4/05/26 [
900]'s ltr. to EC:
Dear Edgar:
Yours received - thank you ever so kindly. The Virginia
Beach paper surely looks good & we do hope to be able to
complete that purchase if we only can pull out of this
terrible mess we are now in. Possibly I make it worse than
it is, yet if it were any worse I don't know how we could
stay in business to enjoy any future prosperity Wall St.
might have & no doubt has in store. However it is not
complaining, I am just merely assuring you that we WANT TO
make the purchase, WANT TO further the work, & surely will
when we return to a little firmer financial ground. We feel
& hope that it is only a postponement.
For myself all that the work embraces, is really the most
important phase of my life - not that it is a smaller
secondary consideration, but a first & all embracing
consideration & I truly hold my manuscript work the real &
all important work. In its remolded form of book form
divided into definite chapters & into better application of
the hypothesis I think you will find something greater than
you or I ever dreamed of. While rewriting your manuscript,
towards the end, at a time near Easter I wrote on the Christ
Life - fast and furiously I wrote until my mother called me
to bed at which time I jumped terribly in fright, so deeply
was I in the work. As I gazed upon that I had written, I
knew this "I" that was reading that written hadn't executed
that work & I thought of that: "Think not what ye will say -
it shall be given ye what ye shall say." I knew then what
that meant & as I leaned my head upon my arms to thank Him
that my mind had opened to receive Him, again I experienced
that sensation of the table being in motion & felt the power
of life. I am not waiting for death to see Christ, or
experience God's Kingdom enjoyed fully by Christ, but like
Christ I hope to be able, some day to interpret that Kingdom
in physical terms embraced in a full physical concept of that
Kingdom. Other experiences are constantly coming up, but I
certainly rate my philosophical pursuits more important than
any other. Thus you may understand how & why I have not only
kept plugging at my manuscript but at times - not always, -
found relief in it.
Lately it seems everything we do in the market is wrong & I
just can't understand why. It may be one thing or another,
but it gets me unless the interpretation lies in the lesson
that we SHOULD NOT SPECULATE IN THE MARKET. That we or I
should rely upon Him for succor not on the market - YET THAT
is not altogether what past readings have said at all. I
seem puzzled by that last reading. The first part of it
where much is given pertaining to other things than just
direct stock market prices. Now what is your interpretation?
Another thing if it is not right for ME to speculate how can
it be right for me to act in that capacity or agency for
others? It is not exactly clear to me. I would be better
off NOT speculating, but is this the lesson, or is it rather
that it is more important to learn some spiritual truth
through physical application in form of speculation, thus
suffering the results, than to not speculate, not suffer &
also not learn. I'd love to take a reading on this. Why
have we been all wrong in everything done lately?
Here is a reading I have given some thought to & that I would
like to have taken, please.
Have Eddie & I before you. Also my mind & its concept of
Spiritual laws as applied in physical life. It seems to me
that every Spiritual law or every possibility within the One
Spirit Action has its expression in material terms. If I
imagine a fog lamp - i.e. a lamp that will pierce the fog or
mist, yet do no other damage to animate or inanimate objects,
I should be able to create - seemingly outside of myself, -
this condition or this lamp. I should be able to project
this idea as something outside of myself, because every
phemized [phenomenalized (?)] idea within myself is but the
result of a higher manifestation of the same force that is
outside of myself expressing itself in lower dimensions.
Thus we have the complete concept - i.e. I am the power that
manifests in atomic form of light, heat, emotions, desires
ETC & I may express or apply this power materially according
to my physical consciousness's knowledge of the laws
governing the manifestation of its Universal Force in the
atomic sectors. Now we are ready. I have an idea of a lamp
or light that will be practical for use by oceangoing
vessels, R.R. engines, automobiles ETC that will cause clear
sensuory [sensory?] vision in the midst of a fog & mist.
The light force, then to disintegrate or scatter the mist or
fog force. You will give us detailed instructions as to the
construction of such a light, in order that this idea within
self may be expressed outside of self - i.e. in terms of
lower dimensions of manifestation of that which "self" is.
If a lamp now on the market may be modified to produce this
effect of piercing fog, you will tell us the name of the
light, where it may be purchased & what modifications should
be made on this lamp in order that it may be used in a
practical manner for movable objects as above mentioned that
would benefit greatly from the use of such a light. This
has already been seen by [
137].
I think you will find this an interesting reading & that
there will be an indication in the reading of my at last
awakening to the application in physical terms of the concept
I at last have become conscious of. I am not selling oil in
the ground but the principal by which the atomic force
evolves into oil by virtue of the One Spiritual impulse. Oil
isn't in the ground, it is in the One Force, that manifests
by certain laws as ground & oil. Learning the laws governing
the manifestation of the One Force in the atomic form of
earth, & in the atomic force of oil, we learn what is called
geology or a branch included in geology, but by learning of
the creation of that called earth & oil we learn how 2
variations of force may combine to form that called earth &
oil or to put it differently within the One Mind is complete
knowledge of every expression in physical terms, then our
physical minds have but to gain a consciousness of every
possibility within of our subconscious selves to be able to
express this possibility materially. How may we gain this
knowledge? Either introspectively by direct communication
with the One Mind, the Parenert [Parent?] Mind of God, or
objectively & introspectively as your interpretations of our
dreams. The Infinite Force is settling certain expressions
through finite forces as one batch of molten iron may mould
into many links of one chain. Each finite Being is capable
of finite expression of the infinite, according to the
finite's consciousness of infinite existence as exemplified
by the intellect of the finite Being & the Will of that
Being. The finite Being, seeking to give to other Beings
this concept of the Whole or Infinite, seeks to enlarge the
consciousness of finite Beings, or acts are in creative
purpose with the object of the infinite's expression in
finite form. Such was Christ's idea & Will while in finite
& it is this knowledge He tried to feed the finite
consciousness in order that the finite expression might
fall heir to self conscious infinite expression, for the
latter may be accomplished only to the degree our
subconscious selves absorbs the food of knowledge which
experience in finite world may yield. The food that man
lives eternally upon is the knowledge his consciousness may
awaken to while on earth - thus: "Do Ye Love me? Then Feed
My Lambs" Feed them that which will make them an awakened
self consciousness in the Infinite - the awakening may only
be achieved through a broadening of the consciousness
capable of being achieved in this plane. Thus service to
Man in physical plane is service to God, for the aiding of
the Cause of Creation is making Self a direct servant of the
One purpose of the One God.
Well, I guess that is enough & deep enough too. As you
exactly, sometimes I get terribly blue, down in the mouth &
discouraged - particularly in these trying days. Often I am
confused, particularly when [
137] asks: "Why is everything
given in reading wrong lately & why are we in such a terrible
shape?" Sometimes he hints that he & his family are sort of
the worse for me & my work - yet inwardly [
137] is faithful &
sometimes I almost feel as though maybe I should leave him to
enjoy his own prosperity - but the very thot arouses a
contrary fight within me. It is His Will, not mine that must
be done, & if it is His Will that [
137] & I both learn
something, more important than making a few dollars, then
that is what I must abide by under any conditions.
Furthermore why blame God for my own personal mistakes?
While I wish I could get right, I guess I never will until I
learn to fully control myself whether it is impulses to buy
& sell on the market or my own emotions. Self control goes
with understanding & lack of the former nullifies the
benefits of the latter. So like you I guess it wont pay to
wine [whine?] or wish one could be a million miles away or
dead or what not, but to stick it out & rely on Him instead
of trying to plunge here & there to satisfy human desires.
The trouble you see is my own, for I sold SHORT pending the
possibility of the Failure spoken of in this morning's
reading. Silly to do that right after a smash & before a
possible start of a big upward movement the 12TH. Better to
do nothing & wait developments until after the 12TH. Whose
fault is that God's or my own? Had I sat quiet & waited a
few days much might have been given me & in the next 6 weeks
much of the financial damage done might be repaired. Of
course if the failure is announced we'll profit - but it MAY
NOT be announced & then what? Believe me I'm ready to be
still! No use crying, - however darn bad things are they
would be worse without my psychic, philosophical & other
work. Its crazy to be long of the market when its going
down, short when its going up - darned if I don't think I'm
jinxed & I'd like to know how I could break it.
Hope you are feeling well again, & are in good shape,
because, by gosh things just got to change & we all want to
be ready when they do!
Give my best to the family & kindest regards to yourself,
Sincerely, [
900]
REPORTS
8/25/26 See next Work Rdg.
254-31.



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