7/17/35 Wife [
2470]'s letter:
Dear Gladys:-
For days I have hoped to get this note off to you, but since
Mr. [
556] has been able to be on his feet, I have been off
mine, so to speak, not ill, but sheerly exhausted. Today,
however, I feel more myself. Last Friday I just fell out on
account of the heat and lack of sleep. I have caught up all
the sleep now.
I am inclosing $1. this I hope to reimburse for the postage
on the reading, etc. I am sorry that I do not have something
to send on the Reading proper. I do not know that I can just
say what I wish to in a letter. I was hoping you folks would
come by here when you were over to the Edmonds last Tuesday.
You cannot possibly get to the Edmonds without going by here,
or at least within a block of here. When you come onto
Granby St, or at least where Church and Monticello parallels
Granby, and there is an Esso gas station, that is 32d St.,
and you can go straight thru 32d to Colonial or Newport. It
is a straight cut. I hope soon to be able to pay, at least
a part on the Readings. As I say there is so much I want to
say. I went thru mental torture during the time Mr. [
556]
was so ill, and for days it seemed he could not live, and Dr.
Frischcorn told me, this week, that his blood test showed
that the pus was rapidly eating up the blood, and he could
see no hope, and he said I will sure hand it all, EVERYTHING
to Mr. Cayce. I said Dr. F- where do you think this
information comes from, or how etc. He says, frankly I do
not know. All this I will tell you later. I want to say
right here, that Dr. F- has been wonderful. He has always
been so interested in doing just as the reading stated, and
says he will stay on until Mr. [
556] is entirely well, that
he would do anything within his power to help restore him to
health again, that he might be the useful man and inspiration
that he has been in the past. What I started to say while I
was fighting, to keep his life, as it were, I was having to
fight an army of Orthodox friends who thought I would let him
die, fooling as they said, with "that mess" they insisted on
sending him to a hospital footing all bills, special nurse,
and all. I said, well, my dear ones, I appreciate entirely
the spirit you have. I am not offended, but what you call
"mess" to me, is the only, stark reality, the only sure hope
of life to me, and with my lack of faith in what you want to
do would surely cost his life, and on the other hands, 4
doctors have already expressed varied opinions, and want to
pull his teeth. I had his dentist come, and he said it was
not his teeth. The readings were followed to the moment
under my own supervision day and night, with the exception of
the Animated Ash. I can get no reply, and I 'phoned Mr.
Snyder, and he said he had written twice in the past week.
I am a bit concerned, at this writing on account of this.
There is a continued swelling under and above the eye, and
a spot a round spot about half the diameter of a tea-cup over
the eye stays red, showing of course inflammation. There is
no drainage of pus now at all so it looks like when we cannot
get the ash, that there would or might be something else to
use. I am afraid to use the Iodex alone. Also he has
swollen patches under eyes, and his hands swell. I would
like to know about this. Otherwise he seems to be improving
surely but slowly. It is my desire to follow as closely as
possible, until they say he is normal that is, if he can be
restored to normal. We are still continuing all the
treatments, as he seems to be unable to do without them. I
am faced just now with the task of earning a living and
taking care of him too. It is essential that I will have to
do this until he is well again, as I am sure that is why he
did not get right from last summer. He lost a good position
last year, and also one this summer on account of his health,
so I am fully determined to find my place back in the
business world, and try to keep the ship afloat, and little
him take it easy, that is out of this terrible strain, and
give him a chance. It is dreadfully hard to keep him quiet.
I just long for some quiet place, or retreat I could send him
to rest entirely.
It seemed we were just staggering, not standing on our feet,
after we moved here, when all of a sudden, not suddenly
either, it came on gradual. The director of Music at the
National Cathedral at Washington passed-on in April, and they
sent for Mr. [
556] to come over for an interview, and he was
scarcely able to make the trip over there and back, and he
kept going back all the while, and he was making such a
fight, for that position seemed to offer all we needed or
desired again [See 556-1], but alas! then I took 3 boarders,
and was earning just a little in another venture of my own,
and when Mr. [
556] was so ill so long, I had to send them
away. There is one bright spot, Gladys, this is such a sweet
place to live, and I pray I can stay here. The abundance of
light and sunshine has been a great source of inspiration.
When the hour seemed longest and darkest there was always
coming thru some window, God's wonderful sun or light, which
seemed to give me courage to try to go on and on and on.
I do wish to tell you this. So many times in meditation, I
have felt so grateful, so joyous over having the help thru
the readings and if you can understand, I wished to express
it in some way, hence I wrote the statement, that I gave you
on the 'phone. I was very quiet thinking, and asking deep
in my heart what I could do or say to express my innermost
desire, and I was told this, rather seek in a forgiving
spirit, and a spirit of love to those who oppose thy doings,
and still the desire remained, and then they said, well we
would say further, Read the 33d Psalm, read and heed. You
see I had been almost bitter to some of my friends, for I am
only human myself, and when I was seemingly so crushed they
would condemn what I was trying to do, and refused even to
come, and never did come, and they are some of our great
leaders in the church. Oh sometimes, I really want to fight.
I haven't a grain of use for Orthodoxy or even want to sit
and listen to a sermon, well I really won't do it.
Until I see you folks, the rest will have to be silent In His
Name and for His great Love. I am ever yours
Mrs. [
2470]
There has surely been a lot of folks watching Mr. [
556] case.
Many who have condemned the work to me heretofore, are saying
well if Mr. [
556] gets well, I will have to start thinking
this over, etc. Of course with us nor with you folks, we
have not been trying to convince anyone of anything, but we
are certainly glad that they are having cause to sit back and
take notice.
Several are talking of having readings. One friend Mr. [
556]
wishes to bring down for a reading as soon as he is well
enough. Quite a few are interested, and I wholly trust they
will carry out their expressed desires into action. I will
do all within me by God's leading to help them do so.
7/23/35 See
556-10.



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