2/28/39 EC's letter:
Dear [
715]:-
Thanks for yours of the 24th. Am mighty glad you wrote me,
know how alone you feel, and from personal experience realize
that you have lost the most understanding friend you ever
will have. But while she is not present in the body, she
[
1181] lives on in the grace and mercy of her Lord and
Savior, and you too may while - here may have that grace just
as you are aware that she had through out her life. It has
never been my pleasure to know a more saintly soul, than your
Mother - remember very well the day she was married. So knew
her many years even before you knew her. Have been a close
observer of human nature all of my life, have known many many
of the hardships, many of the ups and downs of her life, and
while in last few years have not been where I was in her
presence so often have tried to keep in touch with her - and
did what little I might in one way or another to show the
appreciation I felt for her. For to do something for one of
her loved ones as if it was for her. You will need, [
715],
to pattern your life much after hers - learn as she did - you
must forgive - if you would be forgiven - that is a Divine
law. I and your Mother learned it the hard way just as no
doubt you feel that you have, but in the learning it will
make you sweet and gracious just as she was and IS.
Yes, I know many of your disappointments, possibly many more
than you imagine, but there are no disappointments in HIM,
[
715] - and as for folks, people, they are all just
struggling Souls, seeking, seeking - many, yea most of them
know not what, for they all find things of this world do not
satisfy, do not stop that hurt, do not answer for the
loneliness one feels so often, it is just living the fruit of
the Spirit that will give us that answer "My yoke is easy my
burden is light" and you should know by now - they love you
best whom you serve the most, for His words are always LIFE.
"He that would be the greatest among you is servant of all"
applies to each of us today - and when that love, that
service is given with no thought of self, but that He may be
glorified in our lives, then there comes that Peace of Soul
that you have seen so well exemplified in the life of your
sweet Mother. For disappointments were many in her life -
being misunderstood was oft in her wake of experience.
Finding estrangement from those nearest and dearest to her
was not far from her. Yet, with it all a lovely life, one
very much worthwhile through out - and it is up to you and I
that she in her Lord is not further disappointed in us. God
bless you and keep you just as sweet as you really are. Put
away prejudice, hate and all that would make you afraid,
ever, and the sunshine of happiness will be yours, for when
you turn your face to the light in HIM all shadows fall far
behind, and we do not feel or know them.
Haven't meant to sound preachy, [
715] - and know you are
aware there is little of that in me, but want you to know
what I do understand - and that you have a friend that is
always at hand - know oh all too well there is none can ever
take her place, but do wish you to know you have some one to
turn to, and some one that will not fail you ever.
Glad you are feeling pretty good, keep the good work up and
you may be the big fat lady yet.
Yes, the girls wrote me about Aunt [...], have known of the
trouble for many years, just hope she comes along alright, is
a hard row to hoe, and one gets mighty lonely - unless He
guides.
Don't let too long a time elapse before you write me - know
am always glad and anxious to hear - and plan to spend a
while with us when you have chance - love and may His
blessings keep you.
Your cousin, Edgar Cayce
3/03/39 [
715]'s letter:
Dear Cousin Edgar:
You don't know how much I appreciate your dear sweet letter
which was received yesterday. Shall always treasure it, for
it means a great deal to me.
Now, I know you will think I am very inconsistent in telling
you in one letter that I am getting along very well and then
in the next come along with this. It's like this - have been
losing weight for quite a while and [
1089] is urging me to do
something about it - before it is too late. I had no
intention of making this request when I wrote to you last but
[
1089] has been talking seriously to me about it and has made
me promise to do something. I worry too, at times, about
myself but other things which seem at the time more
important, crowd the anxiety about my physical self out.
Have been going to a doctor for some time but have not
improved any. It's this way - seem to be getting along very
well for me and then all of a sudden feel I have to do
something at once. And then is when I go to a Doctor and get
no results.
3/10/39 See
715-8.



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