12/21/27 Mr. [
900]'s ltr. [her employer]: "Back to dreams.
Mrs. [
903]] had one the other night, as did miss [
302],
both of which are so mightily interesting that with my own
of last night simply must be sent for interpretation. They
are very startling and show somewhat the operation of the
Forces." [See
903-5 , Par. B1 and
900-358, Par. 4. Also
see
900-363, Par. 8-A.]
"Now, regarding [
302]. You and Mrs. Cayce may feel somehow
that - you would rather steer shy. For a while I felt that
way and she sort of backed me to the wall. However, the
same source that helps me in so many or all conditions helped
me here. You see, I couldn't solve her dream for her, yet as
I wrote I solved the whole thing and now it is as clear as
crystal to me - she as well as the dream. I know that if she
will seek to apply her power for good, as well as monetary
gain, she will do for our institute work [EC Work] what she
has done for our business - i.e., simply build it right up.
She has a personality that rules - is as a mighty queen of
old, and men and women all seek her favor. She was at our
home Xmas eve, helped in dressing the tree and mingled with
our friends, and all fell before her. Wife [
136], jealous on
one hand, is broad and fair minded enough to claim for her a
strength and charm of personality that is beyond equal. My
mother, [
106], always practical, always thoroughly moral,
concedes her ability and claims that if she has any relations
with one man, her mind is actually moral and she herself is
not as immoral as 80% of married couples, who use marriage as
an outward conventional screen to hide their own immorality.
From our readings we know she [
302] is within the spiritual
law, although possibly not the material law, for adultery is
a condition of heart and mind and not of action. One man and
one woman may live in mind so as to be clean, monogamous, and
non-adulterous, whereas many a married couple live together
within the physical law (marriage), yet, as the book 'Flaming
Youth' indicates, be as adulterous as any people of the
streets. There are many non-adulterous marriages (thank
God) and many adulterous marriages or individuals who marry,
and while non-marital relationships are 99 and 1/2%
adulterous, there yet remains the 1/2 of l% that may be
spiritually within the law or non-adulterous, although,
physically, outside of the moral law - i.e. relationship
between an unmarried couple. This 1/2%, or very exceptional
case, is [
302]. She has an iron will, a good insight, and
truly loves her man. She uses sex appeal only to trap men,
then making them feel ashamed of themselves, and feel that
she is placing on them the responsibility not only of
redeeming themselves, but of honoring themselves in her sight
by bringing her needed aid financially, etc. Remember this:
'That which men cannot conquer, they will be conquered by.'
That is an axiom. They cannot conquer her sexually - she is
too intelligent and strong-willed. Therefore, seeking to be
great in the eyes of the unconquerable, they become her
slaves. 'That which men may not conquer, they will be
conquered by.' See?
"O, Edgar, what is it that makes me a child in their eyes,
yet in myself I know I am ages older than they in
understanding or development? What is this strange power
that understands, yet appears in the eyes of men as
weakness? Properly applied, it must become a mighty power.
Will [
302] bring that side to me? Will she awaken in me
the means of application of a power that, with my
understanding, will set in motion Heaven only knows what?
so far must it be beyond our intellects' limited conception.
Yet youth though I am in their eyes, I stand outside the
pale of their vision, seeing with a sight their minds have
yet to learn to use, the power, method and personality of
[
302], and how she or it works to force them to bring their
gifts to their conqueror, and although they may feel deep
down that she is just that, they fool themselves into
believing they are 'helping the poor girl out.'
"What intuitive instinct might lead me to fight her cause,
even academically, as I have in this letter? Not as other
men do - for she fools me not one iota. Not that I am such
a 'Wisenheimer' - not at all, but some insight that comes to
me overnight, that reveals to me the meaning of her dream,
that gains for me an understanding of pre-mortal and after-
death conditions of life, and relationship with
intelligences of the immortal kind, something that is part of
me, yet not mine to boast of - something that transcends me,
[
900], that works through me and in me, that is elusive,
intangible and unexplainable - that, when I want it, would
grasp it and use it, is gone - not mine to do with as I
please, yet which at most unexpected times and peculiar
places makes its influence felt as to unfold before my mind
the meaning of all things, of life itself, even the soul
entities of individuals, and I am able to read them as a
book. When I look at them and then at myself in a mirror,
I am a boy and they mature men, yet when I close my eyes and
forget physical distinctions, I see them even as an
experienced chemist might analyze or understand a familiar
solution.
"[
302] dazzled me, fooled me, or backed me to the wall for
the minute, but only for the minute, when that mystic
something revealed the meaning of her dream to me and
herself as well. She may fool me for a moment again, but in
the next that instinct will speak and reveal and make all
clear.
"Why, then, do I defend her cause, or care more than for the
business end? My desire to carry out my ideal of helping
each one help himself for the benefit of a higher
civilization? Yes, I inherit from a past incarnation the
desire to help others, particularly the lowly, but even
aside from that - is there something intuitive of the mother
she once was to me, that I am defending? [See
302-1 -
Trojan period.] Probably I'll get more of this later. On
her part sometimes I think she'd like to treat me like a
child, or son, yet other times the purely physical takes
possession and then she'd like to see me get in line with
the others. She oscillates back and forth even as she does
with her power, seeing no other way of using it than to make
people bring her material success. If she could only see
the further greater use of it - how wonderful to lift people
up who are bowed down with grief, sickness, misfortune and
cares and inspire them to fight their way to better
conditions - how wonderful to create in men the influence to
do good, kindly, noble and gentle deeds that will bring
happiness into the heart and mind of humanity. How wonderful
to die knowing one has accomplished this for civilization,
rather than only leaving a pile of gold or pretty furniture
that creates only envy and unhappiness, if not made to
create the opposite. How wonderful to face one's Creator
with the thought that one has fought for the Creator and
Creation, rather than JUST, and only, one's comforts and
vanity in power; and to be able to say like the Master: 'I
have done the best for Thee, O Creator, that it is in my
power to do. Look upon my work and judge it and me.'
"What a wonderful opportunity she [
302], has, if she only
awakens in time. For example, she could put fire in our
institute work, inspiring all connected with it, and lead it
to a galloping and victorious achievement. Not ours to
force her; not ours to urge her; not ours to tell her what
to do. She of her own free will must choose, and as she
chooses so will her life become merited beauty, love and
happiness, or that which has no more value than the few
living on earth today may measure in terms of dollars.
"Through the reading [302-3] you may help her understand, as
may I in explanation, and we are NOT her judges one way or
another. The God that created her soul is the only judge of
His own work - not us to do it for Him. For, Creation will
progress and carry on, whether she misses her opportunity to
join in accomplishing its purpose or not, and she alone will
benefit or suffer according to her own choice. It is a case
of awakening to a greater spiritual self-consciousness IN
TIME!
"I close now and will look forward with interest to these
interpretations and know I shall not anticipate in vain."
REPORTS
1/05/28 See 302-3 Dream interpretation rdg.
1/09/28 See Dream interpretation rdg.
302-4.



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