2/06/25 Mr. [
900]'s letter to EC:
Dear Edgar:
No doubt you wonder why I have not answered your letter more
promptly, also not responded to certain questions you put to
me such as the [
122] reading. In the case of the letter I
purposely avoided this to have time to think over the matter.
In general my negligence in answering your correspondence
have been due to a great press of affairs & time. In the
first place during the day I have been busy giving effort
& thought to the readjustment taking place or to take place
in our business. This you have seen in readings taken
on this work. I will tell you more of this when I see you
in Dayton, which I expect to do in a week or two, possibly
three. Secondly I have been pounding hard nights sometimes
until 2 & 3 in the morning writing the book [[
3744] series
plus [
900] additions]. All of the attendant conditions
surrounding this writing are impossible to enumerate at
this time. Suffice that I seem to be enlarging my view &
understanding of life, that the parables of the Bible for
example are clearer to me, the Bible in each verse becoming
what it never before could have been a definite aid &
understandable piece of literature. Furthermore I have
acquired a faith sincere & steadfast that almost surprises
myself. I have had high moments evidenced in my spontaneous
jotting down a little squib of about of about 100 words on
such subjects as: "Music", "The Good Old Days", "Preaching &
Practice", and "Homeward Bound!" They are probably only of
interest to me, so I won't bore you with them, (though
you're always welcome to read them if you want), but they
indicate to me the high points I am reaching at times in my
study into the "Borderland", as was given to me to do in the
first place. I believe the highest point I have yet reached
was during a prayer & I really know this should not be
mentioned, & I gave it to you in confidence not to be
mentioned for it would surely be misunderstood & it is a
thing pertaining to me alone & not for any other living
soul. I tell you then, because you & I feel you will
understand & sometime, possibly when I come to Dayton will
give me a reading to see whether it was merely a freak of my
conscious mind - merely my imagination or an actual
message, for it came as did the injunction regarding you
which said, "You will take him where he will do the most
people the greatest good." This came while I was conscious,
though my mind was wandering, & may well be just a part of
my imagination & a concerted one at that, so all the more
reason why the thing should be kept quiet & the reading
before you will take on it for me a closely confidential
one. During a prayer one night the words came to me, "Thou
shalt follow my mandates & keep my statutes & I will make
thee a Prince of Men!" The words persist in my mind, & they
came in clearly so definitely that I simply can't throw them
aside as merely a matter of imagination. Whether
it is or not, I have the faith that any person obeying these
instructions may become a teacher & leader in thought, a
shining light as the book of Daniel tells us in the last
chapter & is so much a Prince of Men. Probably here I have
interpreted the words for myself, but I should like to know
whether my own spiritual forces within myself, or the spirit
of the Almighty had any bearing on the message or whether
the words were merely a matter of my own conscious mind's
creation. We'll hold this in abeyance until I see you
personally. Of course the low points have also came to me,
as to-night & are again the result of my digressing from my
determination to control my actions in my daily life &
confusion, heart ache & remorse as well as self condemnation
are its result of my preaching & not practicing what I
preach. As given in a reading: "The spirit is willing but
the flesh is weak." I know we pay for these digressions &
peculiar thing happened while I preached, yet did not
practice an accident almost occurred that could have been
disastrous if not fatal. Only by a hair's breath was a
terrible collision avoided, yet I seemed not to realize
the danger I was in. Truly it was one thing to commit
sin in ignorance, but to attempt to stand in place of Him
& teach others the way is a great responsibility, the ability
the result of a mighty God given power & its misuse is to
risk the wrath of God, & bring upon ourselves the reaction
of His punishment. Exactly as given in your reading relating
to any misuse made of information or work secured from these
sources. I prayed for aid & aid was & is being given me.
"How Mr. Material Minded Man?" Know then that upon awakening
from a sleep I raved out loud the name of a certain stock &
told myself that it would go up. With all the faith within
me I bot [bought] that stock & IT IS GOING UP & MAKING MONEY
FOR ME [See
900-33, Par. 12-A]. It will go higher too. Now
I told no man of this for I know as you advised me it was not
intended I should. "Just a freak, a lucky break or good
hunch," says Mr. Material Minded. I do not understand
such words - they mean nothing to me. To me to explain away
a condition or phenomena by giving it the term hunch, luck
or coincidence is the same as answering a question by
replying "Because." Again I pray for wisdom & knowledge &
the power these bring & they are granted to me. He that hath
ears to hear & eyes to see may know of the Kingdom of Heaven
- or he who has the development in Spirit, & righteousness in
action - he shall know. To know that hath (righteousness)
shall be given, but to him that hath not (righteousness)
shall more be taken away. So I know in my newly found
comprehension of the old & new testament that this wisdom
is being given to me in dream, vision, understanding ETC.
The giver of these gifts is God - and to what higher power
shall one appeal if wrong use is made of these gifts. One
who does not practice dare not preach, for that is mocking
God & God is never mocked, for many people all unconscious,
seem to be coming mentally under my sway - I sense it - I
know it though they would not admit it, though I could not
demonstrate it, yet mysteriously enough they come to me
thinking I do not understand - that they are fooling me so
to speak. How vain, how foolish is the conscious mind &
flesh that refuses to bow the head & bend the knee to the
great Master. There is One in our office, of whom I dreamed,
who today said of a friend of his who just died: "He died
yesterday & they are burying him today. It's a shame to put
him away so soon!" So to this man is the grave the goal,
the worms his future masters. I prefer my faith, my
understanding & version of the kingdom of heaven, for of
all the pearls, why should I throw away the largest & most
beautiful & keep the smaller ones, when here before me is
the largest & most beautiful of all such that I might well
dispose of all the rest that I may be able to retain this
one. Who is he that is born a Christian or Jew? The
kingdom is the heritage of no faith. The paths of
Christianity or Judaism lead to Him, but must be tread by
each alone & learn the way, to gain the light, to surmount
each his own barrier & find within himself the help that
shall bring him to the peak & gain him entrance into the
Holy of Holies. Christianity & Judaism have never failed,
but there are those Christians & those Jews who have yet to
learn the truths of their own faith - the fundamental law of
all faiths of any description - the Law of Love. Failure in
the recognition & practice of this law means lack of
tolerance, sincerity & spiritual develop- ment. Without
these qualities God may not be approached, for He is Spirit
and all souls are His. So, enough for the philosophy of the
work - to the work itself.
I believe, in order that, I as well as any do not monopolize
too much of your time that we arrange to take readings for
members of the board of governor's, at present, [
137], [
140],
Ma [
106] & myself, [
900] (Miss Gladys take note), on Monday
& Tuesdays only. The rest of the week should be devoted to
helping others. Certainly the rule cannot be an absolute
hard & fixed one, as illnesses, special visits, or some
unusual happening might well call for an extra reading, but
for the most part and in general readings for myself & others
of the board should be confined to Mondays & Tuesdays alone,
such that the work may be of benefit to the majority. I know
I get over enthusiastic about a dream, ETC. & am anxious for
interpretations but I'll have to wait until Monday or Tues.
hereafter like the rest. Of course such a case as my mother
[
106]'s where illness is causing suffering is a different
thing. Regarding Mrs. [
122] who is [
4353]'s mother, advise
that you put her reading thru in the regular way sending her
the letter ETC.
Sorry indeed to hear of your ill health & certainly hope you
recover quickly. Have no doubt but what if you follow your
own suggestions you'll be up & at 'em shortly. Surely would
not attempt to work until your health permits. Regarding
reading [See
1800-2] on Oppenheimer, don't take anything that
you do not deem right as we only want that which is right,
but before you turn the reading down altogether understand
the main point I am driving at. In the case of May Solomon
[See
254-20] I spent a whole evening explaining to her the
ill effects that came to you when you took advantage of your
own power such as loss of voice, whiskey addict ETC & also
the ill effects to those who received such readings. This
was easily done as she is trying to study the work. I can't
do this with Oppenheimer's as he knows nothing of the work &
might not want to. He's a manufacturing chemist. Now what
I want to know is nothing about him, but if its alright to
have one not connected with our psychic work take charge of
the mfg. end in return for payment we will make him &
furthermore if there is any danger WE in incur in letting
Oppenheimer take care of this work. If you deem it best,
we'll take the chance as he seems to be trustworthy. Have
a lawyer working on patents now. Under advice of a large
druggist & dentist we have discarded name gum-ese. It
suggested, they said, chewing gum rather than a care for
pyorrhea, so we are thinking of calling it "Pyro-cure." What
do you think of this? Any suggestions for a better name
are more than welcome.
Just as soon as I get time, & I'll make that time very soon,
I'm going to dictate a letter to be sent to everybody you
have ever given a reading to as given me to do in reading.
We ought send application cards to all who desire to
affiliate & file the cards in order according to alphabet &
location. Then we would have a record of a definite
membership & local branches could be formed to carry on
study & research in own location in own way. Since one
center is necessary to keep organization systemized &
properly managed the board of governors might be ourselves
located in N.Y., while each locality could have their own
organization. Some time if I get money enough I hope to go
to the various localities where there are a number of people
& help them organize. You see I understand what the
readings is driving at all right. I do understand & it came
to me how the thing should be done. Its my line, that's
all. I've run an automobile for years & couldn't fix a
screw in the engine nor have I the least desire or interest
to learn, but this, or anything of the mystic, of
philosophy, of theology, of history particularly ancient
history & things of like characters are my meat, so to
speak. I love the studies & some how am able to gain an
understanding comprehensible to myself if no one else. So
I'll get the letter out & application card very soon & send
it to you for approval, & then have as many made as you have
names. Hope to get this done before coming to Dayton. May
yet make my trip.
Must close now, with best regards to yourself & family & best
wishes for your speedy recovery, I am
Sincerely, [
900]
2/11/25 EC's answer - see under
900-33 Reports.



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