Then, in the activities of the self in the earth, that the
body through its sojourns has brought to itself in it varied
relationships with individual activities those things that
at time bring confusion, turmoil and strife, is because of
the centralizing of those things that are as they were done
unto the body; and those souls that take the slights, the
slurs, the unkind words as being done unto themselves, put
themselves rather in the place of the Lord who has given, "I
have borne these in my body." Hence they should become
rather as the stepping-stones than being those things as
done unto you, for they are done rather unto thy Lord. If
thou art in Him, thou art beyond being hurt, being tempted,
being slurred at, being mistreated; for "Not of myself do I
these, but the Father that worketh in me" gave He to those
that would name Him as their access, their approach to
presenting that soul that is in the image of the Maker safe
to Him, for he that forgives much shall have much forgiven
him, and he that beareth much in the body - through the
raising in the Christ, in the Spirit, in the mind of the
Christ - shall be like Him, one with Him. Thus shall the
body use those things that have hindered, that would cause
the quickness of the speech, the flush at being stepped upon,
being athwarted in the wishes, the desires of self. Not SELF
is it being done to; rather to the spirit of the God that is
within each soul. When this is seen and understood then in
self, there may come the greater joy in the knowledge that
He, the Christ in thine mind, that building influence that
makes for all those things that partake of Him and His
associations with the Father, brings then to thine own
experience, thine own awareness, that thy soul is one
with Him. For as He, thy Master, thy mind - as it should be
- has given, "In patience, in persistence, in consistence,
possess ye your souls." So put thy trust, thy body-mind.
For the purposes for which each soul comes into the material
manifestations is but to be a channel of blessing to someone
through Him. GIVE, then, of thy love, of thy self, of thy
patience, of thy kindness, of those things that thou hast
been given through Him. Think not of self, but become
selfless in the love of the Christ. Then those things that
would hinder or cause thee to falter are torn from thee, for
thou wilt build in the body-mind, in the soul-mind, that
peace which passeth understanding. These be they that wash
their robes (that is, their minds) in the blood of the Lamb;
for how can He take upon Him those burdens of thy soul lest
thou lean on Him? And in casting these aside - not as
exalting self - then rather he that humbleth himself is he
that shall be exalted. He that giveth of self in the
activities in the affairs of others is he that shall be
exalted before men; he shall be blessed in those things that
come to pass in the affairs of the home, in the crowd, in
all associations.
Let the beauty then of HIS life guide thee, and those things
that beset in the temptations of the mind, in those things
that make afraid in the pains in the body, if they are cast
on Him knowing that all these things must come, WOE INDEED
to him through whom they come, but not woe is thee that thou
hast borne them - woe is thee rather that thou hast NOT borne
them in Him.
For, His ways are not past finding out; for He is ever ready
to come in and sup with thee, wilt thou but let Him enter in.
We are through for the present.
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BACKGROUND
She previously obtained rdgs. for her brother, Mr. [
300],
and baby daughter, [
396], via Dr. [
539].
2/12/34 EC attempted Life Rdg. for Mrs. [
864] with no
response. Afterwards while napping in chair he dreamed
of old man with cane, bloody face and dirty, who turned into
Christ.
2/17/34 EC tried again, also
2/24/34, no response. [GD wrote
her asking if she could think of any reason why we were not
able to obtain the reading on those dates.]
6/03/34 [
864]'s Letter to EC:
Dear Mr. Cayce:
It is very fine of you to take an interest in my case after
my continued silence. I thank you for your letter.
Perhaps if you are going to be able to help it will be better
to tell you this.
I am so sorry about your wasted time when nothing came and
can think of no reason unless it be this (Please bear with
me this is something I do not like to write). I have a
continual fear of becoming mentally ill and at the least
household provocation my husband tells me that I will land
where my brother is, therefore the fear has taken unnatural
proportions.
Because Baby's [
396] reading was so accurate I seem to feel
that your word will be final and am so afraid. I thot if I
could curb my temper, husband would not say those things,
and by renewed studying of Truth I might not have such a
black report from you. But perhaps it is of no help to wait
longer. Do the best you can and tell me if there is hope for
me.
Blessings and continued success in your work.
Sincerely, [
864]
Questions submitted which did not get asked:
1. Is my slight deafness caused from some fault in this life
or a foregoing?
2. What is the cause of my nervousness?
3. Is my present name correct for me? If not, just how
should it be changed? or what name would be better?
REPORTS
4/21/35 Easter Sunday 1935, ltr. from [
864] to EC:
Detroit, Mich.
Mr. Edgar Cayce,
Assn for Research & Enlgt, Inc.,
Virginia Beach, Va.
Dear Mr. Cayce:
About a year and a half ago you were good enough to obtain
a reading for my little girl [
396]. It was splendid.
However I also sent you $20.00 for a Life Reading for
myself but it did not turn out so good. What you obtained
for me was very fine but it bordered on a sermon. While I
have tried to put it to good use, I mean it didn't answer
any of my questions nor solve any immediate problem.
When the opportunity presents itself won't you please try to
get my reading now? Just now I can't lay my hands on the
Paper, but I remember it said: "Yes I have ..., (almost said
Carl Knightland...)" At first I thot that might mean I was
to have a baby boy. However now I wonder if it doesn't mean
I have a split personality? Won't you try to get my reading
& help me?
If it is too hard to get the Life Reading, would it be
alright to get a physical for myself & one for husband?
Then we could build up our general health & see about the
life reading later.
I'm sorry to be such a trouble - A short time ago I gave
your address to my cousin "Miss [
945]" of ...; she writes me
she does not fully understand but is interested. Would you
please have Miss Davis write her more fully.
I shall write Miss Davis soon & enclose an order for the next
4 lessons [SFG I].
Thank you for your interest in my case.
Cordially [
864].
Please note new address at head of letter.
5/03/35 See
864-2.
9/24/36 [
864]'s ltr. to EC:
Niagara Falls, N.Y.
Dear Mr. Cayce:
You no doubt recall the reading you got for me and how it
seemed only a sermon to me? But I have been reading it over
and over & applying it; now I find Life much easier. Thank
you!
We were transferred here, have been here since June, so that
it is now beginning to seem like home.
I hope all things are well with you & yours also with your
chosen work! Good bless you!
Sincerely [
864]
Old Address:
..., Detroit, Mich.



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