12/11/31 GD's ltr. to Mr. [
257]:
I just tried to get you over the phone, but was told you
were in Chicago and wouldn't be in New York until tomorrow
morning. It is going to be very hard to write what I want
to, and probably would be just as hard to say over the phone.
Gertrude has just taken Judge into Norfolk for a treatment.
He is not feeling well at all. Yesterday [See 294-128,
Par. 9-A--12-A] we had this information to come at the end of
a reading: (It was a check-physical for Judge.)
Well, there's no use in our getting scared to death - because
it won't help any - but we must get to work and DO something!
Since Judge has been back from New York he has been in sort
of a listless condition, indifferent attitude - sort of. I
can see from this information that if we want to hold him
here we've got to do something to make him DESIRE to stay on
in the earth. Just to sit here in front of the hospital, a
failure, was bad enough for him - but to have that happen in
New York was the last straw. If he had been appreciated in
a material way, if we had protected him in a material way,
as he is appreciated and protected in a spiritual way, it
would never have happened. This has come as a test to us,
and it is the strongest test we could possibly have. I'm
just writing you the plain facts, and I KNOW that unless you
and a few others there in New York get together an get some
actual material results that he can see - it's going to be
just too bad for all of us! While the hospital was going he
had a material manifestation of his spiritual work, that he
could see being exemplified in every day. Now he has
nothing. Only letters and letters from people, asking -
always asking - for something for themselves. We've got to
stop asking and looking to him for encouragement for a while,
and give him some instead. He needs more than anything else
right now something to hold his interest, something to look
forward to. He has nothing! The only thing I can think of,
under the circumstances, would be to get him interested in
building a home of his own, and to realize that his friends
are back of him and seeing that he is being taken care of in
a MATERIAL way. It's alright to say he doesn't need money,
and doesn't want money, and all that - but he's got to have
it, because it's a material demonstration of what the work
means in the hearts and souls of people, and unless he has
some such material demonstration he will be called to the
spiritual side. We haven't realized just what we have asked
of this man. He has given up his life as a material
manifestation of God in this world, and what expression of
appreciation do we give him - only a constant seeking from
him for something more, something more - and usually that
some advice on material affairs that won't mean a blooming
thing to any of us if he is taken away from us.
Now [
257], I hope you see and understand this situation - it
is certainly serious. I'm sitting right here in the house
day and night, and I can see him gradually dying from the
lack of interest in anything. It's true his only desire is
to help people, but if such peoples do not respond in a
material way to help him, the natural thing would be for him
to be drawn to the spiritual side where he IS appreciated in
a spiritual way. See what I mean?
We can't delay - something must be done at once. With three
thousand dollars to buy a lot he has wanted ever since he's
been here, he could start building a home and be able to pay
for it like rent. It would give him a new lease on life,
something to look forward to - a sort of memorial to him from
the people he has helped. I had this idea a few months ago,
you remember. Well, the time has come when it's got to be
put in motion - or else! People build memorials to people
after they are dead, and I can easily see why some of them
die so early - it's because they haven't the memorial while
they are living. We must build such a memorial for Judge,
so he can SEE in MATERIAL FORM that he IS appreciated in this
world and needed here!
I haven't the money. You probably haven't it either - but
we can get it - and we must! Won't you get together with
Mr. [
378] (I am writing him also) and see what you can do.
Also Mr. [
417]. Don't start off on some new proposition that
may or may not bring something, but get something NOW - in
actual cash. This is a crude way to put it, but I'm hoping
you will understand how very necessary it is. It's not just
the money that I think will create a new interest in him, but
the fact that his real friends - the ones he has given
himself the most to - are cooperating to show him that they
DO appreciate him! Do you see?
I guess there isn't anything else I can say. You should be
able to see the situation at a glance, I think - and the
seriousness of it. We've got to bring such a force to bear
in this old material world that we can keep our beloved Judge
here with us many, many years, to enjoy the material fruits
of his years of labor for us.
Please hurry! Gladys
P.S. Don't let him know that I have written or that any such
action has been forced - but just write him telling him that
his friends are doing this as a material demonstration, in
part, of what he has done for them. And do it as SOON as
possible!
P. S. [
900] said that Judge couldn't get anywhere without
his help, and it does look that way - from a material
viewpoint, at least. What [
900] did represented to him a
material manifestation of the spiritual development of the
work. No one else seems to be able to rise to the occasion
and give him another memorial, or material manifestation of
his work. Someone MUST, though! We can't let him go! [See
subsequent correspondence under [
257] series, etc. and also
subsequent correspondence, HLC's ltr.
2/09/32, under
378-8,
Par. R2.]
12/17/31 He obtained Ck. Physical rdg.
294-129.
See subsequent Ck. Physical Readings.
1/25/32 See
294-131, his next dream interpretation
reading.



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