6/04/33 He wrote: "With regard to my life reading I think
that I may not have shown the interest or appreciation that
I really felt at the time you were here, but if so it can be
accounted for by the fact that I purposely put it as much out
of mind as possible for the moment as I did not want any
personal matter to interfere with the arrangements for the
meeting. I have given considerable thought to it however
since that time and have tried my best to make it a study,
applying the facts as given as a basis of an analysis of
myself and my life thus far in this present experience and I
have gained much from it and I want to help in any way I can
to carry on the work of securing further data on this entity
which I am, not to use it as a means of personal
glorification in any sense but for the better means of
development for this present experience and for the future in
order that I am intelligently make use of myself to in some
way make up for this lack of knowledge of the truths that
govern all experience and to gain as much during this
experience and make up for some of the losses and the lack of
accomplishment in this experience. I apparently have not
even measured up to the standard of accomplishment of some of
my other experiences and I am fully conscious of how
important the little word "WAS" can become when I look at the
last sentence in my Life reading which says, "Truly this man
WAS the Son of God". Evidently I have wandered far afield
and failed to measure up to that standard set in previous
experiences in my efforts to stoop to the level of my
associates and take life as I have found it instead of
sticking to the ideals of my youth which seperated me from my
associates, causing me to be accused of taking life too
seriously. However I have the encouragement that with a
development that may be had through the activities of the
mental being, I may indeed be a minister in the sense of
ministering to the needs of many in the understanding of
tenets or truths that may bring a development in the
experience of groups and masses.
"Indeed it is true that there has been much of discouragement
in the matter of family troubles before I married and the
questioning of abilities on the part of many.
"I can understand much about my experiences in Judea and
Jerusalem in respect to how I have felt and acted under
certain circumstances relating to reactions to affairs of
state, injustice, the present economic upheaval etc., and I
can understand better my interest in such books as "The Call
of the Carpenter" and "Under Pontius Pilate" both of which I
have had for a number of years. Reading the former over
again last June nearly started me to public denouncement of
our present system of social, economic, industrial oppression
and your Spiritual message was what saved me from making that
mistake. I am mailing you both of these books as I thought
they may help to a better understanding of me if you have any
intention of developing something along the lines suggested
in the reading as I understand you have and I thought that
some of the truths in these books might be of interest to
some of you folks and there are parts of the book "Under
Pontius Pilat" which I thought might be of particular
interest to Miss [
295]."
7/23/33 "I am out of employment at present and unless this
coming week sees the hoped for change in this condition our
affairs will be much worse than they have been. We too are
behind hand in payments and threatened with the loss of our
home, and are also badly in need of many necessities, but God
knows of that which we have need of and if this is the right
home for us no one can take it away and the right job will be
given me for he has not closed a door but he has opened
another for us even though we have not always been the most
deserving. After all we are but human and to a certain
extent victims of wrong concepts of real truth which have
been taught to us and which we must forget and learn all over
real truth as it has been given us these past few years
through you good people."
10/31/33 See
254-70, Par. 11-A, a personal message to
Mr. [
333].
11/19/33 See his Mental-Spiritual Reading,
333-3, for which
he and his wife were present.
See subsequent Physical Rdg.
333-4.
9/24/34 He obtained Life Rdg. for his son, [
670].
1/25/35 See Business Rdg.
333-5.



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