3/02/32 Letter:
Dear Mr. Cayce:
I received the reading and also your letter. I would have
liked to answer you immediately, but thought I would wait to
let my enthusiasm and love for it quiet down, but - it just
won't. In the actual wording of the reading, it is all I
could have hoped for and much more. Not alone the written
suggestions are powerful and sweeping, the "unwritten", as
implied by the force of example, are more so. I have devoted
quite some thoughts to find a manner to tell you just how
much this last reading means to me, but it all seems so
inadequate. All I can say is that it puts me into a spirit
of something heavenly beautiful, divinely complete,
benevolent and compassionate as is only possible with the
Supreme.
The explanation as to the origin of my love for the arts is a
treasured consolation, for trained, as I have been, to regard
my talents almost as a necessary evil, just something to be
tolerated, I now have that peace of mind, that soul-peace,
that I am not doing something wrong by expressing myself
through this channel. This fear asserted itself often even
after my first reading, but now it is gone. I can only say
the same about the answers to my questions. They lack
nothing. If I may venture to make any comment whatsoever, it
is, that I am far from deserving so much help, so much
beauty. I am most grateful for all that my reading contains.
I appreciate the name of the book and the title and shall
look for it. Although I never would have dared even to think
to combine anything like the spirit of the Master through my
arts, especially for commercialization, to be asked to do it
is a privilege so rare and so lovely that I shall do my
utmost to fulfill the request. I may have had beauty
before, but can anybody conceive anything more beautiful, or
a greater blessing, than to do the most cherished kind of
work in the presence and in the spirit of the Master?
Just what I am going to do and how, I don't know. Of course,
I shall look for the book. In the meantime, following
suggestions, I have copied and cut a little picture, which I
found in a German calendar and which I have saved for 11
years with the intention of using it "some time". It is a
little girl with a bouquet of wild flowers standing in front
of alder-bushes that are budding. The first messengers of
Spring, the little alder-catkins are hanging from the
branches and a robin is perched on the branch singing. The
child is looking up in wonder and admiration. A foot note to
this picture explains that the artist made it much in the
same spirit, as it has been suggested to me to portray. In
my childhood too, even later, there has never passed a
Spring, but that I did not look longingly for just those
little messengers of Spring, pussy-willows and alder-catkins.
I am very fond of them, but just as in the picture, the
prettiest and best are always beyond reach.
My first attempt to express the spirit of the Master is very
humble, - I placed a colored background behind the
silhouette. To the casual beholder it may mean nothing, but
this colored background is a combination of three colors, -
pure white, the emblem of the Master; a beautiful, clear
lemon yellow, which stands for Divine Love and wisdom; some
blue, the color of all the arts. Originally I wanted to give
this picture to the youngest Miss [
276], but now, I can't
account for it, I have decided to send it to you. It is not
for sale. This little picture is to go to someone, who will
love it for what it stands. If you or Mrs. Cayce care for
it, please keep it for yourself, I am giving it gladly, if
some member of your family, or Miss Davis is fond of it,
please give it to either one. A few copies of this picture I
may make for sale. It is my intention to send you samples of
my work now and then for I feel, that if anyone is interested
in the outcome of such a sweeping change in a person's life,
it will be you, all of you, who have been so willing to help.
We are glad to know, that you and all of your family are
well. Changing your location will mean work, but I am so
glad, that it is for the better. [
451] and Mr. [
322] are
sending their regards and many good wishes, and I am also
sending mine to you and all of yours.
3/25/32 EC's letter: [From the little house, 403 Lake Drive,
Va. Beach, where he lived briefly:] "I was made to feel that
I had neglected very much to show my appreciation for the
lovely picture that you sent me some days ago. It was not
that I didn't appreciate same, for I do more than I can tell
you appreciate the kindly thought that prompted you to send
this to me. So often we find ourselves so overshadowed by
what seems to us a mountain that is pressing us down that we
forget a duty - the privilege, honor and courtesy that we owe
to those who have and do show their thanks and appreciation
for the efforts in our behalf. It is certainly very
beautiful and I thank you very, very much. It hangs where
most every time I wake from the attempt to be of aid it
greets me with that cheery wonderment as is expressed in the
child's face at the love manifested in the preparation by the
bird of a home for the little ones, and that desire to be of
help as she is expressing, I am trusting and hoping will ever
be an inspiration to me to do so for others in the same
unselfish manner as she did for the mother bird.
"I saw the letter, Mrs. [
428], with the check that came
today. I can only say, 'Thank you!' At times it seems so
inconsistent that it should be necessary for we who are
trying, if we know ourselves, to be of service, to have to
ask those about us to appeal for us for some help. [
3/17/32
See ltr. under
322-1 Reports.] But when things come tumbling
about our heads, what must we do? I feel at other times I
should be so thankful that we have those associated with us
that are heart and soul in the spirit of the work in such a
way and manner that they feel that they have a right to tell
others whom we have tried to help just what our circumstances
are.
"I am in hopes each and every one to whom they do appeal or
have appealed do understand just what has prompted this
action on their part, that each has joined in our behalf
makes it all the more touching to us and I feel very humble,
but certainly appreciative of the kindly feeling that has
prompted each to contribute in our behalf. May I only say,
'Thank you' and may it express to you our hearts' feeling at
this, what should be, our gladdest Easter time. May this
effort and sacrifice the part of each of you bring a joy that
is fully in keeping with the appreciations as are felt by
each one here.
"I think we are all liking our change better and better while
it was very lovely to be close to the ocean, [105th & Ocean,
later numbered 67th St.] yet to be close to nature, to God's
trees and His birds is wonderful also, and we are only a
three or four minutes' walk from the ocean. I am hoping you
will have the opportunity to make us a visit while we are
here. It is quite different surroundings from anything we
have experienced since we have been in Virginia, yet we
really like it in a way that I hope will enable us to do
better service for the Master."
4/03/41 See
428-13, her next Ck. Life Rdg. in re her work.
6/29/32 Letter to GD: [First part used in
428-6, Ck.
Physical Report, Par. R3 mentioning her silver wedding
anniversary and daughter [
451]'s marriage.] "It goes without
saying that we would just love to be down with you now during
the Congress, but must refrain from for more reasons than
one. I hope you, rather some Committee, has borne this in
mind and will make it possible for the non-present members to
buy some of those readings. I know I am going to save up for
one or as many as I possibly can.
"I was also glad to hear [See
6/02/32 GD's ltr. under
322-1
Reports] that you have not tired of my picture to Mr. Cayce.
The charm of it is, the 'how' it originated. I have not done
anything since that picture, but now since [
451] is married
my housekeeping is ever so much easier and just as soon as
all my correspondence is finished shall start in to study. I
have thought so much and so often of you all and have wanted
to tell you especially that I am sure that the name of
'Dejahel' the name of the book I should study, stands for
'Durer' the biggest and finest German artist of medieval-
times. Just for the fun of it, you ought to get out an
encyclopedia and glance over what he stands for and you will
realize what has been given to me. Of course, I am delighted
that I should be told to take such an artist as this for an
example. When we were in Europe we went through Durer's
house, his workshop and I saw many of his original drawings.
The name 'Dejahel' is not in any of the files in the library
in New York City, nor in the N. Y. Telephone directory and
the German pronunciation of Durer said quickly, the way
Germans would, sounds exactly like Dejahel when pronounced
quickly in English. So that problem is solved too!!!
"By now you are well settled in your new home and I hope
having my reading in it first will bring you lots of luck,
as a rule it is said, that a man brings the luck, but here's
hoping that the order of things reversed, may also prove
good.
"I was very glad indeed to get Mr. Hugh Cayce's letter about
the life readings. I shall be very glad to tell him some of
the manifestations in exchange for some help. Most of my own
readings I understand, but we need help badly with my new
son-in-law's life reading, and this I would appreciate more
than I can tell, for in parts we are stumped completely.
[See
430-1 Reports.]
"I did want to write to Mr. E. Cayce today, but with this I
have reached the limit of my strength, so for the present
will Mr. Cayce please consider this also as for himself.
"With kind regards, I am as ever"
Sincerely yours, [
428]
10/18/32 She referred Mrs. [
1928] for a Life Rdg.
11/06/32 letter to GD: "I feel terribly guilty for not having
answered your kind letter long ago, but it was really due to
the fact that my convalescence took long. Just how seriously
ill I had been, was only apparent when it came to the
building-up process and I do not care to contemplate what I
would have been without Mr. Cayce's help.
"Of course, it was quite alright to use part of my letter in
your bulletin. [9/32 Bul. testimonial letter in re 428-6.]
A few sentences of appreciation seem so wholly inadequate
though. It would suit me much better to have a megaphone and
power enough to blast and trumpet it to all the world. But
so few people are ready for it and some of our acquaintances
refuse it outright, but I am ever on the alert to share our
blessings with others.
"We all are very fond of the bulletins, look forward to them
and appreciate them. I was sorry though, that so far the
little envelopes had to remain empty and unsent. I did the
next best thing though, and cut some silhouettes and sent
them to Mr. Cayce yesterday in the hopes that they will find
some buyer, the proceeds to be kept for your benefit. I am
hoping, that as Xmas draws near some one may want to make use
of this or that one as a Xmas gift. The subjects I have sent
are popular and well liked up here. The little boy with the
watering can and geese (I call it 'Jazz') should sell for
$1.50. The Children in the Snow should be sold in pairs at
$1.50 a pair and Mary in the Meadows, my first attempt after
my studies of Durer, should sell at $2.00. 'Mary and the
Christ Child' is an original. The Holy Child is a very
lifelike baby-doll of [
451]'s, a friend of mine posed as
Mary, the rabbits are ornaments of mine and the growth of the
lily comes from a seed catalogue. As it is and if it could
be sold to a Publishing House, it would be worth from $10. -
to $15., but so far I have not had time to peddle my pictures
in New York, and I hope you will find some lover for them.
Mary and the Christ Child I never begin to cut, unless I
first say a prayer and the happy and blissful mental attitude
I am in when cutting is something I cannot describe. I only
hope that some of it adheres and travels out into the world
with my little picture.
"I myself am getting stronger all the time and would be much
better, if we could afford more help for the housework that
naturally falls to me, but I am never without hope that some
day I shall be able to devote most of my time to art. Isn't
it most gratifying though to see the improvement in my work?
Of course, I would be interested to know, how the subjects
take and what you think of the idea. If times are too hard
to sell them at the prices I have suggested, sell them
cheaper, as long as some proceeds are gotten from them and if
there are no buyers, may be Mrs. Cayce can find use for them
as gifts and thereby save her own money. This I leave
entirely to your discretion. The prices I have given though
are very fair. 'Mary' takes 3 hrs. of work to complete. In
New York a silhouette artist charges $1.50 for a small
portrait that takes 5 minutes to complete. I am writing
this, as it may be of interest and useful to know. If there
is any picture that you yourself would like to have badly,
let me know, and I will gladly cut it for you, that then will
be your reward for being custodian for and saleslady of my
pictures. 'Turn not for material gains' so it says in my
first reading. [
428-4] So don't hesitate and pick a nice
one."
11/15/32 EC's letter:
"My dear Mr. [
322] and Mrs. [
428]:-
"Well, I am back home again. [After a few days in N.Y.
visiting David E. Kahn.] It was mighty good to see you all,
and to see you looking so well. It is too bad I didn't get
to talk with you as I would have liked, but I suppose if I
were to talk with everyone several hours with whom I would
love to be while in New York I would be there several months
and do little else. Just to see you, though, and to say
Howdy and Goodbye was very much worth while.
"When I came home Miss Gladys spoke to me of your letter and
showed me the beautiful, beautiful pictures that you sent,
the proceeds of which may be used as a contribution to the
work. Mrs. [
428], this is a great deal more than anyone
has given, I feel, because - as He has said - when we first
give self we have given all, and to give of your labors is to
give self. I'm sure Miss Gladys will be able to place these
where they will be enjoyed by many, or that she will be able
to distribute them where they will do good for a great number
of people. Such work, it seems to me, carries something that
is far beyond even words to express the beauty of its
execution. Thank you a thousand, thousand times for your
thought, and the loving care that is shown through expressing
yourself in this way and manner.
"I'm glad to say I found all very well and glad to see me
back home.
"Let us hear from you. With kindest personal regards and
love to you all, I am"
Sincerely EC:GD
2/28/33 Mrs. [
428] wrote that she had always been a lover of
Spanish dancing and now as a hobby was learning to dance the
tango, etc.
4/17/33 She requested Life Rdg.
322-2 for her husband, and
Business Rdg.
321-1 for a friend.
6/07/33 She requested Business Rdg.
354-1 for a friend.
10/31/33 See
254-70, Par. 19-A, personal message.
11/05/33 See testimonial under
428-8, Ck. Physical Reports, in
re what her art work has meant to her mentally and
physically.
11/14/33 She referred Dr. [
441] for a Life Rdg.



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