3/02/34 "Your letter came this a.m. and I appreciate it. I'm
ever so grateful for the rdg. and especially for the
information on my health. I can't say more, but you know
how I feel.
"I was very much surprised, as you were, at the rest of the
information and do not understand why the radical change.
"At the present moment I do not feel that what the rdg. said
about the dentist [Dr. 4948] can ever materialize. I don't
feel that he is the man for me. However, I don't question
the information in the rdg. as these things have to work
themselves out.
"I have always felt, as the rdgs. have always told me, that I
would be happiest in my own home, happily married, etc., but
time flies - I had a birthday Wed. - and things don't look as
though anything like that will materialize, regardless of how
I have always felt about it. It therefore behooves me to get
a job and set to work again. I have never wanted to have a
career exclusively to the exclusion of anything else. My
desire to get into the theatre is merely a desire to work in
a field in which I would find the necessary need and
stimulation for self-expression, and work for myself. I
would naturally make new contacts and in that way, no doubt
find a congenial companion for marriage. I don't seem to
find it working in an office - and I've had all of nine yrs.
of it! I feel the need of a new life - new work - new
companionship - and the stimulation of being in a field that
will bring out my real personality and the best in me.
"The rdgs. have always said I could - and should - do it;
that I would never be happy married until I had tried the
theatre. I feel that is true. I also feel that I could have
that, and afterwards give up all thought of working at it,
and THEN devote my life to my home, as I would no doubt be
married in a few years and could carry out my plans in
accordance with the advice in the rdg.
"They [the rdgs.] also told me not to consider a future with
Mr. [
257], but to use this and all my contacts as a stepping
stone to a greater career for myself. Why the change? I
know that conditions have been so bad that a step toward a
new departure - a new field - cannot materialize because of
existent conditions, and so I am content for the time being
to go back to my office work, and wait until the propitious
time for me to get into this new thing. The rdg. said to do
that and not consider anything new, until the summer.
"After all, as old as I am, I am still young and have a
lifetime before me. I only have this one life to live
consciously and I want to feel, when my time comes to go on
to a new life in another world, that at least I attempted to
do what my soul recognized it always wanted to do, even when
I was a child - inarticulate, shy, and a small town 'hick'.
"Warner Bros. and Radio Pictures will both give me a test
when I get on the stage and they see me. I am to meet
someone from Paramount next Tues. Naturally, I can't force
things but I am trying to do all I can to get started.
"[
437] could help - so could [
434] but I don't know the
latter and I don't want to use 'pull'. All I ask is a
chance like a million other girls seem to get.
"However, all I can hope for is that I will get a 'break',
and possibly by the summer, conditions will be such that the
time will be favorable for me to get a start somehow. All I
can do is hope."
4/06/34 [EC's letter]:
Dear [
349]:
Well, I finally came home again [from Arizona trip with
T. Michell Hastings, Jr.]. We had a very nice little visit
and, as usual, I expected to be gone two weeks and made it
five! But it wasn't very hard for me to persuade myself that
I needed it, after someone offered to take me. I enjoyed it,
and I hope that the rest and the experience I have had on the
trip will better fit me to be of a greater service to my
fellow man. Also I had the opportunity on my return trip to
renew some of my old friendships and to meet many of those
for whom I had tried to use myself as a channel for service,
and with whom I had corresponded but never met. So, I had
some quite interesting experiences.
[
349], I suspect you were rather nonplused at some of the
things given in your last reading. I don't think, though,
that you were any more so than I was myself. I don't know
whether this is news to you or not, but three other
individuals had asked that same question concerning that same
person you did. [[
4948]. Misses [
778] and [
460]?] In each
case they were told no. And then to have it said that it
would be the proper thing for one that we think so much of
as we do you, well, I just wonder if the Forces have been
saving him for you all the while! For, he is a wonderful
individual - and I was surprised when the reading said no
to the others in the days gone by. But, to be sure, it
brings up many other questions, as you suggest in your
letter; your ideals and purposes, and the things that have
been suggested for you. I do not know how to answer them, of
course. Maybe I could if I was asleep. It's a pity, isn't
it, that I can't sleep most of the time - when people want
to ask me questions? When I analyze it all, though, in my
own mind, it seems to me you have been helping and aiding
others for such a period of time that it may be all of these
things have been necessary in your experience, either as
desires or visions, and yet it is most time for you to make
a decision wherein you may - through a BEAUTIFUL association
- make for many another individual many of the things you
have builded as experiences in your own consciousness here at
this time.
I wish I could talk all this over with you. It's so hard to
write it, of course. It may be sometime in the near future
we will have the chance to do this. Anyway, you both come
down to the Beach this summer. Be down at the Congress, and
see if we are not able to get something together for you both
that might be very much worth while.
Of course, we have quite an accumulation of correspondence,
and also appointments, and we will quite busy for some time.
And yet another thing, we find Gertrude's mother is very,
very low; we almost expect in every hour to receive word that
she has passed on. Our last reading was not as encouraging
as it had been heretofore. We can only hope and pray for the
very best. This, of course, puts sort of a damper on
everything; for, while we know that such things must come, we
are not able some way or another to prepare ourselves for it
all.
I hope this finds you and yours all well and on the improve.
And many of those things developing for you that are most
satisfactory and in keeping with all the good things that I'm
sure you are deserving of.
Let us hear from you. With love and regards from each and
every one, I am Sincerely, EC:GD
4/18/34 "I can't seem to see that, at all, as I have known
[
4948] for a long time and never felt that I liked him
particularly, and I still feel the same way. He's a peculiar
individual, and I am amazed at the information as I can't
possibly see how any such alliance can come about."
5/26/34 See
349-17 questioning advice to marry Dr. [
4948].
11/29/35 [Following EC's arrest in Detroit]
I want to take this occasion now to tell you how very much I
appreciate all that you have done for me.
I really have not been able to write you a personal letter
until now to let you know just what the readings have done
for me. I have always been able to keep my physical
condition up to par by getting the reading whenever my health
wasn't what it should be, but after I had that unfortunate
accident and the illness that followed it, keeping me in bed
and in the house for a year, and out of work much longer than
that, it was really by getting the help for your readings,
that have now made me feel 100% OK.
Naturally, after the accident, which developed into pneumonia
and pleurisy, after having a doctor diagnosis my illness as
"sinus trouble", and finally getting another doctor who
started to treat me, it was your readings that put us on
the right track and as I said, made my health at the present
time, all that it should be.
I suppose you can realize how fortunate it is for me, and my
family and any of my friends who happen to know of you, to be
able to get the benefit of your wonderful gift. I can't say
too much about it to anyone, and when any of my friends ask
me how I am feeling after that terrible illness I had, I tell
them to thank Mr. Cayce for it.
See subsequent readings
On
5/13/41 She obtained Life Rdg.
2498-1 for their one month
old son; he was given an incarnation as a Grecian who
instructed the Romans "in the early activities towards stage"
(acting, interpreting poems, legends, Grecian lore, etc.),
and was told the outlets for him would be as a salesman,
musician, actor, or in the radio, etc., depending on his
choice. [See subsequent Life Rdgs.] [Or Mental-Spiritual
Rdgs.]
3/18/44 She wrote of expecting another child late in May:
"It's wonderful to watch a family grow, isn't it? It's one
of the main reasons for living and growing older, and I am
always reminded of a rdg. you once gave me, years ago - it
stressed that point - happiness and development in a home
and family."
3/21/45 "I am so anxious to prepare for my boys' future and
our financial situation has been appalling - so much so that
I can't talk about it. With time, I shall have to go back to
work. I don't like to keep injecting myself into the
situation constantly, but that is the reason I have kept to
myself. You all have your troubles with Judge gone."
See subsequent correspondence under
349-19 Reports.
8/02/67 Mrs. [
349] wrote: "[
2498] is now 26 and son [...] is
23. [
2498] is in the theatrical agency business and...is at
the Univ. of Chicago working towards a master's degree in
International Relations and Economics."



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