1/21/33 EC's reply: "Now, [
569], about your dream - this is
certainly very unusual. I hope you won't think all of us are
crazy when I tell you my interpretation of this. Teddie, I
am inclined to believe we are all prone to try and explain or
reason out of such experiences, rather than allow ourselves
to be a channel through which our loved ones might give us
much that would be helpful and worth while in our daily
experience. My interpretation of this would be, then, that
your father is really attempting to speak with you, as
indicated by the vision or dream of someone calling you on
the phone. I believe it will be very possible and probable
that, if without trying too hard you will allow yourself to
be a channel, and while you are asleep or day dreaming, or
meditating, you will be able to receive directly a message
from him. As to what it will be, of course, no one can say.
You may not like this interpretation of it, but from our
experiences and that we have from day to day I really and
truly believe this is what the experience means; for it to
me seems rather an experience than just an ordinary dream.
Now, how to tell you to do that, or to make yourself a
channel, is a question. First of all, do not try to 'explain
it away.' Of course, we all believe that our loved ones live
in some unexplainable, not understood place or dimension; for
the spirit truly is alive. That they desire to speak with us
is not drawing too much on our imagination, I don't believe.
When we are asleep, or when our physical consciousness is
dormant, the subconscious or spirit consciousness is more
awake. Through such experience, and in such a state, all
of the higher forces are more able or liable to be able to
communicate, or to make impressions upon us. For us to deny
that such things exist prevents their being able to come to
us, yet if we try so hard we also prevent it. Rather should
we be in a passive state, and say, 'Thy will, O Father, be
done. May I receive the message when Thou seest that I may
be able to use it as Thou would have me use it."
1/12/43 See
569-27, Par. 13-A advising that to answer why
she has to suffer so (from cancer of the womb) would require
reviewing all activities that have brought such disturbances
of every nature in the earth - she is told to put her trust
in the Master who will go with her all the way.
8/13/43 Cousin Mr. [
1005]'s ltr.: 'Everyone here is O.K.
except [
569]. She is not doing any good and seems to get a
little worse every day. Poor thing, I don't see how she can
last much longer. Of course, we are all doing everything
possible, but there just seems that there is nothing that
anyone can do. It just seems hard to understand why a person
like HER should merit a fate like THIS!!!?"