Hence as has been given the entity, there are in the present
those abilities for the analyzing of individuals' purposes,
individuals' aims, individuals' desires. These the entity
may assist best in what in the present parlance may be termed
as a psychoanalyzing, using thine own material philosophy,
thine own material physiology, thy own material philosophies
of life itself for aiding in the psychological and
psychopathic and psychiatric manners of setting individuals
in their proper sphere. Yet as in those experiences in
Egypt, so in the present, first there must come the purifying
in self, in the ridding of self of the conditions in body,
the conditions in the mental attitude, that there may be rid
from the system, from the consciousness, that which would
hinder the entity from carrying on; preventing the entity
from returning again as to the fleshpots of Egypt, to the
desires of satisfying or gratifying the natures that are of
the earth-earthy, of the flesh-fleshly, that are of the human
natures as is termed from the correlation with the animal
influences or forces. All hate, all malice, all those things
that would make for a detrimental influence, those that would
turn aside an eye single or service to an eye single of
purpose in becoming aware of the love that the Creative Force
bears within the experience for each individual that the will
of the Father is that no soul shall perish but that with each
temptation, with each trial, with each test, even as ever, in
the present there remains the advocate with the Father, that
there may be no harm, no impurity, no darkness at all in the
soul, in the desire, in the purpose of those that seek to
know His face, to those that followeth even as afar. They,
too, as this entity, may purify themselves.
Then as in the fires of nature, or in the blood of the Lamb
that taketh away the sins of the world.
While these come also in the fleshly temptations, they come
as trials, yet may they not even as with He, be turned into
benedictions, turned into blessings to all that seek to know
His face?
So then may the entity, now, as [
264], know even as Iptsa,
that the God of justice, the God of mercy, the God of purity,
is ever in that way and manner that if there will be less and
less of self, more and more for the glorifying of the Father
through the Son, those blessings come that become as the
fulfilling of those purposes.
For while the purposes in each individual attainment are not
self alone but in the purifying of self does the greater
opportunity become for each soul, for each entity to be the
greater channel, the greater blessing to others.
Ready for questions.
(Q) For what purpose did I enter this appearance?
(A) As has been indicated, for the fulfilling of that within
self that the soul might find the way, even through the
flesh, even though under the bondage of those things that
were of self-indulgence and self-gratification, that same
might be cleansed even as in the present that patience,
longsuffering, may be a portion of the individual experience
without thought of error, of strife, of turmoil, of any
nature, without longings even for those things that appear
just beyond the reach, that gratify only the flesh alone.
(Q) How may I better use my present abilities that I may
turn these influences into those material concepts for the
betterment or soul development of self, as well as for the
aid, counsel and strength that may be given to those who
seek through these channels?
(A) As has been indicated. More and more learn to use every
influence within the grasp of the entity's concept, that less
and less of self, less and less of self-indulgence, less and
less of self-glory, more and more that the glory of the
Father through the Son may be made manifest in the
experiences of self in its relationships with its fellow man.
These the manners, these the ways, as has been indicated.
These must be an activity in self. For as hath been given,
"By faith are ye healed and not of yourself." Again as it
hath been given, "Show me thy faith by thy works, "in thy
relationships, in thy conversation, in thy activity with thy
fellow man.
(Q) What books or course of study would give me more
understanding?
(A) That of a physiology and that of the whole book of first
and second John, the 14th, 15th, 16th and 17th chapters of
St. John, the 30th chapters of Deuteronomy, the 12th of
Romans and the like. And the comparing all with a study
of the Book of Revelation, in the thought ever that that
indicated, that as is outlined IS the body, and the body made
beautiful.
(Q) What was meant in my previous reading that I "could get
well tomorrow or it might be two or three years from now?"
(A) How readest thou as to how the Master healed, that that
was brought within self the consciousness that He IS Life, He
IS Healing. And with that as He gave, "according to thy
faith it be done in thy body."
(Q) How could I get well tomorrow, meaning now?
(A) Just as given.
(Q) Could Dr. James E. Dodds of Portland, Oregon heal me NOW
if he were to see me in person?
(A) That depends upon thine faith in Dr. Dodds or thy faith
in God. Who is the healer?
(Q) Would it be better to have him come to Washington or for
me to go to Portland?
(A) The choice. Make the choice within self.
(Q) Give any other advice that would aid me in having a
better understanding that I may aid others, and heal my body.
(A) Learn, know, study as has been given - and know that
ONLY in Him is healing to be accomplished.
We are through.
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BACKGROUND
See Life Rdg.
264-31 on
3/18/33.
6/21/36 She and her husband were present, submitting
questions. Many Physical Rdgs. had been obtained; at first
her uterine tumor was unoperable due to a heart condition and
anemia; now she is determined to eliminate it by spiritual
healing methods without surgery.
REPORTS
6/25/36 She wrote: "Thank you for my splendid rdg. which
came yesterday. It gave me new hope and a better
understanding. Last night I slept ten hours, and for several
months previous I had slept from one to five hours. There
are lots of questions I want to ask you about my rdg. I'll
do that after the Congress is over... I will miss being at
the Congress this year... I felt that I might be a
stumbling-block to the work by going again and not being
well. Last year Mrs. [
413] seemed so surprised, or I might
say disappointed, as she said she thought I had gotten well.
So I thought by staying away and talking less and trying to
DO more, that it might be best for all. I am missing a great
deal. Still, I am ashamed when I realize how much I have
learned and gained from the work, and am able to use so
little of it."
7/04/36 EC's letter: "Well, our Congress is passed for this
season. We all missed you, wished you could have been here.
Am afraid your anxiety over what people will say is a great
hindrance to you, is it not?"
7/18/36 She wrote: "For the following lesson which you have
taught me, I am hoping that neither you nor anyone else will
ever have neuritis again. I had it for a week in my back,
hips and legs, and had reached the point where I did not see
how I could stand it another hour. I did not know there was
such pain on earth. I prayed night and day, and did
everything I believed would relieve it. Finally, on Thursday
morning I began saying, 'Praise the Lord, for His mercy
endureth forever.' I said it aloud and it sounded more like
a wail than any praising I'd ever heard. So I just said,
'Lord, if I have this condition that it may be possible for
me to show anyone else how to be relieved of it, tell me what
to do that I may help them.' Instantly this thought flashed
in my mind: 'Smile and say it like you mean it.' So, to be
sure that I did, I stood before the mirror for about an hour
(I could not sit) and, believe me, I smiled and said, 'Praise
the Lord, for His mercy endureth forever.' Then I ate some
hot breakfast. While I was eating breakfast the pain left.
I had no more all day. That night and yesterday and today it
has pained a little for a short while at a time, but not
enough to even count. Could I ever doubt again after this,
or should anyone doubt what your work is doing for those of
us who get rdgs.? God forbid...
"Yes, I DO care too much about what people say about my
condition. Have allowed it to retard me many times. Forgot
to say that several times this summer I had remarked to [
853]
that I'd be willing to have a pain anywhere instead of that
unsightly growth [forcing me to wear maternity clothes,
etc.], as I could stand pain. Well, I got it, and I did not
stand it very nobly."
7/27/36 She wrote: "Have finally succeeded in getting a
reservation at Va. Beach... Have not had neuritis since the
day after I wrote to you.
"Will bring my rdg. and will appreciate you helping me to
understand it."
10/27/36 She obtained Ck. Physical Rdg.
264-51.
2/19/37 She wrote GD: "A Ballard group meets at the Grafton
Hotel once a week. I have not attended. Dr. Ada Wahlen
[D.C.] got provoked with me several weeks ago and insisted
that I should attend the meetings. Said she could not
understand why I was not now READY to take the Ballard work,
after all I had studied of the Cayce work, and after hearing
Judge Franklin lecture...
"I want so much to live and demonstrate what I know and
understand of the work coming through Mr. Cayce. If I lived
it, Dr. Wahlen would have proof of what it means to me, and
what it could mean to her. I feel so small and so ashamed
not to demonstrate it better."
3/01/37 GD's note: "Some of our friends in N.Y. are quite
enthused about the Ballards, and feel that what they present
ties right in with our work. However, I know very little
about it. I haven't even read the book about them which
someone gave Mr. Cayce. As you say, I'm too busy trying to
live the things which we KNOW, that come through from day to
day. Miss Lillian Barclay (down the street here) says she
heard Mr. Cayce teach in Sunday School that we should do the
things next to us, whatever our hands find to do; so she
hardly ever gets out of the house when she tries to apply
that - her circle doesn't even extend out in the yard,
there's so much to do right around her INSIDE. She
laughingly tells that, but I think it's true of most of us -
and we usually go looking for greener fields when we have
plenty right at hand."
6/14/46 Mrs. [
264] reported on her Life Rdg.
264-31, also
on statements made on Par. 1--13 of 264-50, as to correct
analysis, etc.



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