest but urges me onward. Please
do help me all you can, for I want to hurry and get strong
enough to help the suffering and needy. Can you give me the
hour of my birth? I know it was after midnight, probably
toward morning."
2/25/29 She wrote she could not come to the Cayce Hospital
for treatment - for her stomach trouble - because she had to
care for her two elderly aunts who needed her.
REPORTS
5/12/31 She requested
4533-1, the first of a series of rdgs.
for her husband, an invalid, hospitalized.
7/26/32 Her friend Mrs. [
778] wrote: "My friend [
172]'s
husband died in March."
