8/13/34 She wrote about another astrological chart made for
her by Laurie Pratt: "She certainly hit the nail on the head
in many instances, I think. In some respects I was rather
floored by the prophecies and warnings that I might expect
in the days to come. It made me feel sort of hopeless
and ready to give up, with all that staring me in the face.
Yet I know I should profit by it instead. It was just the
summing up, I suppose. Not that I haven't had similar
experiences already in my life. It seems I have had more
adverse things happen to me than nice ones, and I have felt
so discouraged and faced with the futility of it all. Have
even harbored thoughts of suicide, faced such hopelessness
that was so hard to overcome. It is well for me that I have
old Jupiter standing by me, or I would have gone down in the
fray long ago, no doubt.
"However, there are some wonderful promises here, which are
encouraging. This chart certainly is different in many
respects from the first one. I am glad she changed it in
some instances, one about foreign travel, for that has been
one of the chief desires of my life - to go abroad, to travel
by water. I love water, love to live by the sea. My Life
Rdg. said I always should...
"These adverse conditions can be overcome, can they not? I
mean, one does not have to enter into a violent quarrel
(there is nothing I dislike more, I think) and such, does he?
I suppose a death or anything like that cannot be prevented,
if it is destined to be, but to think I tend to bring about
separations is appalling. I guess there is nothing one could
do about that except to get off the earth, is there?
"My Life Rdg. said, which rather agrees with the chart on
the subject, that love affairs are contrary-wise in my
makeup and marriage would bring unhappiness. I have felt
very strongly about marriage since I have been old enough to
reason (by the way, if the skeleton in the closet is in the
past, it must be the divorce of my parents and the subsequent
re-marriages of my mother) for I have been very averse to
marriage and a man-hater - can you feature that? until
recently, or, I would say, until the last few years. My home
conditions were very unhappy, never having had a normal home
life, and I had figured out that marriage brought on all the
unhappiness and misery there was in the world. Of course, I
know this is all wrong now (also I had the wrong presentation
of life and what it was all about when quite young) but it is
hard to uproot when it is so deeply imbedded.
"I have tried to figure out what life is all about, but
it is one puzzle to me...it is people mostly that I do not
understand. Sometimes I wonder why there has to be people,
anyway; get to thinking and wish I was anything but a human
being, subject to all their weaknesses, and just struggling
along like so many hundreds of thousands of others going -
who knows where?
"Going back to what the chart said about love affairs - I
hope it is right about the severest love disappointment
being in the past. There were two, I would say, infatuations
that went rather hard with me at the time, but when I was
seventeen I do not think I would look at a man. Can't
remember any affairs during my teens...
"I do like change and variety, but seem thwarted in
attaining either, although my work is varied. Seldom
becomes monotonous."
8/26/34 See
262-70, Par. 9-A personal message on lesson
Desire.
9/23/34 See
262-72, Par. 13-A in re Desire and messenger
[Halaliel] promised; Par. 22-A on Desire.
See
262-74, Par. R1 in re [
295] participating in church
Xmas program.
1/06/35 See
262-75, Par. 21-A--23-A in re lesson Destiny and
Halaliel guidance.
1/18/35 She obtained Physical Ck. Rdg.
295-10. See
295-10,
Par. 24-A explaining beneficial effect of changing her
name to Mary; Par. 25-A giving mental-spiritual advice.
1/20/35 See
262-77 which was the last Group One rdg. she
witnessed, as she left on
2/14/35 for Okla., saying she felt
her invalid mother [
847] needed her.
3/07/35 See
281-23, Par. 15-A personal message to her in re
Prayer Group work.
3/08/35 She obtained Ck.Physical
847-3 for her mother.
3/16/35 She wrote: "I feel I have been led to do what I have
done, and why look back? I had a duty to perform - still
have. While it wrung my heart to leave the work there (how
much you will never know), I had to make the sacrifice - and
here I am. You will never know, either, how I shrank from
coming back to this place and reviving the old memories I had
tried to forget... [She reported on 847-3.]
"Remember, my prayers are ever for the success of your work
and those so vitally connected. I am praying 'Thy will be
done.' Do miss the work and all of you dreadfully, but am
trying to do my bit here."
8/11/35 See
262-86, Par. 39-A personal message on lesson
Destiny of Body.
12/22/35 See
262-91, Par. 25-A personal message on lesson
Glory.
4/03/36 Her sister wired for emergency Ck.Physical for her,
295-11.
7/19/36 See
262-98, Par. 16-A personal message on lesson
Knowledge.
8/30/37 See
1436-2 saying that she was also the woman
brought before the Master in the temple condemned as one
taken in adultery.
10/05/37 Mrs. [
255] wrote, after reading
1436-2: "Have you
any information how it happened that the reading of the woman
to be stoned is both in 295-1 and in 1436-2?"
10/21/37 See
5749-9 explaining that there were two incidents
with - surrounding conditions the same, but that the incident
of Magdala or Mary, the sister of Martha [
295] occurred in
the early portion of His ministry. She [
295] had a house of
ill repute and was a cohort of some who later became His
disciples. The incident with [
1436] occurred after the
reuniting of Martha, Lazarus and [
295]. She [
1436] was only
guilty of self-indulgence with the Roman soldiers and not
catering to those in authority in the various groups as did
[
295].
10/24/40 She [
295] wrote that she had married in January,
1938, and was expecting a baby any day.
10/27/40 She gave birth to a baby girl.
11/04/40 She obtained
Life Rdg.
2391-1 for her.
1/22/41 Mrs. [
760] wrote: "Do you ever hear from [
295]?
Isn't it bad we lose touch with our good friends and some
really that mean so much to us?"
10/20/42 Mrs. [
295] gave birth to another baby girl.
2/02/45 She wrote GD, after EC's passing: "I shall always
revere and honor his memory and be thankful that I was
privileged to contact his work. The years I spent in
Virginia were the happiest and most wonderful, yet the most
miserable of my life. Why did it have to be like that? My
sweet, precious little girls give me plenty of reasons for
living, yet if it were not for them I would not care to
struggle on."
3/28/45 "Neither of us has been very happy in our marriage.
We are proud of our girls and are buying a house, but I guess
we are just sticking together because of them."
11/27/48 Her aunt wrote: "My sister-in-law, [
295]'s
stepmother, writes that [
295] and her husband don't get along
well at all - they fight like cats and dogs."
6/61 She reported that she and her husband were still
together, that both of her daughters were getting a college
education, one married.
9/64 She reported: "My Life Rdg. helped me to understand
myself and be able to overcome condemnation. I really feel
that if I hadn't learned what I did through Edgar Cayce's
readings, I would have remained an old maid. A fellow had
proposed to me but I ran off on him, to Va. I just couldn't
marry him."
1/66 She reported that she had two grandchildren by her
oldest daughter [
2391], a girl and a boy.
9/68 She said her younger daughter also now has a son; that
she herself is now retired from the phone company and is
enjoying her freedom, trying to get a little travelling done
after all these years. She is active in Sunday School and
Church work.
See subsequent correspondence and notations under
295-8.



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