(Q) Did I make the right move in not going back to work
for the [
257] ... Corp., upon my return from Newport,
considering the firm's present status and my state of mind -
the accumulation of nine years in regard to [
257]?
(A) In considering all conditions that have arisen in nine
years, the present condition of the mental body of [
349] AT
THE TIME of return, yes. Two days later, no. Two days
later, yes.
Then, what is to be the basis of the consideration in such
a disturbed state of mental attitudes of the body?
When the surroundings of the body are considered, and those
desires that have been maintained and that have come about,
if there has ever been a time that the associations should be
the closer it is in the present.
If the thoughts or considerations of conditions are
irrespective of what has gone before, and are only concerned
with that needed by self in the present as to the purely
material welfare, it would be well that there be no further
associations.
But, are these all?
Then, these conditions, the environs, the associations, with
the desires of the body as to what has been set as its ideal,
should be the basis for which and from which the body should
determine this association or connection.
As to which would be right or which would be wrong depends
upon the angle from which one would view the associations;
one would view from one angle and another from another.
The body must weigh the circumstances, the environs, the
needs of all associations and connections as related to
same, and then determine in self as to HOW self would like
to be done by in the same circumstance were the conditions
reversed. And, irrespective of what has been said by others,
or associations or connections with same, the decision should
be ruled, regulated, by that self holds as the ideal; or the
spiritual influence that impels the activity.
(Q) Am I taking the right step at this time to try the
theatre and give up office work?
(A) This might be answered in exactly the same way and
manner. But, as we have given respecting these, it is a VERY
UNTIMELY time to make definite changes at the present time!
(Q) As I am so anxious at this time to do the right thing
in regard to my future, please give me general advice so I
can be aided to do the right thing for the years to come.
(A) There is builded in each soul its idea, ideal, of
mental, material and spiritual associations. The impelling
influence of each phase of such ideals should, and must, be
of and from the same source; if there is to be development
for the soul.
When the conditions are considered from every angle, then the
entity would do well to seek the answer that deals with such
momentous questions, for the activities in a material world
that influence the mental and spiritual as well as material
aspects of the body; not through counsel or advice from ANY
source outside self, save the higher spiritual source.
But this does not hinder from receiving or giving of self in
its associations in any activity, that which may be for the
betterment of every soul whom the entity contacts or with
whom the entity associates.
The decision, then, MUST be in self.
(Q) Has my health improved in the past few months because I
have been away from [
257] and his affairs?
(A) No. It would be the natural result of changes.
However, if it is determined in self that this IS the cause
of improvement, then it can be made so and there should be no
further associations - IF that is determined in self! But
is it true?
(Q) What shall I do to make [
257] realize I am still
faithful, loyal and friendly to him and his interests,
although I feel very strongly that this is the time to
break away from him?
(A) Act that way!
(Q) When will I get a stage engagement?
(A) When there has been the proper preparation for such,
when there has been the fitting of self for same.
(Q) What is state of my health at present time?
(A) Fairly good.
(Q) What shall I do now in respect to diet and treatments
to perfect my health and bring relief from worry and strain?
(A) Keep those things outlined for the better activities in
these directions.
(Q) Is there any one particularly to whom I could go who
will help me get a stage engagement, either known or unknown
to me?
(A) There has been and is oft held in the mental forces of
most individuals that there is the necessary "pull" to be
used for the acclaiming, or for getting the chance or
opportunity. This, most of all things, is WRONG!
The abilities, the qualifications, will under all
circumstances - obtain the best that may be had, through the
application of self, in associations and connections.
Then, in this association or connection, the qualifications
should be such as to demand an opening. And remember, ever,
as given, it is true that there will be a beaten path to the
door of the individual or soul who builds the better mouse
trap, though he make his dwelling in the wood. If there are
the qualifications in the activities of individuals that make
for the satisfying in their souls (or the mental, spiritual
and physical forces), though they may be among those that
walk the street and only make their appearance in the most
unseemly way or manner, they will be sought out for THEIR
abilities. This may be called hokum by many. It is the
TRUTH, of those that do accomplish things through the soul
development of themselves! Look at the position of any that
are now making for the mental and soul development, those
that make activities in individuals' lives that occupy any
place. They have risen from less than the position this body
occupies in the present! And not on good graces of any! but
the qualifications of the soul, not of the body!
For, when the position comes by favors shown there are prices
to pay that scar rather than build the soul.
(Q) Am I taking the right steps to get a stage engagement?
(A) The steps are not taken wholly as yet, for - as we have
given there are indecisions on account of mental, material
and even conscientious scruples that are still in the way.
The directions are as given. The qualifications must be
such that the soul will shine through that being done! If
this may not be done in the associations in the office, or
in those activities by leaving the office, said is the
experience of any that does not find contentment in service;
not for self-aggrandizement but for the glory of cooperative
forces that may be the experience of any that find love in
that they do! for the good of all associated with same!
And those that look for pats on the back, or that are not
expecting harsh words to be said, or that are looking for
kindnesses at every turn, if they do not show them
themselves they will not find them in others! No matter in
what activity they may engage themselves!
We are through for the present.
[On waking EC said he felt as if he had been working hard.]
Copy to Self
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BACKGROUND
See
349-13 on
6/06/33 and subsequent Reports.
9/24/33 She submitted questions. [GD's note: At the
beginning of the reading, just before Mrs. C. gave the
suggestion, Mr. Cayce said he saw oodles of soldiers in
chariots, and wearing helmets.]
REPORTS
10/09/33 "It took me several days to get over the effects
of the rdg. so I could write you about it. I don't believe
I was actually in the Court Room at the time the rdg. was
taken, as we left at 4 P.M., but I was in its vicinity. I
believe, too, that I should have worded my questions
differently... It seems to me there should be more in my
life than doing things only for [
257]. In the theatrical
profession I would meet more people... I have always wanted
to get into the theatre. It seems to me that life would
be very empty and incomplete if I ever felt I couldn't get
into it...frankly, the rdg. hurt me a bit. I hope I can
'take it' and I suppose generally it was justifiable. I'm
going to show it to [
257] when I get a chance and see what
he thinks about it. I still think I should get into the
theatre. I have studied for it. I've done work in stock,
and now I want a chance to get in at the bottom and work
my way up...all I am asking is my own little place in the
sun and a chance to get into the profession I want to devote
my life to. Surely, there can't be anything selfish in
that?"
10/18/33 EC's letter:
I have yours of recent date, and I want to thank you very
much for writing as you have. Possibly I can very well
appreciate the disappointment you must have felt at some of
information in the last reading. No doubt you have felt
that it is somewhat contradictory to some of the things told
you several months ago. But I'm sure you recognize also that
we have no control whatsoever over what comes in the
readings. If so, I would certainly have little confidence in
the information and would not suggest that anyone else have.
However, I'm sure the attitude of the individual seeking has
a great deal to do with the type of answers; also the type
of questions presented. For, if an individual is not heart
and soul decided in self on any definite way or manner, how
can spiritual answers give anything very definite? For, they
are one and the same. The readings are not cure-alls, of
course, as you very well know, from the many hundreds of
things that have been given to Mr. [
257] from time to time.
While I am very much of the opinion that they are much worth
while to those who sincerely and honestly seek through these
channels, they are only worth as much as the individual
thinks they are. For, as the good Book has said, a man is
what he thinketh in his heart; and he that receives a prophet
in the name of a prophet receives a prophet's reward. And no
matter how great may be the prophet, mystic, or any power,
unless the individual seeking is in accord at the time very
little may be obtained; for each individual is a portion of
God and can defy all His mandates. And if we feel that we
have given all of ourselves, and we are desirous of giving
ourselves to another influence or power, and are "all washed
up", how can we gain in that direction anything very helpful?
Or, if we have decided within our own selves the course we
wish to follow, then such information may be very helpful in
telling us how to go about it. And I believe most all of
this you will find in that given through the reading, though
it did - I assure you - take some turns that none of us
expected.
However, I am hoping that in the next few weeks we will be
able to meet and talk with you in person, and that we may
have some real heart-to-heart talks and come to more perfect
understanding of what all these influences are that have been
disturbing you - and may possibly be of help.
I hope this finds you feeling a whole lot better, and better
decided in your own self as to what you want to do, and how.
We assure you of our appreciation of you and everything you
have done for the Work through the years, and of your loyalty
and faith.
Hoping and trusting we may be of some service to you, and
with love from each and every one, I am
Sincerely,
EC:GD
10/31/33 See
254-70, Par. 26-A personal message.
11/08/33 She was present for
349-15.



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