5/04/36 [
464]'s ltr.:
Dear Mr. Cayce,
This is the morgue. Be glad you are not here. But I suppose
there has been times when you have felt the same way. I am
waiting for my bill from the Doctor so I will know where I am
at. You know I went to see Dr. Case as I said I was going to
and promised to tell you all about it. Well my visit was to
be more on the experimental plan than as a regular visit. I
am no wiser to-day than I was when I last wrote to you. When
I went to his office I was so nervous I shook so with the
palsy I couldn't control myself and my heart was turning
summersaults. He said "now there is a cause for this nervous
condition & we must find that out." That was a Saturday
night. I went to see him and he said "I must study this out
and I want you to come here Monday for treatment electrical."
So when Monday came he had his office girl call me up and
tell me to go out to Huron Road Hospital & see him there.
So I had to take a taxi way out there and he kept me there
waiting 3 hours & I was a wreck & he said, "this is a good
test for your nerves." I thot [thought] plenty but in the
meantime they tooka blood test and a urinal test & when I
asked for the results he said "oh nothing that would
interfere with my treatments here." That was rather vague I
thot. Well he gave me some tablets to take for my nerves and
some for night and morning & they both made me sick - worse
than nature made me - so I gave them up and got out.
Dr. Leavett's book on mental science & that helped me a lot.
So I didn't get the treatment I wanted when I went to see
him. He is a pompous old guy and powerful sure of himself
and I am not going to be a sucker like some of those folks
are. You know I was talking to a woman in his office who had
been going there every day for 3 years. She said she was so
nervous they had to carry her in there at first and now she
can go any where she likes but I thot when I saw her she
acted worse than I did in a way & I told [daughter] when I
came home that this woman was a nervous wreck now, what could
she have been at first? And she said to me "if you are
nervous you have come to the right place" & I thot come here
every day for 3 years - I don't believe I could do it. So I
am no further ahead than I was before I went.
I wanted static electric treatments and he wouldn't give them
to me. He said I was not in condition for them so I am up a
tree again & don't know what to do.
We had 2 or 3 hot days & I was feeling powerful frisky for me
and I went outdoors when my body was warm, stepped in a
breeze and caught an awful cold. It settled on my chest and
I had to fight for my breath all day to-day. It is just one
thing right after another. I surely picked up some while
going up there but my heart bothers me. I don't know if my
heart causes the nervousness or if the nerves upset the
heart. I only see the Dr. once in a while. He has been very
sick himself. My oh my, how much sickness there is. That
place takes care of 2 or 3 dozen patients a day or more. He
gives all kinds of electrical treatments and the lamps. My
treatment is a steel rod in my hands for about 15 minutes. I
don't know as I feel so much better for the treatment. I
feel better because I think I have put one over on myself by
going up there. Wouldn't you just know it. My conscious
mind and my subconscious mind are like a team of horses with
a load & they don't pull together so what can one expect?
Every night [husband] was coming home with a long face & he
had me all stirred up over his difficulties. He had to go to
an eye specialist then a foot doctor and then an ear man. He
is so deaf and so hard to talk to that we are all on the
ragged edge. Nearly every thing we try to tell him we have
to repeat it 4 or 5 times & then maybe he looks at us with a
vacant look & says "huh?" I have had to talk to more deaf
people the last few years that I am getting that way myself.
[
2144] had a bitter pill to swallow here very recently and
she feels glum. So that is why I call this house the Morgue.
[Husband] feels better. The foot doctor fixed his feet up
fine. He has new glasses and I don't know about the ear. It
is so important and so doubtful, we are kind of an all bunged
up family. I should have taken your advice. I did do all
you told me to in this last first reading of the two but the
second one didn't strike me so good and I felt that I had to
have help with it. I have a feeling that Dr. Case drags his
patients out so long on purpose. He must know that some
powerful auto-suggestions given along with his treatments in
the right direction would clear up a lot of things in short
time. He has an expensive establishment there. A large
building with 3 floors runs away back from the front
entrance and I guess he needs a good income to keep it going.
He seems to get it alright. I wish I had one like it. But
the doctor is good. His patients all think a lot of him. He
is a jolly old codger, his wife is nice too. I like her
fine. She waits on me when I go there.
My garden is all up fine, what there is of it, but the little
fellow gets in it now and then and he knows he is doing
wrong. [Daughter] had him to the doctor last Saturday having
him "enokulated" for whooping cough - I can't spell that
word, you spell it for me - and the doctor said he was as
tall & weighed as much as the average 5 year old child and he
is only 2 years & 8 months old. He is a nice looking little
kid but he has it in for me. I put the shanks on when I
think he needs it & he doesn't like that. Kids are lots
sharper than we give them credit for. He hears things said
when we think he is not even listening. He is just at that
age when he says funny things in his baby way. I get lots of
laughs with him. I am going to have another check reading as
soon as I conveniently can. I haven't been eating any candy
at all & don't even crave it any more and I ate pounds of it.
I guess I was just lonesome. I get lonesome now but I have
been working again & I feel better when I am on the job.
The folks are talking vacation again but I am not interested
the least tiny bit. I never can go where I want to.
[Husband] makes me so mad. He has the same old rounds every
summer & he never stops to think that we might not want to go
always where he likes it, so we are going to pack him off on
the bus & give him 2 full weeks of perfect freedom. That
will give me a vacation too.
Kind regards to all you. Will think instead of this being
the Morgue that it is the lunatic asylum. Write whenever you
can. Always interested in you folks. Mrs. [
464]
5/22/36 [
464]'s ltr.:
Dear Mr. Cayce,
You were right and I was wrong. I should have sent for the
electrical appliance that you advised me to get but I am not
sorry that I went to the doctor for he has given me the same
thing that you advised me to do and I had him to go to while
in doubt as to what to do next. He is doctoring me for my
liver I think, I take a table every night that acts like the
Zilatone tablets and I feel a whole lot better. I am not
nearly as blue as I was there for a while. I thot I was
going nutty. Mrs. Case, the doctor's wife, says I don't get
enough of the electricity. I only go once a week. You see
[husband] had so much expense this spring one way and another
that I felt I couldn't go any oftener and run in debt for I
would never get it paid. So if I had sent for the appliance
you advised I could take a treatment at home every day.
Penny wise and pound foolish. This trying to make both ends
meet on a shortage doesn't go over so big. Mrs. [
464]
6/03/36 [
464]'s ltr.:
Dear Mr. Cayce,
I received the Radio-Active Appliance and just in case you
may be a little doubtful deep down in your heart about me
paying for it, I am mailing a post office money order for the
balance to-day so rest in peace. I am an awful thief but
don't take it too seriously. Many thanks for helping me out.
I will not be using it until I get another reading from you.
I am still with the doctor here. I hope to get some money
soon & I will wait till then. I sent the order direct to the
Norfolk people. Save your time and patience. You will be
making great preparations for the June convention. I miss
all the good things. Regards to all. Write if you have
time. Mrs. [
464]
6/16/36 "I am feeling a whole lot better, using some common
sense along with my tr. I will have a ck. rdg. later on."
12/31/36 [
464]'s ltr.:
Dear Mr. Cayce,
I would like a check up reading on the doctor's work. I am
feeling miserable the last few days. I don't know if it is
the treatment he is giving me that is stirring up my system
or what. There are two things I would like to know. What it
is that causes me so much trouble in my left side - is it the
lower stomach or the upper bowels? It is not a pain or sore
but a distress & it effects my heart-action. I keep wanting
to rub it away. What is it that makes my legs so weak? My
eyes are bothering me a lot to. No matter what I do for
myself my legs never seem to get any strength in them.
Oh yes, I forgot another thing. I have been feeling so
melancholy lately, so much so that I wouldn't take any part
in the Xmas except what I absolutely had to do. I feel sad &
lonely owing to my physical condition, so what part is it
that is affected to cause the low spirits? Mrs. [
464]
1/12/37 See
464-18.



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