1/05/42 "I'm crying 'Help' again and it seems as tho you are
the only one that can ever help me!!
"The Sat. before Xmas I started with a sore throat & ached
all over & presuming I had a TOUCH of the grippe I stayed in
bed (except to wait on myself) & gargled, drank fruit juice,
etc. Well, the Friday after Xmas my throat seemed better but
physically I still felt terrible. [
2784] called Dr. Wolohon
& he suggested that I stay at the SAN. for a couple of days.
Well, to make a long story short I have been here for 10 days
& altho at times I feel better & get up & sit around, I feel
weak, tired, & then I start aching again & feel as tho I'm
starting all over. I have no temperature, no cold, but feel
weak, tired & last night I started to ache again & feel
miserable this morning. It seems as tho you are the only
one that can ever help me get on my feet. I hadn't asked
for a reading before this because I've been following my
last reading - It helped me so much before I got this 'germ'
that I wanted to continue doing those things. Do you think
you could give me a Check Rdg.? I hate to ask - I know you
are so busy with urgent cases & know you weren't feeling so
well yourself. However, I don't think I'm getting better &
have been quite patient UNTIL NOW. I must admit to you that
I'm getting QUITE DISGUSTED & want to get home. I was
supposed to go home last night & felt pretty good after my
hydrotherapy treatment yesterday morning. Sat up for about
2 hrs., then got tired & went to bed. Yesterday afternoon
got up again & started feeling awful - when I went back to
bed commenced this aching again. Do you think you could give
me a Ck. Rdg.? I would appreciate it so much. [
2784] knows
nothing about how I felt last night when he left as he feels
I'm better & inasmuch as I want to go home & he halfway
promised to take me home tonight. However, I'll be alone
at home & don't know whether that will be advisable or not.
Anyway, I'll either be here in the Washington Sanitarium
bldg., Room 195, or at home, etc. You will find me!!
I'm taking a hydrotherapy treatment every day. Afterwards I
always feel better for a couple of hours. They give me an
injection once a day & have been giving me something for the
aches. Dr. Wolohon ordered something to pep me up but only
took this one day as I had a very bad reaction from this.
We have a Xmas present for you, but me getting sick sort of
upset everything & [
2784] just hasn't had time to send it.
You will get it tho, and I'm sure you don't mind if it's
late."
1/06/42 Wire to husband: Advise [
808]'s address for reading
tomorrow morning 10:30-11:30. [He phoned questions, saying
she was still at the hospital.]
1. Does this occasional achiness in my body still mean that
the "flu" germ is in my system? (If the Rdg. indicates it's
the result of the flu:)
2. Wouldn't it be better for me to get up and move around,
walking outdoors, etc., rather than go to bed when I get
tired or weak?
3. Should I continue with the directions in my last rdg.;
hydrotherapy, Calcios, Adiron, Atomidine, etc., after I get
over the effects of this germ?
4. Is there any way I could fortify my system against the
flu, colds and the like?
5. There is a sensitiveness between my last two teeth on the
right side of my jaw. Is there anything there causing that?
The dentist says he can see nothing.
6. Please ask any other questions that it would seem
desirable to ask.
REPORTS
1/15/42 Ltr. to EC from [
808]:
Dear Edgar:
Have been intending to write you every day but have so much
to write decided I better wait until I had more strength.
First of all thanks a lot for the reading - It was wonderful!
My doctor refused to give me the CRC as, as I told you once
before, he doesn't approve of these readings. I will tell
you about his objection sometime later as it takes quite a
bit of detail. Anyway, [
2784] asked the druggist about it
and gave it to me himself. I was certainly sick that night
(still at the hospital) but the next morning although I was
weak, I felt much better. The doctor had been giving me the
B1 intravenously or hypodermically as indicated in the
reading, so I had no trouble along that line. I stayed at
the hospital until Saturday and then [
2784] brought me home.
I had 4 hypodermics of B1, 3CCC [cc's] each time. I figured
that would give me a start and then I could take it by mouth.
I am now taking 6 a day of Whites Vitamin B complex, taking
ultra-violet every day, and also following directions given
in the reading I had at the beach in October. Do you think
that is alright. I will take the Hydrotherapy treatments
twice a month and take the ultra violet at home. Then the
Atomidine, etc. as indicated. I am feeling better but seem
to take such a long time in getting better but seem to take
such a long time in getting my strength back. I haven't been
back to office as I haven't felt strong enough but do hope I
will be well enough by next Monday to go back. I had to
laugh at [
2784] - He told my doctor that he wasn't such a
bad doctor after all as he had been giving me everything you
had indicated in the reading with the exception of the CRC.
I think the doctor sort of resented that. However, he admits
it is miraculous but questions the source and refuses to have
anything to do with it. Well, that upsets me terribly and
neither one of us discussed it further as he was definitely
set in his opinion and needless to tell you mine! Anyway I
will tell you all about that later. Do you think I should
continue the Vitamin B hypodermically or do you think I'm
getting enough now by mouth. I don't want to do a thing
that would deviate from the reading but the way I read it
I presume it is alright to continue it now by mouth. If you
interpret it differently, please let me know.
By the way I will send you a check for the reading sometime
next week. Also owe you for my last dues and will pay that
at the same time.
[
2784]'s step-mother [
2567] passed away Sunday night or
rather Monday morning at 12:20. It was a blessing as she
has been suffering so terribly and it was so awful to see her
suffering like that. The funeral was yesterday but I
couldn't go. No matter how long you expect it coming it
still is a shock when it happens. Although I was thankful
that she was out of pain.
3/17/42 Ltr. to EC from [
808]:
I'm ashamed to tell you but I still feel pretty awful. I
think the only thing that keeps me going is the thought that
I will snap out of this suddenly like I did one time before
and each day I think maybe tomorrow will be the change. I
have been following my two readings and the other day [
2784]
asked me to start with the Tonicine and take it for ten days
- He thinks that helped me so much before and now I'm taking
it. Several mornings I didn't come to work I was sick all
the night before and felt so awful that I just couldn't make
it, but outside of that I have been dragging myself to the
office every morning wondering if I can make it through the
day or not and praying that I will. I just quit telling
everybody how I feel and I know people think I'm crazy the
way I act sometimes. However, as I said, I feel this cycle
should be about over and I'm hoping and praying that it will
end soon.
Have been praying mornings and before dinners as indicated
[in
281-60] and several times have forgotten and felt just
awful about it. I do try to remember though.
3/18/42 Ltr. to EC from [
808]:
Dear Edgar:
I don't quite know how to begin this letter. First of all I
just hate myself for giving in like this, but thought I would
write this letter to you and explain a little bit how I feel
and then let you decide if I need a reading or not. If you
think I do and you can give me an appointment on a Saturday
afternoon I would appreciate it a lot.
I have been feeling pretty awful but know it is glandular
and have felt that it is just a cycle that I am going through
and would pass off as I told you in one of my letters the
other day. However, I haven't been sleeping properly and as
a result my whole body feels utterly exhausted. My legs
ache, my back feels as though some one has been beating me,
and my arms are so heavy I can't raise them without effort.
Some days I feel better than other days but even on those
days the least thing that I do I tire so easily and then I
seem to start downhill again. I can't seem to get myself
together and most of the time I'm bordering on hysteria and
of course won't let myself do that because I know that won't
help!! I've been taking those shots and they have ordinarily
picked me up, but don't seem to have any results from them.
[
2784] said this morning though that he doesn't think I have
been taking them as frequently as I should under the
circumstances. I'm going home tonight and take a sleeping
pill at 6:00 in order to get some sleep, so probably will
feel better tomorrow and hate myself for telling you all
this. I haven't told anyone but [
2784] and [
1935] and have
been trying to fight it through. However, if from what I am
telling you now you think it best to have a reading, I would
appreciate your giving it to me. If you think it is just a
cycle and will pass over, well I will fight it through.
Will send you the questions if and when you decide.
Love from us both
3/21/42 She and [
2784] phoned verifying appointment,
submitting questions.
3/22/42 See
808-17.



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