11/04/37 "I guess you think I didn't appreciate the last rdg.
by being so long about writing you. I have just been so busy
that I haven't found time and I'm writing now while my best
beau is here. "I have had two terrible spells of indigestion
in the last 3 wks. and lost
5-6 lbs. but since I am able to
eat again I am gaining it back. I am very careful about the
food I eat so I didn't know what caused it. Dr. Beard said
she thought it was nervous indigestion. Last Sun. at church
my hands perspired so freely I could hardly hold them on the
keys. I had the last spell of indigestion Fri. and Sat.,
then this happened on Sun. I was ready to give up. My hands
still perspire at times but not as much as they did Sun. I
had those two spells when I was tired, so maybe it was
nervous indigestion. They told me at Mayo's that was the
only thing wrong with my stomach.
"I am holding this flesh since I started back to work -
between 140 and 144. I'm really proud of it, too. If I
could get these nerves to doing right and this aching to
leave, I guess I wouldn't have anything to grunt about.
"In the Bulletin [9/37] I saw where you were preparing a case
report on my illness. I didn't know you called it
tuberculosis of the blood. [
528-3 on
1/14/37 called it
tuberculosis of the blood.] I have been scared to death
since I read that. I thought I had scleroderma. That
doesn't sound as bad as tuberculosis, even though I am
getting over it. You have scared me to death. I'm afraid to
do a thing, so afraid it will come back on me. Every time I
sneeze I know I am getting the flu. I do have a slight cold.
"I have never been able to get the Pyrosan tablets. I'm
taking everything else you told me to except that.
"Dr. Beard said Tues. when she gave me a tr. that she could
tell a very slight change in the segments - they were a
little closer together. She said the reason I tired so
easily was from nervous exhaustion.
"I sure was sorry you didn't take me off of the oil rubs. I
know I needed them, though, so I should not complain. I have
skipped a few because I just didn't have time to take them.
I have skipped only a few, though - every Sunday, of course.
"I am trying to get well harder than I am working, so don't
think I am falling down on my job with you. A woman told me
last night that it made her feel good to see me at the organ
every Sun. She thought my recovery was a marvel.
"[
1352] is getting along fine. I never saw a girl try so
hard in my life. She is a lovely girl and I thoroughly enjoy
her."
12/03/37 She submitted questions.
12/07/37 Mother [
865] wrote: "We are all very sure that [
528]
is overworking and have tried every way to persuade her to
give up a part of the work at least, but we have not
succeeded. She tires so easily and is compelled to rest
about every
2-3 hrs... I'm sure she will do just what you
say, and she will not listen to us."
12/08/37 Wire verifying appointment: "Will sunshine lamp help
aching? Shall I continue battery, Ventriculin? Is
improvement satisfactory?"
12/11/37 See
528-13.



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