7/08/42 Mrs. [
464]'s ltr. to EC: "...I am going to give an
account of myself. I went to Miss Butterfass tonight for a
3rd colonic and I got into a jam. She advised me not to take
any more of the liver regulator for she said there is nothing
in you not a thing after the colonic so I decided to write to
you for advice. She followed the directions just as you gave
them in the Reading. After the first treatment I felt fine
ready for anything I hadn't felt so good for ages. Then
[husband] had that trouble [prostate operation advised] and
the worry of it threw me off my balance completely. I
haven't felt so tough for a long time. Worry always has a
bad effect on my nerves. I can't take anything I get weak
all over and trembly and my legs give out at least they get
like soft rubber. Too bad they are not rubber I might donate
them to Uncle Sam or make a trade for a better pair. Well I
know all is not well for I have a bitter taste in my mouth
like I had when I had the jaundice Dr. Evans gave me some
liver pills then to take 3 a day for a month, and I did when
I went to Miss Butterfass tonight - I wasn't feeling good at
all, weak and nervous, for a long time when ever I went out
in the car and when we turned a corner, I got light-headed
...I have been taking the treatments I am not like that any
more. I was out riding with [
2144] on the 4th and I felt
O.K. riding and I was glad of it. One point gained, but I
am not satisfied yet. Well tonight we left Miss Butterfass
at 8:20 and do you think we could get a taxi to take us home.
They were all busy at the Stadium big goings on down town
there. I stood on the curb for half an hour ready to
collapse any minute waiting for one to go by, but none came
so we decided [Husband] and I to take a streetcar to the
nearest place to home so while waiting [Husband] suggested we
go to the depot at 55 and Euclid. So I had to walk weak as a
cat and my head in a whirl and the way he was holding my arm
gave people the impression I was drunk by the way they looked
at me and I looked a sight too. I was humiliated to death.
[Husband] went off and left me standing leaning against a
post in the middle of the road. Oh boy was I ashamed. He
was looking for a taxi. Finally a man came along in a car
going home from work. [Husband] asked him if he would take
us home. The man said no then when he saw me he said yes he
would. So he brought us home and I said to him this is a God
blessed relief for me I explained to him what happened he was
very kind and good, and I was so grateful to him for I was
ready to drop. I am not used to walking especially where
there is so much going on as on Euclid Ave. That awful busy
corner at 55th. However I lived through it. My arm is
trembling so I can't write very good hope you can make it
out. I am kind of anxious to get on with the vitamin tablets
- if they will give me any strength. I will have a check
reading when you say so. Right now my mouth is as bitter
as gaul. That has to be corrected. Sometimes I wonder if
this old ship is worth it. I have had so much misery for
the past 30 years. My life is more or less a burden to me.
I don't want to have to go for any more treatments if I have
to stand in the middle of the road hanging onto a post like
a drunk (we phoned for a taxi twice none available for 1/2
an hour) I am always getting into some kind of a jam. I have
taken 3 colonics. I will go again if I have to but not
unless I do.
The gastric juice and the bile does not assimilate in my
stomach to digest my food so there is where the trouble
comes in.
Well I hope you can read this letter it is as much as I can
do. I am very unhappy. I am not the same jolly old party
that I used to be. Have no one to laugh and joke with any
more. All dead... The liver regulator didn't make my
stomach sick or give me a headache but it was mean in other
ways made me light-headed.
[Husband] hasn't heard of the Elliott treatment [that EC
mentioned] yet he is trying to find out he has a boil on his
shoulder. I thought at first it was another carbuncle but
it isn't, so much trouble worry and fuss."
8/10/42 "I would appreciate a rdg. as soon as you can give
it to me... Did I start the vitamins too soon, before the
bile is settled in my system, or what? What a time I am
having. My mother and father were both the bilious type."
7/15/42 See
464-36.



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