These may be at times confusing, yet keep this as the basis
of the experience, or as the measuring stick of all thy
experiences, and these will become as stepping-stones then
for a development towards a more perfect understanding; that
the entity or soul, or the animation that makes for the
movements of the consciousness of the entity, so long as
impelled with or by helpfulness, hopefulness, love, patience,
long-suffering, fellowship, kindness, gentleness, is of that
Creative Energy. When turned to those influences that are
of a selfish desire, an exaltation of self, these become as
canker upon the soul that may eat, that may destroy, that may
make for doubts and fears.
But as self in any of its experiences is a channel for the
expression of the fruits of the spirit of a LIVING animation,
a living God, these be growths, these be unfoldments,
illuminations in the experiences of the entity.
In Venus we find those influences of love in its more perfect
form, that attracts and gives and makes for those very
influences and forces that are of the spirit. These, too,
may be turned at times into indulgence or to self-
glorification. Yet their basis, their beauty, their love,
their influences, are for those that know the truth and that
truth IN love may set them free indeed from worry, from those
things, those influences that may cause doubts and fears.
The Uranian forces make for an extremist at times, yet the
occult, the mystic, those influences that move from without
to act upon those animations that may answer from within, are
a portion of the entity's experience; not only through the
sojourn of the entity in those environs but by the
application of such influences in a material or experiencing
experience of life in a materiality.
Those influences in Mercury make for a high mental ability
for expression, as well as for understanding. For, as hath
been said, the spirit indeed is as a two-edged sword that
divideth growth and deterioration, through those very
influences of every nature in every experience or
consciousness of an entity.
These, then, are as those mental influences about the entity
in the present:
And there appears, too, the Jupiterian as an arising
influence in the association, in the application of the
entity in the present experience, for dissemination of that
to the masses, to groups, through individuals, which has been
attained BY the entity in its experiences through the
astrological or spheres about the earth.
Just as those experiences upon the doorways to the greater
consciousness of a soul. For here, too, hath the entity had
those experiences upon the fixed stars, as upon Capricornus,
as upon the influences of that great entrance into the holy
of holies. And as the entity upon the mornings of its
visions hath caught here and there the beauties of the
glorious life, glorious expressions of the Son of man in
His humbleness, His meekness, giving, making, preparing a way
that where He is in the light of the eternal we, too as
individuals, as entities, may know more OF that glory that
this eternal Father of light, of mercy, of patience, hath
prepared for us that love His ways and manifest them among
the children of men!
As to the appearances in the earth, then, that have made and
do make for an expression within the experience of the
entity, those influences that have to do and deal with the
emotions of the body and its activity, as it has walked in
and out before the material world in this experience, we
find:
Before this the entity lived in the earth during those
periods when there were the turmoils of those that followed
closely in the activities of the ministry of Him who had
said, had given, "Know thyself; know what IS the motivative
influence in thy life that prompts thee to act in this or
that manner toward thy fellow man; for as ye do it unto
these, the least of thy brethren, so ye do it unto thy God."
Thus the entity, in those experiences during the oppression
of those followers in the days of the emperor in the city
upon the hills, or in the Roman land, found self giving
expressions to what had been builded in the experiences of
its soul through those sojourns in the Egyptian, the Persian,
the Mongolian lands; that there were THOSE FORCES that make
the creating in the body of the love of good for Goodness'
sake, rather than for self-glory, self-indulgence or
self-aggrandizements.
Then in the name Emmalen, we find the entity from the
material standpoint lost; but from the mental and from the
spiritual it gained. For while the years in material
activity were cut short by the persecutions, there came the
assurance within self that the opportunity for
self-expression would come to the entity, to the self, in
this experience.
It may be said, then: Use that thou hast in hand today -
TODAY. Thou knowest, thou hast experienced, even as of Him,
it is not that people should seek the easier way - but that
they themselves should present themselves to be a living
example of that they hold as their ideal, even as was set in
Him and as taught to thee through those activities as there
was the ministry of Paul at Ephesus, at Rome.
The entity was in companionship then of Lydia, that made for
the fine linens, the brocadings of the dress for the various
estates. Hence these have been, these become a portion of
the entity's experiences in the present.
Before that we find the entity was in the Persian land, when
there were those periods of rebellious forces and the making
of raids and wars upon those peoples of Croesus - that had
made the preparations for the schools of learning for the
younger people, and especially for the women and girls of
the land.
The entity then was what would be called the second in
command, or today what would be called not the Lady Superior
but the lady second in command in the training, the teaching,
the ministry of those of the Court, of the ladies, or the
younger peoples of that particular land.
Hence the entity then was versed in all the mysteries of
the Persians, of those of the East, of those things that had
been builded in the inmost self of the entity itself through
its experiences in the other lands. Thus the entity brought
to those peoples that greater application in symbol, in
numbers, in its activities that became as signposts to the
individuals, yet NOT the places themselves. For the
positions of the stars, the phases of the moon, are as signs
- as to what IS the development of a soul, and NOT that which
makes for the force itself. As the altar is the place OF
sacrifice, but NOT the worship as of the Father - but as an
EMBLEM of same, as a sign of that BEING expressed in the
influence and motivative forces of an entity.
Much might be given as to the activities, but the entity
developed through the experience; losing only in the grudges
held as to those that brought disturbances through the
breaking up of the associations. For with the capture of
those in charge, the ENTITY rose to one in greater authority,
but begrudged always those activities of others of the nomads
and of the leaders. Yet in the latter portion of its
experience coming under the influence of Uhjltd made for
greater understanding and application.
And the manners in which the entity during those latter
portions of its experience made for the preservation in
records would indicate to the entity in the present that in
its recordings, in its writings, may come a service that may
bring - as in the Jupiterian arising forces - an influence
of great measure to the many.
Before that we find the entity was in the Mongolian land, or
in the land of Zu.
The entity then was among those that were in the temple
service when there were those coming in from other lands
that, under Ra-Ta, under Sin (?) (Saneid?), made for the
coordination of those teachings such that a union of purposes
made for the bringing of peace into the hearts and
experiences of many.
Then the entity was a priestess in the temple there, making
for great developments in the experience - and was in the
name of Sutoi.
Before that we find the entity was in the Egyptian land
during those same experiences that the entity had through the
Mongoloid; these became as one, for they were as an
extenuation of the same experience; though passing through at
the time there was the losing of self and the taking of a new
body in the same experience.
In that sojourn we find the entity was of the Atlanteans who
had come with Ajax and Abitha (?), who had brought the
understandings of the Law of One.
And the entity aided in the preparations of those in the
Temple of Sacrifice and in the Temple Beautiful. The entity
made for the preparations of those for the throwing off of
the appendages or hindrances from the animal forces. Also
it aided in the preparations for their activities for the
special service through the Temple Beautiful.
Hence the entity was what may be called in the present a
Confessor for those that presented themselves as individuals
for preparing for such activities.
Then the name was Ami-Lea, changed in the Egyptians'
associations to Ame-te-ke-aar.
In the experience the entity made for great assistance to
peoples of many lands, of many tongues, of many
UNDERSTANDINGS that brought the great developments in those
experiences it had gained through the sojourns in the
Atlantean land. Thus it not only aided those who had settled
in the various portions in the surface where there might be
the residue of peoples left, but also in the lands of Zu when
there came those preparations of others for their great
service; SEEING the wickedness of the sons of Belial as those
things that made for destructive forces in the experiences of
earthly beings. Hence the great warnings the entity should
give in the present to those that seek to find their way.
As to the abilities of the entity, then:
Much might be given as to the rest of the activities, but HOW
may the entity apply self in the present?
Study to show thyself approved unto thine own ideal, being
true to self. And give of that thou hast attained in
understanding to others, that they - too - who seek may know
there IS a light in Israel, there IS a way to the knowing of
the Father through the Son; that there IS the approach to
the Holy of Holies, and that none are turned away that in
sincerity, in truth seek; not for self-exaltation but in
humbleness of heart, in meekness of purpose, in patience with
self and fellow man seek to know their relationships to their
Maker.
Ready for questions.
(Q) What do you advise me regarding my manuscript regarding
Atlantis, Egypt, etc.?
(A) Prepare same. Give - Give - ever showing, ever making
for an opening of the door that others may, too, see into
the continued relationships of man to the Creative Forces
that give an expression of that loving law, loving Father,
loving God.
(Q) Regarding the piece of Egyptian gold which I have
in my possession here, will you trace the history and my
connection with it?
(A) This, as we find, may be traced, but would need the
approach from a different angle. For this came from the
Atlanteans originally; for this was of the Poseidian mines,
and came THROUGH the activities of the entity and was
preserved - and later given to a much less noble activity
in a much later king's service.
We are through for the present.
Copy to Self
Copy to Ass'n file
[GD's note: Miss [774], I am asking Mrs. [255] ..., N.Y.,
who is one of our members, to get in touch with you. I'm
sure you would find much in common, and that it would be
interesting for you both to compare Life Readings.]
BACKGROUND
She previously obtained Physical Readings.
REPORTS
4/19/36 Letter to EC: "My very wonderful rdg. into my past -
it is strongly in my heart to obey this message. As my eyes
have permitted I have gone over the message
3-4 times to
fully grasp the little experiences of the past, bringing the
messages into the now. My appreciation is so deep I can
hardly put in words. I feel as if I were being remade."
