5/17/34 Mr. [
373]'s letter:
I could not first understand, when reading your note, what
the discouraging conditions might have been with which you
were confronted since we saw you last. It so happened,
however, that a young man from Staten Island, whom we had not
seen for over a year, left permanently for other parts, and
he called upon us to say goodbye. Incidentally, he referred
to the troubles that had recently developed in the [
378]
family, and I presume it is one of the things which has been
depressing you. I do not know, of course, whether Mr. [
378]
has returned since, or his departure having been explained,
and I am wondering how Mrs. [
255] feels about it, for if I
could be of any service to her, I would be very glad to do
so. So far I have abstained from calling her, for I may say
that I am just as bewildered at the moment and effected by it
as you are.
There are other things in what generally may be termed
spiritual endeavors which have gone awry in the last few
months. As to all these things, I have been told that these
physical setbacks to spiritual undertakings are often
necessary if the physical conditions or vibrations cannot
keep pace with the spiritual. Clouds therefore, which form
through such conditions are necessary for the ultimate
successful outcome, as these clouds will retard and thus
prevent an over-ripening of a part of a structure needed as
a complete whole for what it is to serve. I can, therefore,
not look upon all these things as quite as disastrous as
they, for the present, appear to be, for, even for an
individual, it is essential to regain his equilibrium and
find a balance, for, without the latter, there can be no
harmony, and without harmony, there can be no inner progress.
If you will let me know when your meeting is in June, we
shall certainly try to come there, always provided that my
office duties permit me to leave at the time, which,
unfortunately, I cannot foresee so far ahead.