3/15/45 Miss [
288]'s letter [to Mrs. [
538]'s sons in the
Army]: "She is going to the hospital tomorrow to have X-Rays
made of her stomach. About a week after she got home from
her husband's funeral this trouble became apparent. One day
she was walking into a store and walked sideways into the
glass window, not being able to balance herself. She thought
at the time it was because of being blind in the right eye.
However, we now can see that it was perhaps because of the
hardening liver condition, since we have been told in the
readings that the liver and kidneys are the positive and
negative poles in the body [See
4909-1, etc.].
"She thought at first that the swelling or hard lump on her
right side, under her rib, was an impaction in the caecum
area, so she started using the Castor Oil Packs and taking
Olive Oil internally. It seemed to get better at first. She
kept up the Packs religiously and is still using them - it's
about two months now.
"On Feb. 15th she went to Dr. M. L. Richardson who, on
examining her, advised that she go to her regular M.D. She
went then to Dr. Waller L. Taylor [
3/10/45, driving her own
car to see him] who diagnosed the condition as cancer of the
liver.
"Since March 1st she has steadily gotten worse, and weaker
each day, because she hasn't been able to keep anything much
on her stomach. The whole abdominal area is as hard as a
board, all over, and at times we could feel hard knots in
places, but now the entire area feels like it is encased with
a thick, hard substance. Now she is worried about the
X-Rays, thinking she may have to have an operation, etc. (not
having been told the true condition or the probability) but
Dr. Taylor thinks there is nothing to be done. At the most
he thinks she won't last three months, and if she doesn't
gain any strength and keeps losing ground as she has done in
the last three weeks she won't last that long.
"I feel like I'm going through a nightmare just writing this.
Right after she came back from the funeral she told me that
she felt like, since [
294]'s passing, that one of her vital
organs had been bodily removed; that she felt that way
PHYSICALLY, it had nothing to do with her mind.
"I must admit that mentally she has been the bravest thing I
ever saw - she has made herself take an interest in others
and not mope or feel sorry for herself. It is purely a
physical condition which has perhaps been slowly developing
until lately and the strain she has been under during the
last few months has weakened her so that she couldn't throw
it off.
"I'm sure that her Aunt [
760] will want to come at once.
[
538] wrote her and [
852] this morning, I believe, suggesting
that she'd like one of them to come if they could, and
telling them about the X-Rays, but of course she didn't have
the news to give them that I have here. We have persuaded
her to stay in bed to gain strength (presumably) and, of
course, will not tell her what the doctor says. I'll write
again tomorrow."
3/16/45 Miss [
288]'s letter: "[
538]'s whole abdomen is
swollen until she looks like a person in the last stage of
pregnancy. She is not in any pain but very uncomfortable, as
the skin is so tight it feels like it will burst, and there
is a pressure on the diaphragm. This tremendous swelling has
taken place in the last two weeks - that's why it appears so
ominous. I'll write again tomorrow. Please know she'll get
all the care and attention it is possible for her to have.
Just remember that I love her, too. Her greatest concern, of
course, is that this is worrying 'her boys'. Love and tears
for you, [
288]."
"P.S. If we could just get hold of some Concord grapes for
poultices, I feel like they might help, but it is not the
season for them. We keep alternating the Castor Oil Packs
and Glyco-Thymoline Packs. She had been using the Castor Oil
right along. Maybe she would have been worse without it, I
don't know. Her skin is getting rather yellow - Dr. Taylor
says that is the natural effect.
"It grieves me to write you like this but I know you'd rather
have the details. I keep trying to think what I would like
to know if I couldn't be on hand. It is indeed a cruel thing
for you, [
341], especially; you will truly be a wonderful
soul if you can live through this experience without
bitterness. We keep hoping that you'll be flying home any
day and calling up from N.Y. to say you're on the way.
[Dr. T. and Red Cross had applied for his release.]
"[
538] is so patient, so little trouble; such a difference
from [
294]'s illness - he wanted somebody doing something all
the time, and he had it, from beginning to end. [
1770]
hovers over her like a hen with one chicken, fixing and
bringing her a bite of this or that she feels she might be
able to eat. Dr. Taylor said give her something often rather
than much at the time; no special diet except no fats or
greases of any kind. She seems to keep down canned tomatoes
better than anything else and has a sort of craving for them.
We're giving her beef juice regularly (Mr. Brothers got it
for us - quite a job here nowadays). Canned tomatoes are
also hard to get on account of high ration point value, but
fortunately [[
2111] and husband] raised a lot of tomatoes
last summer and Mama canned them. We don't have to worry on
that score, though I'm sure we could also get points if we
needed them. Her room is filled with beautiful spring
flowers. I told her I never knew anyone to have so many
flowers with so few people knowing about her illness; it has
come on so quickly.
"I've never seen anything like her determination and will
power. Evidently she just kept on going for months when an
ordinary person would have gone to bed. She hasn't been well
for several years, you know, and has continued to doctor
according to the readings. I feel that the strong emotional
reaction of [
294]'s death and trying to hold on to herself
has caused the condition to settle in the liver, or rather
the spleen which registers all emotions, or is affected
greatly by them.
"[
1747] comes over every afternoon and gives her a rubdown on
the spine to rest and relax her, using olive oil and myrrh."
3/19/45 Miss [
288]'s letter: "When going out to the car with
Dr. Taylor yesterday he said, '[
288], it's no use - it's
cancer of the liver [carcinoma, periportal? giant cell
sarcoma?] - she won't last six weeks - she'll just get weaker
and weaker - the liver keeps growing by leaps and bounds.
Yes, it's bad - too bad - very sad.'
"I don't think he has any feeling at all about the x-ray
except as something to divert her mind, to keep stalling.
"I just can't realize it. Just think, last Monday [
3/12/45]
she and [
1770] went to the hospital to see [
1505]. [
1770]
drove, because she felt it was too much of an exertion on
[
538], but otherwise she walked and did everything [
1770]
did.
"I don't know what we'd do without [
1770]. I'm sleeping in
the sun room, with the door open, so I can hear every move
[
538] makes. She gets so nauseated and can't retain her food
- she tries so hard to keep down the medicine Dr. Taylor is
giving her."
3/22/45 Miss [
288]'s letter: "Aunt [
760] arrived yesterday
afternoon. Dr. Taylor has arranged for an ambulance to take
[
538] to the hospital, since it will keep her from using her
own strength and Aunt [
760] can sit in the ambulance with
her. She just expects to be there a couple of days - he says
she could do it in one day except that she needs to rest
between times, etc. She still isn't suffering - she just
gets weaker and weaker. Aunt [
760] was so shocked to see the
change in her - and it has all taken place so quickly, in the
last ten days, really. She actually only took to her bed
last Wed., eleven days ago [
3/11/45]. It seems strange to
think that twelve days ago [
3/10/45] she drove her own car
and went to see Dr. Taylor in his office.
"She doesn't realize at all that the doctor considers it
fatal. She keeps telling me things to do, such as being sure
to renew her driver's license on time, etc. Yesterday she
said, 'I'll be so glad to get the x-rays made, see what it is
and get started on the treatment to give me some strength so
I can get up - I just feel so tired.' Aunt [
760]'s coming
has made her feel much better - she wanted her to come all
the time but wouldn't ask her. Aunt [
760] says, 'You know I
would have come all along if I had just known you were in
this fix.' Every now and then one of us runs up on another
one of us off in a corner crying. Aunt [
760] says, of
course, the doctor can be wrong - who knows better than she
about that? She thought at once of the grape poultices, just
like I did, but we can't get any grapes."
3/24/45 Miss [
288]'s letter: "[
538] got back from the
hospital this morning. It was a terrible ordeal. She had to
swallow a glass full of stuff before taking the x-rays, and
for days she had only taken sips of juices every hour or so
because of the nausea. I just phoned Dr. Taylor and he says
the x-rays look very bad, that he doesn't think she'll last
three weeks. Poor Aunt [
760] - she is so broken up over it,
so tired and worn out. In fact, we all are.
"[
1770] and I drove in to the hospital yesterday afternoon to
take her letters from you and [
487]. I had to read them to
her, as she was just too tired to sit up and put on her
glasses. While I was reading I asked her once if she was
asleep, she was so still and didn't open her eyes. She told
me Thursday morning before leaving for the hospital, '[
288],
you'll just have to write the boys - I'm too tired.' I felt
so awful after seeing her that I wired [
487] and [
2635] last
night, advising him to come immediately if possible. He is
on two weeks maneuvers in Santa Maria, but he had written
that [
2635] could get in touch with him by army radio.
"[
480] phoned today from Mich. and said, 'Don't let them
start on those agonizing treatments like Mother [
601] had
which will only make her linger and suffer.' The way it is
now, she just gets weaker and weaker and doesn't want to be
bothered - doesn't even want Aunt [
760] to rub her. Wish I
could say something to help, but it wouldn't."
3/29/45 Son [
487]'s letter: "She is extremely weak and looks
like the pictures you see of starved war prisoners. She
can't keep anything on her stomach, which is swollen
terribly. She isn't in too much pain except for feeling
'sick all over' and her mind is clear; however, it is an
effort for her to speak. Her thoughts are still for somebody
else; she's afraid she is worrying us. It is awfully hard to
have to sit by and watch her waste away, not able to help her
in any way."
3/30/45 All night she kept spitting lumps of blood.
4/01/45 She died, Sunday, Easter morning, at seven o'clock.
Dr. Taylor said he had never seen a case develop and
terminate with death so quickly. He put "Carcinoma" on the
death certificate as the cause of her death.
GD's note: See karmic implications of her various illnesses
noted in
538-9 Reports of her Life Reading.



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