4/02/37 [
531]'s letter to EC: "...I have had several
readings, and I have been checking these readings and 'there
is something to the subject' though there seems to be 'doubt'
or 'obscurity' guided by a desire to investigate, or let's
say, by the spirit of 'show me, I am from Missouri.'
"You understand me.
"Now, one thing has perplexed me in the readings, and that is
'location somewhere near Newark' [
531-5, Par. 12-A?] and
since such reading I have been trying to see the way for such
location, which as you say may or may not have any bearing,
but at that, the 'opportunity' has not shown itself.
"For sometime past I have been feeling fair. I went to a
trip to Cuba and perhaps, the lack of responsibility or the
necessary rest or leisure, made me feel swell down there,
then, too, it seems that the Philadelphia weather is most
annoying to me, as I do not appear to be myself. Naturally,
if there is some lack of functional coordination, work,
pressure of business, etc., all these things are bound to
come, but I do know, that I have found relief, consolation
and fine feelings by doing what you have said. Often I have,
because of pressure of work, neglected to follow
instructions, but, for instance you suggested 'colonic
irrigation' of which I never thought, and these helped me.
"On the other hand, I have had very little faith in the
battery. Somehow, this doesn't seem to click. If I could
feel a current, maybe I wouldn't be so skeptical, and maybe
it has helped me at times, but if I haven't felt any help,
then neither the spirit or the physical being have been
satisfied.
"That is that.
"Now, scout, since I haven't been feeling myself, since it
appears that the weather is not altogether agreeable to me,
and since the high pressure of work, typing, details, etc.,
places me in a quandary, I have a problem to solve.
"My mother resides in Cuba. She is getting old. I have been
told that I did well in leaving Cuba, never going back, and
at that I seem to have a lure, which may be just a temptation
to go back there and reside there the rest of my life.
Moreover when I would like to have my mother live with me now
that she is getting older. When I go to Cuba, I win the
admiration of friends, and I make them, but somehow 'I don't
see the way clear' and naturally lacking capital, and being
always on my own hook, if I feel sick up North I just can't
work, and I don't know, that I am going to be feeling better
down in Cuba, but I wonder, should I go, should I move.
"Next to this, Florida possibly offers me a nearer contact,
and Florida may offer me better surroundings, but I haven't
anything more than what I have up North, and would not want
to make a change unless for the better.
"Then what would be a good business to go into, with whom, in
what and where should I make my business contacts, to enable
me to make a decent living? I have several agencies that I
can well work from Cuba as from Florida, but that doesn't
mean that everything is going to be 'as expected' for years
to come, and the problem on hand - is what does the future
hold in store, and what should I do NOW to build a foundation
of success?..."
4/22/37 See
531-7.



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