(Q) Did the dream in which I met the personality of death
have significance concerning the psychic body or physical
body?
(A) Both. In this we see the indications of the psychic or
soul self being able to conquer through that being builded
within self the abilities to carry on or to accomplish. Not
giving up, not becoming excited, not becoming overanxious;
other than knowing that the strength of the divine remains
with those that seek to know and do the biddings.
The physical activity was meeting the physical activities
of same.
Hence the body has that promise, as it were, in self, of the
opportunities to carry on.
Hold fast to those things that have been indicated in that
for the meditations and the prayer in self. As these again
we would give, in thine own self, in thine own purpose, in
thine own words, in thine own way put these thoughts when ye
meditate:
FATHER, GOD, MAKER OF THE HEAVENS AND EARTH! THY SERVANT,
THY CHILD, SEEKS GRACE, MERCY, PEACE, HARMONY; THAT I - AS
THY CHILD - MAY GIVE TO THOSE I MAY CONTACT DAY BY DAY, A
CONCEPT OF THY LOVE TO THE CHILDREN OF MEN.
LET MY LIFE BE CREATIVE, AS IS EXEMPLIFIED IN THY SON - MY
BROTHER, MY SAVIOR, MY CHRIST!
I AM THINE! THEN USE ME AS THOU SEEST THAT I MAY FILL THAT
PURPOSE THOU HAST FOR ME TO DO - NOW!
We are through with this reading.
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BACKGROUND
8/14/37 See
338-6 for myocarditis and subsequent Reports
indicating great improvement under Dr. Frank P. Dobbins'
care, according to instructions.
REPORTS
11/08/37 [
338]'s letter: "This morning I received my check
physical reading. It certainly is an inspiration to me to
keep going no matter how hard the way may be. I needed that
inspiration."
6/07/38 Dr. Frank P. Dobbins' reply to Questionnaire:
Q-1a. Did the reading presented to you describe the
condition of the patient? "Yes."
Q-1b. Explain any variation. [No answer]
Q-1c. Give technical diagnosis. "Myocarditis."
Q-2. Were the suggestions for treatment in your opinion
proper for this condition? "Yes."
Q-3. For what period of time has the patient followed
directions given in the reading under your care? "Three
months."
Q-4. What results have you observed? "Patient improved up
to and until such times as she would overdo; there would then
be a relapse."
Q-5 Comment. "This patient should be in an institution."
6/38 [
338]'s letter:
"This very late letter to tell you how sorry I am not to be
with you all at the Congress. I waited until the last
minute, thinking perhaps that I would be well enough to go,
but know now that it would be a rash thing to do. It was
just a year ago this time that I was taken down. Well - I
know that I am getting better and that means a lot, even
though it is slow. After I saw you in N.Y. at Mr. Kahn's
home I felt quite well for a while and continued treatment
with Dr. Dobbins, but then I gradually went down and had to
stick to the bed - until I got up gumption to come home to
Boston. I had a nurse with me four months, and just left
N.Y. a few days before HLC went there [
3/08/38]. Tell him I
was sorry not to be around when he was there. I surely would
have done what I could.
"The hot weather here is bad and especially so as I keep to
the bed most of the time. I know that the Congress will be a
success even though I am not there, but I will be with you in
spirit, and send out my love to you all. When the weather is
cooler during the latter part of the summer perhaps I will be
well enough to visit Virginia Beach. I look forward to it."
7/15/38 [
338] wired for emergency Check Physical reading,
403-3, for her mother.
12/14/38 [
338] contributed to the building of a safety vault
for the EC records, saying: "I want you to know that I will
do all I can - and as time goes on may be able to do better
...I have had all kinds of setbacks, and have been in the
N.Y. Hospital, before I came down here [Daytona Beach, Fla.]
the middle of November - but one of these days I am going
to either sit down and write you or pack a bag and go to
Virginia Beach for a few days. I am much better since coming
south, and know the winter here will do wonders for me."
4/11/39 [
338]'s letter: "I am improving steadily in health,
and am doing my best to make it a permanent cure, with the
help of God. The climate certainly agrees with me so far,
although we had rather a cold winter, I thought." [See rest
of
4/11/39 Letter under
338-3 Reports.]
4/22/39 [
338] requested Check Physical reading
1211-3 for
her brother.
6/18/39 [
338] wired that she was called home to Boston on
account of her brother [
1211]'s condition.
6/18/40 [
338] wrote about serious illness of her mother,
Mrs. [
403].
9/26/40 [
338] wired about sudden death of her beloved
brother, [
256].
10/23/40 [
338]'s letter: "I have not been well - am
struggling to pass this period of depression which reacts
badly on my heart - for I have much work to do in my Father's
vineyard. Mother [
403] and [brother [
1211]] are problems in
themselves - so near to death, and still they live. God's
will be done - we all have our crosses. I am like an old
worn-out horse trying to get on its feet. When I do I will
spend a few days at Virginia Beach."
12/12/40 [
338]'s letter: "Most of the month of November I
spent in the hospital, so could not get to N.Y. while you
were there, which disappointed me greatly. I was very ill
with a most awful pain in my head. They could not do much
for me except keep me under with drugs. Had several x-rays
of the head but they found nothing. As I have high blood
pressure they finally attributed it partly to that and partly
my nerves. I have been in bed here at home ever since coming
from the hospital. Have been trying desperately to get well
enough to go away for a while, but don't seem to be able to
make it. Although I had a short 'heart attack' while in the
hospital I don't feel that all is due to a heart condition.
I have no faith in the doctors - they have never been able to
do much for me. The only help I have ever had is through my
Physical Readings that you gave me in the past. I am writing
this to ask you if I may have a Check Physical reading. I
will certainly appreciate it and carry it out to the
letter..."
12/17/40 See
338-8.



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