1/06/36 EC's reply: "I have yours of the 30th. I'm sorry
indeed to note that you are discouraged and disappointed in
your undertaking there, and feel that you have got to give
up. I have been so busy the last day or so that's impossible
to write, owing to the emergency readings; for we have
scarcely had anything else each day since the 1st; even on
the first day and ever since there has been an emergency
reading, so that we have had to put off the regular routine.
"But I believe you will agree with me, and I hope you will
bear with me and listen at me, [
391], for just a minute. I
feel, of course, responsible in a way and manner for your
having gone to Florida. I feel a bit responsible even for
your ever getting married. Yet I am sure you realize, from
your knowledge and study of human experience, it isn't
knowledge alone, it is the wisdom in the application of the
knowledge that may be given you that makes for good or for
bad. Now, one may give you an understanding or a knowledge,
but the wisdom and the application of same is up to you
yourself.
"But hold on there for a time, [
391], anyway. I have the
feeling that you are going to find that it is very much like
Virginia Beach; the real season there will not be until
possibly the middle of January and until the first weeks of
March. That's the one thing, first! Even if you have to
borrow more money from Mr. Tepper or somebody else, CARRY ON!
DO NOT, above all things, send [
934] home. Stay with her;
keep her with you through this period. It's going to be best
for you and you'll think more of yourself, and you'll think
more of everything that you're going through! And she will,
I'm sure. If it becomes necessary that you lose the car, or
that some of the rest of them go home, do it - but you stick
it out, and keep her WITH you above everything else! For you
are passing through a time and a period that only happens
once in a man's life, and if you don't make the most of it
you'll regret it the rest of your whole experience. But I
just feel like it's going to work out. Don't give it up!
Hold to it! Don't try to run off and leave whatever
discouraging things you have! MEET 'EM! Anyone can do fine
when things are going dandy! It shows the real man and the
real worth of a fellow that can meet the emergencies when
things are going all wrong.
"I'm sure you've made a lot of friends there. You may have
run up against some tough propositions also, but you can meet
them a whole lot better together, [
391], than you can by
going off and leaving each other. And I'm sure that [
934]
will agree with me. Talk it over. Let this thing that is
happening bring you closer together than you have ever been
in your life! Let it knit that thing it is intended to knit
in the experience of every individual - the love and the
knowledge that comes from knowing you are responsible for the
creating of a channel for a soul expressing itself in the
material world!
"It's a big proposition, yes. But God has promised those who
call that He will hear. Let it make YOU, then, closer to
Him. He won't turn His back on you, no matter how bad you
have been or FEEL you have been. Because you haven't been
bad at all. You know OF Him, and you know you are a channel
through which He is manifesting at this time. Then ACT like
it! Don't try to dodge this issue!
"You know that if I can be of a help through a reading, I'm
only too glad to try. Possibly the circumstances have been
such that what is needed is for me to talk to you like a
dutch uncle. And maybe you think it's none of my business.
But it's because I DO think a lot of you, think a lot of you
both, that I'm saying the things I am. I've had the
experience, I know what it means. And we have had the
experience of the readings through the last thirty-five
years. I know, from the good that has been brought into the
experience of individuals, the work is worth while. I can't
be fooled that long, and I couldn't fool the thousands of
people that claim and testify that it has been valuable to
them. Now YOU make it valuable in your life! The reading
may tell you the thing to do for your best development,
materially, mentally, spiritually; it may give you the
knowledge, but the DOING is up to YOU!
"If you have to borrow MORE money to meet these things, then
DO IT! But HE will arrange it, if you will do the right
thing. You know, all the increase that may come comes from
God. YOU can't change it; you can only do that which will
make yourself a channel through which He can work - which is
DOING RIGHT! Maybe you think I'm foolish, [
391], but take
this as it is meant, and stick to it there.
"If you find that you have to ask Mr. Tepper again for a
loan, then tell him the whole situation, [
391]; and that
you've got to stay together, and that no doubt the
proposition there will let you "break even", if nothing more.
And it'll be a whole lot better. Tell him you have GOT to
stay together, and WHY. And that's the thing you MUST do!
If not, you'll regret it the rest of your life.
"Drop me a line when you have the opportunity. I'm not
preaching to you, I'm talking just PRACTICAL sense!
"Love to you and [
934]."
Ever the same, Edgar Cayce [EC:GD]
1/09/36 "I was very glad to get your letter and feel you were
right in advising what you did, not really knowing the
circumstances as they are. I don't want you to think I blame
you or anyone else for the position I'm in. Somewhere or
somehow it is my own fault. It isn't a question of holding
onto anything that we have, but to manage to get something to
eat and a place to sleep. We have already been given notice
to get out and the time is about up. What we're trying to do
is stay together some way. [
934] thinks I might have a
chance to get a job in ... [Ohio]. We can live with her
mother and the expenses won't be very much. The whole
trouble now is trying to get enough money to get up there on,
and it's not easy. The place is empty of stock and has been
several days, with no money to buy more. The idea of
borrowing more is out of the question. If I couldn't make
this place pay with $500 invested in it, I don't feel like it
is right to try to get more to put into it. I don't want you
to think that I'm running out on the place because things
didn't look so good ahead. It's just that I've stayed too
long now. We've got less than $5 to our name with plenty of
bills that should be paid.
"I don't know why the rdgs. sent me down here but I feel that
it was for some other purpose than making a living. It might
have been to get me out of this kind of work altogether,
because I don't like it and never have. I feel that if I
could get another rdg. now it would help me a lot in more
ways than one. I feel that there must be an opportunity in
some other line of work that I can make a success of and that
will help my development at the same time.
"Thanks a lot for what you have done for us or for me,
rather, and I hope you don't get the wrong picture of things
down here. The problem now is [
934] having the correct food
and rest, and her mother's [[
998]'s] is the only place I know
of where she can get it." Sincerely your friend, [
391]
1/17/36 He wrote from Ohio: "I believe everything will work
out for the best. I sold Sol Tepper half interest in the
place for enough money to get up here on, and he is going to
stock the place up and try to make a little something out of
it."
3/26/36 See
391-16.



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