2/03/26 EC's ltr. to [
900]:
115 West 35th Street
Virginia Beach, Va.
Dear [
900]:-
I'm sure I should have answered you or written you, but I
just haven't hardly known what to say; but this being one
of those dark, gloomy, dismal days, the kind that makes a
fellow wonder HOW MUCH and WHAT is worth while, I'm sure to
read and try to answer your letters will put as much
stimulus and pep into me as anything, for nothing radiates
pessimism as pessimism. Nothing radiates optimism and
sunshine as optimism and sunshine. So, then, to feel and
know the wonderful amount of faith, energy, and hard work,
that you are expending, under ALL the difficulties under
which you have labored, certainly should be worthwhile, to
me, who is trying to consecrate his whole life to this work;
but you having gained so much of the presence of the
Universal Forces, are certainly able to create in others a
confidence in their inner lives, of those you meet and
contact, that makes any condition in life worth while.
I will certainly be glad to have the first part of your
article. [See
900-194] I'm sure that I will enjoy it very,
very much, for I am impelled to believe that it is going to
mean so very much in the lives of so many. I will also be
glad to have the suggestions you have to make regarding what
I tried to write. [See Source File Key #4905 for Cayce
booklet re 4905-53.] I'll appreciate any criticism that
you have to offer, for I fully realize that it is made in
the right spirit, with the right purpose, and I want to do
that which is the right thing.
No, as I wrote you, these people [Mr. and Mrs. John Hayes
of Norfolk Psychology Club, referred to EC by Mrs. Miriam W.
Bethea of the Birmingham Psychology Club, where EC had
lectured, who had approached EC about possibility of joining
in their efforts to establish an institution between Cape
Henry and Virginia Beach where tenets of psychology might be
studied.] did not make me an attractive proposition. They
simply talked beautifully concerning their ideals, and seemed
to feel that my own efforts might be made compatible with
theirs; but, when I am in touch with these again, and if
it is possible to do so, I want to get you to-gether, for
I am sure you can help them; not financially, I don't mean,
but mentally and spiritually, as much or more than I can.
So, I don't think it is even worth while to consider taking
a reading for this at the present time. Should there be
more developments, should it come the time when we would
want to see these people and talk to them, we might then
take a reading before we went into conference. Or, they
may not be the right ones at all, for DON'T FORGET, the
readings have told me who is able to handle this, and handle
correctly! And who has the message, and who I should strive,
with my every effort, to be of assistance to. [GD's note:
He means [
900].]
I'm certainly sorry physical conditions have been such as to
bring sordid conditions to [
137]'s mind, or such as to cause
him to be upset and worried. I am in hopes, however, that he
is gaining sufficient knowledge of the data as given as to
know whether it is really WORTH WHILE studying or not, for
YOU know, [
900], I do NOT want to fool myself, and most of
all I do NOT want to fool anyone else. The Lord forbid that
I ever get to the point where I would ever attempt to waver
any manifestation of the Forces as are manifested through
me, for secular or personal interests.
I am sure that the loss to you in conditions that have
happened recently with your wife, must be one of the most
trying experiences of your whole life; yet, when we study
the readings just a bit, and you realize they told you the
greatest disappointment was coming to you at this time, and
other information it has given you, then there must be hope.
Perhaps, from that already given [See 900-179], October will
see the time when you will know that your fondest dreams are
to be realized. Then, your meditation upon the vision of the
Christ has certainly brought peace and strength to you, in
more ways than one; and you find that the whole experience
brings you to a greater At-Oneness with this Creative Force
and Power, the God of our Universe. Then the fears of the
flesh man become as naught to your inner self, yet while
"thick enclosed within these vestures of decay" these panicky
feelings must come, ever and anon, and one realizes why the
Man, called Jesus, drew apart into the mountain to pray.
Yes, you may be very sure, that which you have sought and
found, that which you have knowledge of within your inner
self, is that something all men are seeking, and as you
give out, little by little, you will see, in YOUR DAY,
others gaining a concept of that inner consciousness.
Perhaps not just in the same way and manner that you have
gained same, but from your direction, that necessary for
their individual development, that which will bring OTHERS
to that consciousness - that God, the Father lives in the
earth to-day, and He is just as anxious that He be manifested
through His sons as He was to manifest through Him who
walked by Galilee; for God is not skimped with His blessings
but as He has said, "Him whom I will honor, I will honor."
Yes, more and more as we study the question, more and more
do we recognize God, the Father; Jesus, our Brother - Heaven,
our Home. What manner of Heaven, then, would we make? How
long will we remain away? How soon will we make ourselves
an At-Oneness with the Whole Divine Force? How soon can we
make ourselves come to that realization, that we may be One
with Him, but never the whole cheese ourselves; for the more
we rebel, more do we create the torment, the fears, the
dreads, that are of that nature which we manifest through
in the earth's plane.
Then your Mother wonders much as did Jesus' Mother, "And she
kept those sayings and pondered them in her heart." That's
just what your Mother has said, put in a little different
words.
Have you ever gotten that book, "The Man Nobody Knows," by
Bruce Barton? I'm sure you will enjoy it.
Yes, peculiarly enough, I know considerable concerning the
school you were asked in the enclosed letter to contribute
to, and I might write you page after page concerning the
condition of these people in that part of the country.
I have visited this school in particular, know several of
these people personally. Were I asked to judge, some would
be good, some would be bad. Carmichael though has an
exceptional personality and a great deal of ability for
both good and bad.
Perdue Hill [Negro School in Alabama] is only few miles from
Selma, Alabama, where I lived for twelve years. For several
years, just before leaving there, I made a considerable study
of the situation there, for I was so situated that I came in
personal contact with many of the leaders of the various
institutions and schools that are trying to help these
people. In many places, there is a lot of people's money
spent, when the man that it's meant for never gets anything.
There are many other places that the abilities of the leaders
are such that they make a little money go a long ways. I'm
enclosing you a little clipping from the Selma Times Journal
of a few days ago, which shows you what the State and
Counties in the State are doing for these conditions. Most
of these schools are not in accord with this movement, for
like many peoples, the leaders desire to be the great "I am."
However, this particular one, I think, is worthy of some
consideration.
I'm certainly in hopes that Mrs. [
139]'s general physical
health will be such that should the operation be found
necessary, that she will have little or no difficulty in
overcoming same. I'm glad that your wife [
136] is getting
along well. I am sure she must have done exceedingly well,
to be brought home so soon from the hospital. This is too
bad that this occurred [the miscarriage]. Yet, the all wise
Providence, if we will only see it, use each and every
circumstance to make us better acquainted with His marvelous
Force and Power, in this physical world.
Certainly sorry that we [editorial we] got things kind of
balled up on Southern. I'm in hopes things work out alright
on General Electric and other things. [See
1/22/26 900-188,
Par. 16-A--20-A.]
I'm in hopes things are getting in shape now, so that you'll
have more time on the work you're trying to do. As I said
before, I'll be glad when you have an opportunity to get to
that data I sent you, for we want to get those out. I'm sure
it's time, and I believe they'll be worth something to us.
I had some application cards and envelopes and letterheads
and Life Reading cards printed - gave the order for them,
will get them the latter part of this week.
Nothing particularly new going on here. Certainly a great
amount of building. I understand from hearsay, and the
papers, that there's never been a season when there was as
much activity in Virginia Beach property as at the present
time. A great many seem to think that in the early Spring
there will be an inflow of people from Florida, and other
sections of the country that have been on the boom, even
people in Florida tell me they understand that many of the
people who have been operating there expect to come to
Virginia Beach by April or May. We asked the agent
concerning the sale of the property here, but they tell us
that the owner won't even consider making a price on same,
they say they don't think it's the time to sell. I certainly
hope though that we don't have the hard luck of having to
move out when the season opens up here.
We'll try and send you some more of the readings to-day and
to-morrow. I think the greater part of next week is already
filled up with appointments.
Hoping things are going well with you, that you will let us
hear from you whenever possible, and with kindest personal
regards from all,
Sincerely, Edgar Cayce EC:GD



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