10/21/33 She wrote: I thank you so much for the reading and
also for your letter. I feel that I should apologize for not
writing sooner. I have been sick with a cold, staying in bed
one day. It is some better today, but not entirely gone.
Mamma came down to see after I wrote her some thing about my
plans. She is a splendid Christian woman, who has had a
wonderful experience in her life. She is very sympathetic
and encouraging toward me. She liked the reading, and said
that she thought the advice given was the "pure and undefiled
religion."
Let me tell you something of our group meetings here, before
I talk about my reading. You remember I wrote you about a
remark that had been made about Mr. Wells and me studying
together. (This is covered in the reading in the statement
"It behooves and becomes necessary - that there be the
adherence to such regulations, that thy good be not
evil-spoken of.") I became so worried, that one Sunday
afternoon I told Mr. Wells my situation with my husband and
the remark that had been made. He said we would discontinue
our meetings for a while. We parted that afternoon with just
that. Then during the week that followed I had a letter from
him suggesting the sending out of some more cards. When we
met again we had several present. Now I believe we will have
enough permanently interested to form a group and make plans
to take out a charter from the association if this is the
next thing we are supposed to do. Mrs. [
593], Miss [
973],
and her sister, a Miss [...] are regular attendants. Mrs.
[
105] was present the other Sunday afternoon. Mrs. [
593]
thinks probably she can interest a friend or two of hers.
Mr. Cayce, for the protection of all and for the best
interest of the work, we just had to have some others
interested and regular in attendance, too. I let Mr. Wells
read the reading you gave me on my problem and he said that
he knew I had to meet this situation, saying also, that he
was glad I told him about my trouble that Sun. because in not
telling it and in not meeting the issue that I was holding
the Work back. Now that I have decided, perhaps we can go
forward with the group work here. Mr. Cayce, far be it from
me that I should hinder, but rather my prayer is to be of
help. May I ask for the prayers of you and your workers that
I may do those things, at all times, that would be for my
good and for the good of the work. You and your work has
meant so much to me. In fact, I fear, my life would have
been one of despair by now if it had not been for you.
Instead of gloom, now I see, a ray of hope and the promise
of a useful life. I pray earnestly that my usefulness will
be just as intense and as far reaching as my fondest dreams
hope for it to be.
Now as the reading:
I think this is one of the most wonderful readings I have
had. I understand it better than any. I can trace many of
the things referred to, back to their origin, or think that I
can. If all of this trouble will make for my soul's
development that I may live closer to my Saviour, then I say
well and good. The reading said that the material condition
was the result of misdirection of the spiritual life. I
remember too, several years ago when this misdirection took
place. It is a long story, and I suppose, nearly the same in
the lives of many. I knew [...] was a great lover of women,
and I wanted to go to Church. He fussed and wouldn't go, so
my decision was not to go, but to try to hold our marriage
together. This method was evidently the wrong one, in
considering the many things that have happened.
The reading is very clear as to some of the steps for me to
take now, and I am following them every day just as fast as I
can. I have given my divorce suit to a lawyer and he has
talked to [...] about it, [...] saying that he would agree
to it. [...] still comes home, but my lawyer said that he
would ask him to leave some time next week, so the divorce
could be proceeded with.
I am not going to live here in the house. As there is a
$5000.00 mortgage on it, I think I had just as well let it
go back because I can't pay for it. I will have very little
to live on - my teacher's salary and a little each week that
I think [...] will agree to pay me. Mr. Cayce, I made it
financially possible for [...] to get a business college
education, and also a College education. O, I was too
anxious to help!
I am reading and studying the book of "Job" in the Bible, as
I think that it is very applicable in my situation now.
During my divorce suit, I am going to have the Probate Judge
to decree the name I shall henceforth be known as. I am of
the opinion that Mae [
272] would be the best name to select.
I believe that name carries the highest vibrations with it.
I am trying to carry out each and every suggestion given in
the reading.
As to where I will live after the separation, I do not know.
I pray for direction in this matter. Then I want to attend
Church and Sunday School somewhere. Where it will be best
for me to do so, will have to be worked out. I can't make a
correct decision apart from the spirit, so I am depending on
guidance in these matters. I pray for wisdom and
understanding, and guidance in my daily life. May I become
to know God and love better each day.
The reading contained a promise of a constructive life, for
which I am thankful. That is the kind of life I want to live
and I am going to bend every bit of my energy toward that
aim.
The sentence - "Let the activities be in opening self in
every fiber of the being that the Lord's way may be done in
and through thy thoughts and thy activities." is very
splendid and it is my desire to do so. Now how can I do
that? I'm going to do all I know to do, God being my helper.
Then here is where your lessons will help me. O! I do love
to study them, and I pray that in my meditation I may get
just the thoughts and guidance that I need in the practical
application of the truth in my own life.
I like the answer to the eleventh question. There is a
variation from the usual scriptural quotation of this verse
which I like. I wish I knew more of the idea conveyed by the
word "divining". My desire is to be good in his name.
I fear that I am making my letter too long. I would just
love to talk to you concerning it. Perhaps some day I will
have that privilege. Let me assure you again that your work
and letters mean so much to me, and I am very thankful for
them.
I am sending a testimony. I hardly knew how to write it. If
there is anything that I have left out I would be glad to
write it again, or to change it in any way you think best.
10/21/33 Her "testimonial letter" see under Reports of
Reading
272-1, ending with the following paragraphs:
I have had a number of readings during the last few years,
and each one seems to fit with the other in its help toward
improvement in every phase of my life. My "Life Reading" was
very helpful in understanding my condition; and the last
reading, a mental one, was very remarkable in that it is
helping me more than any one could imagine in making my life
more in harmony with Him who said "Follow me". Through
prayer, meditation, and work I am earnestly trying to follow
every suggestion given in the reading which is so personal in
its nature. It seems to be just the help I need, and for
which I am very thankful.
Mr. Cayce and his work is indeed "a channel of blessings". I
believe it will prove to be just that to everyone who comes
earnestly seeking the truth and how to apply it in daily
living. [See subsequent notations under Reports of Reading
[Life] 272-4.]
5/09/34 She obtained Mental-Spiritual Rdg.
272-8, answering
questions also in re her health.



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