6/04/41 Letter from Mr. [
370] to EC:
My Dear Mr. Cayce;
"I wish I could write like I would like to and say what I
was thinking while awake in the middle of last night when my
heart wouldn't be quiet enough for me to sleep. One thing
I could do is make a little review of my experience since I
received my first PHYSICAL reading in Oct. 1936 [370-4].
Many times I had talked about the wonders and certainties
of cures (unusual ones) that I knew about with never a
thought that I would need this unusual attention in a
physical reading. But the necessity came to me as I was
recovering from the severe pain of the passing of a kidney
stone. The M.D. had performed his duties the second time in
2 days and I had told him that I couldn't stand the severity
of these attacks every day & inquired if he couldn't do
something to relieve them or stop it. His remark was that
if he knew how to stop such attacks he would do nothing else,
but he nor no one else knew how to stop the kidney stones
attack. Then I knew this was my opportunity to apply for
a reading, which I did. I followed these instructions for
a long time and was encouraged not only by the immediate
rejuvenating effect on my general physical condition &
feeling but by the check reading [
370-5] I received home 90
days afterwards. I have never had any recurrence of kidney
stone trouble since.
"I did not know about high blood pressure until the Doctor
told me I had it high at the time I was having these attacks
& I soon realized that I had had it for sometime by the lack
of energy & other symptoms. All these disappeared under the
treatment in the reading.
"I had not read these for some time, but did so last week.
The warnings in them to me now are very true indeed. At the
time I was recovering so materially I know now I grew
careless in a number of ways and am now paying dearly for
such carelessness or pride. Some six months ago I had a
check reading [370-7] that told me so also - that I hadn't
done the colonics properly for specific item. But the
closing of this last reading is the most disheartening of
all, for it said after very brief statement that "We are
through with this reading". I have been afraid of the
fatality of this statement. And another time in a reading
the information the statement was made that "Nothing is
impossible to God" after indicating the seriousness of my
situation.
"Even the dream [See
370-1 Reports] you had about you &
Kesslar coming to see me shows me very careless & headstrong
in the failure to invite you in to my fine house.
"The truth of all this bears in on me very strongly now
together with all my economic failures & disappointments
- some positions that might be offered me now I could not
perform because of my physical condition. I have been -
thick headed and hard headed [See
370-3] & too vindictive
about supposed wrongs. True it is that only the Lord can
save me. The M.D. is not relieving my physical condition.
The chiropractor that I went to to learn about proper
colonics some 6 months ago did not do it - he thinks he knows
more than you do about what to do or how to do it. My wife
[
1344] doesn't believe in the information I get from you -
that may be my fault also.
"You see I am a hard case and now I know it. I remember what
Paul said once that portrays some of my actions - "that when
I would do well, evil is present with me" that the "flesh is
weak." Yes and how on the night of betrayal the 3 best
disciples fell asleep when Christ was in agonizing prayer,
and his promptings failed to keep them awake.
"Everything is very much more serious to me now than ever
before - and I know what a hard case I have been - I wanted
to do so much for the work you are doing & I have done
nothing. Even the oil wells you helped me on made 3 starts
[See
370-1, Par. R13] and each of them failed - I don't know
when they will begin again or what interest I will have one
of the promoters has married a rich widow from Gadsden & is
honeymooning I understand in Texas - the other has a wife in
serious condition.
"I took the two physical readings down to the Doctor, who
said he wanted to see them but he was too busy. I am going
to try again and see if I can get him to read some REAL
truth.
"I guess I have wanted too much handed me on a silver platter
- guaranteed to me & without any effort on my part. Yes you
are & have been the best friend I have on this earth - this
is the way, through the work there to know God - you know the
way - the only thing I can call on now is the mercy of the
Lord.
"Yes there is truth in the readings I had - much truth -
"If I make any more progress I will write you.
"God bless you,"
Sincerely, [
370]
7/02/41 He requested Ck. Physical - see letter under
370-4
Reports.
3/07/41 See
370-8.



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