(Q) What other advice should I now have, step by step, to
rebuild myself, faith in myself and my future?
(A) This is rather OUT of the question under the present
situation. Conditions are to arise, naturally, through such
activities, that are to be both troublesome and
disconcerting; in any attempt to rebuild.
To be sure, these may be turned over in the mind; but so
doing, about one in a million would be able to prevent them
from becoming confused with that already happening, or that
is to happen before there would be the readiness for the
foundation.
Much in the same way and manner as when one would build a
physical structure. When it has been determined that it is
being torn down, or has been burned, or has been swept over,
the FIRST consideration is to clear all grounds to CLEAR the
whole situation.
We do not begin to build before the situation is CLEARED.
This, then, is step by step: First CLEAR the situation;
allowing sufficient time to elapse to prevent this being
forced to be re-opened again; for they can as surely reopen
or prevent from being dismissed from bankruptcy, unless
there is the cessation of activities of the body; not only
in fact but in reality!
As it has been, that they have brought these charges, these
allegations. Then, if this is the decision, CLEAR the whole
conditions.
THEN begin with that in hand; the associations, the
connections, that have already been made, as to the
rebuilding of the self in a financial and material way and
manner.
(Q) What are the allegations, and on what basis?
(A) That there has been, and is being covered up, through
the various holding companies, that which is the real
property and moneys of [
257]. And it'll be a different
thing to show it to the Judge, and then show it to the
Government!
(Q) What is the attitude of the public since [
3734]'s
actually demanded an arrest of me?
(A) Just as given; it's a joke! And shouldn't be
considered in ANY OTHER WAY by [
257]! And to build or
speak or talk or build it up in its own mind is detrimental,
PHYSICALLY! And the body can do himself more harm by
berating them, than by all that has been attempted to be
done by them respecting self!
For every harsh word (This the body understands, as everyone
should understand; or they'll find it their experience),
every unkind thing, no matter what others have done, that an
individual says about or of another individual, MUST be met
by self!
For, only self can actually defame self.
We are through.
Copy to Self (2 copies - 1 to office and 1 to home -
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BACKGROUND
9/05/33 He obtained
257-121.
9/08/33 He submitted further questions.
REPORTS
9/09/33 He referred
411-1, saying: "Will write you fully
very soon. Sure have my hands full at present."
9/11/33 Mr. [
849] wrote EC: "You undoubtedly know all about
[
257]'s arrest and his night in jail with the Alimony Club.
I went over with Jack Cominsky, [
2126], [
722], and sat up
with [
903] waiting for news. When it was apparent that
hubby wasn't to return that night we went home. It looked
for a while like a big victory for the [[
900] & [
137]]s but I
think now it is a victory for [
257] - it brought him to his
senses. He now realizes what the rest of us knew in 1930."
9/13/33 EC wrote Mr. [
257]: "I certainly regret that you
have had such an awful time of it since you left here.
Apparently, it is the determination of some to make just as
much trouble, or cause just as much anxiety and worry to you
as possible. However, I do hope you will be able to keep
just as free from rancor and hatred in yourself as possible.
For, as the rdg. suggested, when we hate or speak evil of
others we must indeed meet the same somewhere; and it may be
at a time when we need a friend the most that it will
confront us and cause us to be lost." [EC told of his
dream during rdg.
257-119 and the interpretation in rdg.
254-68.]
9/16/33 Mr. [
257] wrote: "You no doubt know what I've been
through with by now, but I'm back at it again. Your dream
was very significant and I understand it absolutely. I can
also understand how we are like the pearl. Let's hope our
ideas are clean and pure enough, we shall acquire the polish
of the pearl and the ability to succeed in the eyes of God
and man. There is no question we must all earn our karma
and right to live, and all injustices must be paid for in
this life. I feel I know more of life by one day's trouble
than any experience I've ever had. I had a chance to feel
what I'd seen many times. Now my feeling for humanity is
1000 times greater. We've had always the desire to help
others, and I'm sure we will be rewarded. I was promised
aid day by day, and each day a new star pops up. Surely one
of our dreams will come true and help us fulfil God's
promise. I'm not full of hatred, but more pity for people
who have no more love for humanity than to attempt to wreck
whole families. I appreciate your letter, also your Dad's -
please tell him so. I shall keep on doing the best I know
and trust to God for wisdom, knowledge and guidance. I
shall discuss your letter again with you when we meet.
"It's been very trying for [wife 903] without help, but
we'll do the best we can at all times...
"My best until later - love to all." [
257]
9/26/33 He wrote: "Well, I Have had my first break on a new
road which I hope will lead us into 'Good Times Will Soon Be
Here', as the reading stated.
"I have an order for 5,000 beer barrels from Boston to be
shipped beginning October 15th, which means that some
results will come to us after that time that will put me in
a position to think about your troubles as well as my own.
"It will require a book to tell you what I have been through
since I saw you at Virginia Beach but it spurs me on to do
bigger things, regardless of what their attitude is.
"It might interest you to know that [
900]'s wife [
136] left
him, so Mrs. [
454] informed last Saturday. You may use your
own judgement as to the cause and results.
"Please give our love to all the family. Expect to hear
from me to-morrow.
"Mr. [
417] is expected in today and we will talk about your
affairs and see what we can work out."
Sincerely, [
257]
9/29/33 He obtained
257-123.



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