Coming under the influence in Venus, with Jupiter in the
positions that the entity occupied in these environs, the
entity is one inclined or tending to be shy, petite, rather
recluse. While the entity is aware of many conditions that
are felt in self, there is a reserve - or has been through
the experience - that has kept the entity from giving
expression to that which is known; and the entity has had
those experiences oft when there were the urges within self
to act, from those things the entity contacted, from these
individuals the entity contacted - and had the entity acted
upon the impulse, as it has found, a great deal of change
would have been in the experience.
Hence questions that have arisen oft in the mental
application of the entity's experiences, as to whether there
is an impelling influence from without self that controls the
mental and active forces of self, or whether it is lack of
stamina or judgment in self as to the activities.
These may be found to be contributory conditions in the
experience, whether related to the material or mental;
whether related to the material things of life or to the
mental attitudes that the body has assumed towards
conditions, as to relationships with individuals, groups or
tenets that have been in the experience of the entity.
As the entity should understand, there is an influence; yet,
as to an entity's application of self - it is as to what the
entity, the will, the soul, does about what it knows or
feels, that makes for weal or woe.
Hence, when self is guided by an ideal that is set, as to its
mental relationships, as to things, conditions and
individuals, the results are the builded influences; hence
have their application in the experience of every entity in
its journey through the material or earth experience.
In this application also does there come oft to the entity
(and to many another under such experiences, or such
environs) much intent and purpose (or study) towards that
relating to what may be termed karma, or the destiny set, and
what an entity may do.
What may an entity do?
There is set before thee two ways, ever; and the choice is
given to a soul as to whether it (the soul) chooses that in
keeping with the ideals set in Creative Influences, or God,
making the will one with, not blaming Him with that which
comes to self, but self - as to what has been builded, and
what self does about His love, law, and experience - in every
relation.
From those influences also in Jupiter we find the individual
application respecting those influences in individual
experiences.
Hence all those forces that may be termed of the
environmental (as astrological, numerological, the aura,
color, vibration, etc.) are a portion of the entity's
experience, and at times becomes confusing to the entity - as
to whether these influence the experiences, or the
experiences influence these in the activity of the entity.
It will be found that all have their place; for, as we have
given, every force - in its manifestation - is from the One,
or God. And that which is manifested in material things is a
result, and not the motive force; for mind, mental (which may
not be seen with the eye as termed in the material world, but
with the spiritual eye) is the builder.
In this relation, too, the entity will find that in self
these influences as related to material conditions may be
made a portion of the entity's experience, in aiding others
to analyze themselves.
For, first one must know self, and that it as a soul desires
to do about that it has attained in the mental world. This
is making an ideal. Is this to be used, then, for self-
indulgence, for self-aggrandizement, for self's laudation; or
is it to be used that the power of the universe, the love of
the Creative Force, may be made manifest the more in the
experience of self and in the experiences of those whom the
entity contacts?
He went about doing good with the knowledge He had in a
material world; evil-spoken of, yes - but for this purpose
came He.
And self will find that in the application of the laws of
love, of environ, of experience, of all the forces that
maintain their activity in the material world as expressions
of a mental influence from a Creative Force, or energy, all
are of His bidding - and to be used as He would have.
Hence, ever should the meditation of the entity be:
OPEN THOU MINE EYES, O FATHER, TO THE GLORIES THOU WOULD
SHED UPON THE SONS OF MEN. LET ME, IN MY WEAKNESS, BE A
CHANNEL, AN AID, A HELP, TO AN ERRING ONE!
Those influences also from the astrological experience in
Uranus make for the astrological, psychological, and the
psychic influences in the experience of the entity; and in
material things make for that which is often termed (through
the younger years of the entity in this experience) as
selfishness; or the entity was rather moody, inclined at
times to be thought to be somewhat selfish; yet, on being
better understood, was found to be confusion rather than
selfishness.
What brings confusion? Self, in that the way is open - yet,
as to what to do becomes confusing, in that self gets in the
way and becomes the stumbling block. This has made for those
experiences also when there were the abilities for the entity
to advance, as it were, suddenly, in relationships as to
individuals, and in the abilities in the material world also.
Also there have been periods when apparently nothing seemed
to succeed, from the material viewpoints.
In the sojourns in the earth, we find these are at times at
an at-variance to the experience of the entity in or from the
mental aspect, or intuitional aspect of the entity.
These are from what the entity did as to that it understood,
as related to the Creative Influences.
Hence we find periods both in retrogression and in progress,
in the activities of the entity in the earth's plane
These, we find, as those that influence the entity in the
present, though since five years these are somewhat altered;
hence we only give those that influence IN the present:
In the one before this we find the entity was in that land
now known as the Philadelphian, when there was the
establishing of an association between those of the native
land and those of the natives in the land.
The entity then was among the first born in this land, in the
name then Stagge.
The entity grew to be one that enabled many of the land, and
people that foregathered from other lands, to be brought to
an understanding of the relationships of the spirit of
progress in the land.
Hence poetry of outdoors, or that dealing with land, sky and
stream, as related to individuals' activity, and such
experiences of animal life, bird life and growing things, are
of particular interest to the entity; also there is the
ability to make same (that is, this harmony) worthwhile in
the experience of self, and with others.
Through the experience the entity gained and lost; gained in
giving to others much of peace, much of a contentment.
The greater an individual, the more content the individual
may be. Not as an animal that is satisfied with the body
filled, but rather that contentment which is seen in the acts
of those that bring joy with the expression of themselves; as
a bird in song, a bird in flight, an animal in the care of
its young. THAT is contentment; the other rather lethargy.
In the present there is seen much that the entity may gain
from the experience, in the application of those things that
deal with individuals day by day; whether it be from those
things that may bring the necessities of a material life, in
the supplying of that which fills the individual for the
time, or in creating harmony in the body.
Hence dietetics IN foods will ever be an interesting factor
in the entity's experience; for the entity has oft been, as
it were, in that of Stagge.
Before this we find the entity was in that land now known as
the Roman, during those periods when there were the
persecutions of those that came into the land bringing those
tenets and truths of a new teacher.
The entity then was among those that were persecuted for the
activities in this direction; coming under the tenets of -
and teachings of - some of those that had been very close to
the Son of man, the teacher in the Nazarene land.
Then in the name Marcia, the entity brought much of the
teachings to many; failing only in persecutions, when those
the entity loved in body, in mind, were being persecuted, and
the entity failed through crying against the powers that be.
Hence in the present is seen those periods when the mind
and the body reaches almost to exhaustion with the upheavals
in the mental being, as to the tenets; for these have been
changed oft, even in the entity's experience in the present,
as to the relationships with those that worship a living God
in this or that matter of rote.
Hence the entity finds that more and more there must be seen
in that the entity dislikes (by analysis and by study) an
attempt of that soul, group or individual, to express that
which arises from what it must worship, [if it were] were it
directed (to the entity) in some other direction.
Hence hate, persecution, should never be any part of ANY
entity's experience, or experiments. Put such out of thine
experience, through the love He showed in GIVING Himself as
the ransom for many.
Hence each soul should so live that it is willing to
become accursed that HIS power, His love, may be manifest the
more.
Before this we find the entity was in that land now known as
the Egyptian, during those periods when there was the
reestablishing of the tenets that were given by the priest
Ra-Ta.
The entity then was among those that grew to be of power,
and aid, in the disseminating of the truths in the
experiences of others during that period; for the entity
became one that aided in the application of material things
as to aiding - in the adding to or taking from, in its
manifestations - the assimilating through the body. Then,
the entity was one that, as it were, set the character of
fruits and nuts for the diet of those that would purify
themselves for the spiritual service in the Temple Beautiful.
Throughout this experience the entity gained, in
ministering that it knew to the good, to the needs, of
others.
In the present the entity may gain much through the
development of self in this direction; for, as the body
builds - through the attitudes of its mental attributes,
either through the experience in environmental influences or
as to what it does about the knowledge or the understanding
it has as related to the Creative Influences - so may the
understanding come to self.
For, in the application of love is love begotten: In the
application of hate is hate begotten. In the application of
selfishness does doubt and fear arise.
Hence, keep for self - in these periods of meditation, as
given - that which will make for using of self, in its
abilities in EVERY way, to further not self's ideas but that
which self has found good in self's experience, in making
known HIS love, HIS laws, in a material world.
Ready for questions.
Keep the face upward. Keep the face to the light. Let the
smile of His love find, in all that thou seest, a
manifestation of His glory. Let those that ever behold thee,
in thy daily ministrations in a service of any kind, see the
light of having been oft in prayer, oft in His presence, in
the light of thine eye.
We are through for the present.
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3/25/31 She obtained Physical reading
347-1.
8/09/32 Friend, Miss [
1377]'s ltr.: "I would certainly love
to have been at Congress. Miss [
347] and I have been very
deeply interested in that line of thought for the past year
and have attended many lectures upon the pyramids and other
subjects."
5/21/33 "I am writing to ask for a Life reading... I have
had a health reading, so I must be registered in your
files... We enjoyed the dinner [in New York City] very
much, and the contacts we made were delightful... Miss
[
1377] joins me in best wishes to you and yours..."
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