8/28/41 She wrote: "Thank you for my rdg. I am happy over
its contents. Wish I could see you and talk to you about
it...
"Have been taking the Eno Salts, Milk of Bismuth and Pepsin
and that colitis condition has improved a lot. Am so
thankful...
"Mr. Cayce, all my life I have had an intense desire to help
help people (as my reading
264-31 said) who have warring
thoughts, warring atoms in their bodies, and warring
conditions in their affairs. And now I know that I can be of
so much more help to them when I overcome just that in my own
life. I KNOW that is what I want to do, but I must just want
to get well worse. If you believe that, please tell me how
to be more unselfish. It is so much easier for me to be
unselfish when I can see you even occasionally. I did not
know it was possible for one to be humble and at the same
time so big as you are. After you talk to me, regardless of
the subject, I feel that there is no inharmony, and that
every envy, hate or criticism and the like are too petty.
For a while they sink into oblivion, and after I experience
all of that I express MY views or opinion and criticize
people. Why should I ever criticize anyone when I have
failed so often and for so long?
"Thank God the rdg. said I had the right determination, so I
am determined to serve with such understanding as I have, and
what I have done for Mother and Father [...inlaws on my
visit] this time has not pulled me down, but it has helped
me. And I have done a little of everything in addition to
helping to cheer them; I have helped cook, and have shrubs
trimmed down, and the yards cleaned. I go and buy groceries
and bring them home. And I have been to luncheon and to
dinner with friends besides. And I am stronger than when I
came.
"[
853] will come tomorrow night and will be here until Monday
afternoon, and I am going back with him...
"Mother and Father [...] are so much happier and more
hopeful. They have a good cook...
"Hope Mrs. Cayce is much better. I was so hurt over her
losing her eye, and how she worries over Edgar Evans. Am so
glad she has you, with your understanding.
"Thank you for everything."
9/02/41 EC's letter: "The answer has to come to the
individual. We can tell the ways that an understanding has
come to ourselves, but that does not necessarily mean the
same will click with someone else. We are so individual...we
only know what we have experienced ourselves. We have a
vague idea; as Paul says 'we see through a glass darkly,' we
know a thing is, we know it can be done, but doing it is a
personal application and is individual...
"Thank you, Mrs. [
264]. I hope I can constantly be an
inspiration for you to try, and I'm sure you will measure up.
Know that it is the try that is counted to one for
righteousness. Faith, hope and love will work, but each of
us has to work at it.
"Yes, as we help others we help ourselves the more. And as
we become more and more selfless, the more we realize just
that.
"We have had a busy week-end, but summer is over - wonder
where it has gone - and we must begin planning the fall and
winter programs now."
9/23/41 She wrote: "I am even stronger than when I was at
VB, and I am so happy to have had that rdg. That colitis
condition is much better for the past few days. It took
weeks to reduce that swelling. And I am still holding to the
faith with the determination to let God's will be done in me.
I fail often, but it seems that I forget. I have just been
so selfish and self-willed so long. Anyway, I am finding it
easier to be more understanding, more tolerant and more
patient as the weeks go by."
11/25/41 She requested Ck. Physical
851-4 for her mother.
6/29/42 Mrs. [
264] wrote: "Mr. Cayce, I did not keep that
meditation on Friday as I had expected to [during the time of
EC's rdg.] I went to sleep while thinking about it and slept
three hours. The first sound sleep I had had in about three
weeks, as I had had entirely too much elimination and was
quite weak and had so little coordination throughout my body
that I had not been able to sleep night or day, and was
taking Ventriculin. When I walked my veins felt like they
would burst. And after that day they haven't been weak
either, [See Par. R12 below.] and now I want to tell you
the good that came to [
853]." [See Reports of Reading
853-11.]
11/13/42 She wrote: "You know for so long I've been waiting
to get well enough to do something worth while. I am not
waiting any longer. I am taking a course in nutrition at the
Red Cross, and I am going to use it wherever I am needed. I
clear the apt., get our meals, buy the groceries and bring
them home, and am stronger than I have been in ten years. My
feet have stopped hurting. Am quite thin, as I weigh 15#
less than I did when at Va. Beach. I'll get it back, and it
is heavenly not to feel weak all the time. When [
853] is
here I get up at seven o'clock and fix our breakfast. I am
doing all that seems necessary for me to do at the moment,
and as other needs arise, I'll DO them, while saying 'Lord,
lead Thou the way.' [See Par. R12 below.]
"Many times you must have said for me, 'O Jerusalem
Jerusalem...' [Mat. 23:37]
"Mr. Cayce, just knowing you always seems to bring out the
best in people. Even though we may not be conscious of it at
times, that seeking for something higher and better is always
with us. It does something to us that keeps us from being
satisfied with our own way of thinking or being. After
having had even a glimpse of the light you are holding out by
living it, we are not satisfied to go back."
11/29/42 She wrote: "I wrote my paper for the course at the
Red Cross, and many, including the teacher, commented most
favorably on it."
12/27/42 She wrote: "Am enclosing P.O. M/O for $10 and am
asking for a Ck. Physical Rdg. at the first opportunity. Am
also enclosing some questions. Any change or addition you
may make will be appreciated. Will also appreciate it for
Mrs. Cayce to ask such questions as may be necessary
depending upon what is given.
"The housework, etc., may be too much for me during the
menopause change. However, with that particular condition, I
am getting on fine. No extra loss of blood.
"For about two months that growth has been enlarged, and is
crowding my stomach and my heart. My intestines have been
very much swollen with gas or colitis.
"Well, the first cold day I walked about seven blocks and
back. I did not realize it was so cold. Coming back, my
heart began to see-saw, and I finally went in the first place
I could - a hotel - and got warm, and came home, and took
some ammonia. I've tried to be more careful since. However,
I still feel the need of oxygen, or it may be from my heart
and stomach being crowded by the growth...
"Mr. Cayce, if the rdg. does not answer that [my message in
262-121, Par. 23-A] please explain it to me. The Lord
certainly leads the way for me many times every day, but I
don't believe it is right or necessary for me to just use Him
to 'patch me up' so I can half-way serve Him. I've been too
selfish and self-willed and spent too much time on myself
already.
"I especially want to aid in a Bureau for helping locate the
wives and families of enlisted men. I could do my housework
and that too, and with the intuition which God has given me,
I know I could really be helpful there."
1/02/43 She obtained Ck. Physical
264-57. See subsequent
Reports.
3/17/43 She wrote [See also previous ltrs.
6/29/42 &
11/13/42]:
"I improved while with Mother and sister [
678], quite a lot,
and I gained about ten pounds, the first I had gained after
losing nearly fifteen pounds from taking that treatment from
Dr. Lulu Irene Waters [D.O] last July. She nearly killed
me. I don't think I could have stood another treatment from
her. However, I am SO MUCH better now." [See subsequent Ck.
Physical reading.]
2/25/47 She wrote: "The food in restaurants...gave me quite
a bad case of colitis, and I have been too weak to even go
down town. Have been following treatments suggested in one
of my rdgs. for it, and am some better."
3/27/50 Reply to Questionnaire: "I followed the advice in
264-56, Par. 10-A for colitis, swelling and griping pains,
and got a great deal of relief in about a week. It took
about six weeks to entirely reduce the pain and swelling.
"Occasionally when eating in a hotel or restaurant, something
will irritate my intestines, causing pain. I follow the
above for two or three days, and drink an extra amount of
orange juice (1 and 1/2 glass per day) and the condition
clears up.
"Have taken small doses of Eno Salts for several years,
whenever needing a laxative. It is effective without
upsetting my digestion."



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