2/05/40 "I was very busy at the office getting ready to leave,
and finally I managed to get away. They're still after me at
the office to come back, but they mention no raise - the work
is piling up, and they've two girls to take my place... I'm
not working now and the sense of freedom is wonderful...this
is the first real rest I've had in years and I surely needed
it after working in that 'prison'. It was exactly like a
jail sentence to me, although, truthfully, I really miss not
doing something. When one has been in harness for so long,
it is hard to stop. I don't want ever, if I can help it, to
go back to office work, or a job where I must sit - I don't
think it is good for me, and I am most anxious to keep well.
"I'm hoping I can make use of the time, money and effort I
spent in taking up dramatic work, and hope I could realize
something out of it by doing something on the radio.
Wouldn't that be a good idea? I'd like to start in, in a
small way, and do small parts in plays over the air, or be
the female voice in 'advertising blurbs.' Also, I want to
get all my notes together, practise again and teach diction.
I believe I can do it.
"I also want a Life Rdg. for [
2573], to see whether he should
continue in the shoe store or get a P.O. job... I hope that
some day he can do something with his chemistry... He works
so hard and is so patient that I would love to see him get
into something where he could have some encouragement and
hope for the future. Whoever my guiding star is, certainly
did the right thing for me in leading me to [
2573]. I always
say we have everything but money. I wish, Judge, some day
you would get a chance to know him well, as he is so real, so
understanding, broad-minded, intelligent, tolerant - and with
all the virtues! I could keep on about [
2573] for a long
time, but maybe some day you can see for yourself - I hope
so."
3/12/40 "[
2573] is now working in the P.O. and his hours are
most unsteady."
3/21/40 She obtained Ck. Physical
349-22 asking how to become
physically able to bear a child.
4/04/40 "Haven't seen Mr. [
257] in ages but Mrs. [
189] always
knows where to reach me. Don't forget to call on me when you
come to N.Y."
9/14/40 She wrote that the doctor had definitely confirmed
her pregnancy. [See under
349-22 Reports.] "I'm at Mr.
[
257]'s office - I had to be downtown and as I hadn't seen
him for some time, I stopped in at the office. He's in, but
busy as usual. I understand he was at Va. Beach for a few
days but he hasn't told me about his trip as yet."
11/16/40 "I've told a few people you're expected to be in
town, and I want to advise them of the meeting. Dr. [
4948],
... Mr. [
2709], etc."
1/21/41 She thanked EC for his offer to give a Life Rdg. for
"the little stranger" when it arrives, saying: "I've always
liked the idea of having a little girl - never thought much
of having a boy, although I am beginning to feel that if it
were a boy, it would be grand. A son is nice to have, but so
is a daughter. I don't really care which, as long as it is a
healthy, happy, normal little baby."
4/09/41 Her baby son was born. See his Life Rdg.,
2498-1, on
5/13/41.
8/12/41 She obtained Life Rdg.
2573-1 for her husband.
10/31/41 She requested Ck. Physical
349-24, saying: "I need
concrete and definite information on just how to keep well.
I haven't any money but I have other things, thank God, and I
am more anxious than anything to be a good wife and mother to
a good husband and a gorgeous baby."
12/13/41 "[
2573]'s hours are most erratic [at the P.O.]...
Sometimes I'm frightened because I've never been in this
[financial] predicament. When I think of how I used to spend
my money when I should have saved it against a time like
this, when I really need it! It seems so terrible to have to
watch each cent so carefully."
2/12/42 "I wish I could do something for you, but here I must
ask you for a ck. physical [
349-25] rdg. and I don't even
have anything to send you for the last one. It's humiliating
to me to be in the position where I must impose upon some-
one's friendship, and a double sense of humiliation when you
realize your husband's position doesn't pay enough to even
buy one Defense Bond for $25. It makes me feel deep within
that it is unpatriotic not to buy at least one, and I could
just curl up and die with the humiliation of it. I suppose
ultimately the P.O. will pay better salaries but the 2 yrs.
he has been there have been hellish. I'm not complaining -
it's gone beyond that - but it is so hard not to be able to
do the decent things, such as, for instance, buy Defense
Bonds, pay you for a rdg., etc. It kills one's self-respect,
and makes me feel so small and mean within. It isn't a
pleasant feeling."
5/25/44 She gave birth to another baby son. See
correspondence under
349-16 Reports.
1/12/45 Letter to GD after EC's passing: "As I wrote Mrs.
Cayce, I can't find the words to express my sorrow to you
over Judge's passing. I, for one, shall miss his advice and
friendliness, but his presence will live with me always. I
can imagine how you all must feel, when I feel as I do.
Your feelings over his passing must be intensified at least
a thousand times. I wish I could have talked with him once
more. The next best thing will be to talk with you. So much
of his goodness, you have.
Gladys, at some time if you ever come to N.Y., please let me
know. I want you to know my boys, and I should like to talk
with you. What are your plans? I hope I can hear from you
at some time. Please don't lose touch." Love, [
349]
1/28/46 "[
2573] works evenings until after midnight and I am
in every evening alone. My social life is nil.
Unfortunately, our money problem is in fact a problem. I
can't afford anything very much, and the past six yrs. have
been a constant struggle. We thought things would get
easier, but now with a 40 hr. wk., things are bad again."
9/30/47 We learned that she had gone back to work for Mr.
[
257] as his sec'ty, getting someone to look after her little
boys.
11/22/47 "I hope I can get to the Beach sometime with the
boys, and [
2573] too, if he can get a summer vacation. I
went through so much in 7 yrs. that I hope the tide has now
turned."
10/64 Mr. [
257]'s ltr.: "Mrs. [
349] attained a broad
business experience through my social, religious and business
interests, of which she was a valuable part and assistant.
I saw her two fine 6 footers grow up, be educated at Brandeis
Univ., and make good business connections for their future.
Her husband [
2573], a graduate chemical engineer, worked
consistently with [
349] and they accomplished a successful
married life."
8/02/67 Mrs. [
349] wrote GD for help from the rdgs. for her
sister, [
5450], saying: "Son [
2498] is now 26 and [...] is
23. [
2498] is in the theatrical agency business and [...] is
at Univ. of Chicago working towards a Master's degree in
International Relations and Economics. [
2573] and I are
going along, trying to keep on an even keel and keep things
going, financially and otherwise, but if we keep our health,
that is the most important."
12/23/68 "I couldn't bring myself to tell you my sister [
352]
died suddenly last Jan. 29th and I am completely heartbroken.
I had the flu and couldn't attend [
257]'s memorial service at
Temple... It has been a rough year."



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