(Q) "At a party and someone drew a gun, pointing it at
someone and me. I also drew a gun and the party fired at
me, the bullet entering under my lower ribs to the left
side. I fell over, but was not much frightened. They
talked of getting readings. 'Better get a physical for me
first,' I said. Then the doctor arrived and bandaged the
wound. 'Guess it's the end?' I remarked to the doctor. 'We
will have to operate,' said the doctor. 'That is the
finish,' I said. 'I've seen many bullets removed
successfully,' he said, 'You may live.' I felt the bullet
in me and saw the blood through the bandage. They started
to undress me - the doctor and the nurse. I took a sudden
weak spell and grew frightened, and I overheard the nurse
say: 'It looks like the end!' Then fright left me, for
things and objects grew so dim to my sight, so vague to my
weakened physical mind, that I no longer cared what
happened. I was dying and felt the world fading from me, as
a movie slowly fades out of sight."
(A) In this there is again presented this in an EMBLEMATICAL
condition as regarding conditions in and through which the
entity is and has just passed, as regarding relations with
individuals and with conditions on stock market exchange;
for, as is seen, there has been point and point, as it were,
at each individual, concerning given stocks, or in a general
way and manner, and some have had their effects to the injury
of the individual (this entity), and as the entity became
scared, panicky, or felt that the great loss would BRING
distraction and the end to the entity, the weakness is shown;
and, as is seen, the call for this, that and the other for
assistance, and that this is overheard, as is to happen, or
might happen, these all show the effect, and, as is seen by
the entity, the entity, the inner self, WITHOUT fear, finds
the assistance; WITH fear, creates no resistance, and becomes
SUBJECT to the conditions as are happening, but WITH the
fear cast out, WITH the proper aid, there comes the knowledge
that this is only as transitory in its activity, and the
entity then should "buck up", as it were. Meet the
conditions with that of the knowledge of self, as may be
gained by the insight as is seen of the conditions, and meet
them with the will to overcome, see? for, as is seen in
those conditions as have been presented to the entity, in
the seeing of many different stocks, their quotations, and
their reference to quotations, and this has been in the
entity's MIND as necessary to change, switch, jump about
from one to another, and through this means bring
recuperative forces to the entity. RATHER had the entity,
than consider these as an individual means of escape, such
as is seen in Fleischmann, Famous Players, in Kresge, in
these various ones, study that as has been presented through
those spiritual forces of the Father, in that "When I have
given the way and manner, follow therein, and not jump about
from one to the other." Then, use this as a study, as a way
of bringing to the entity's consciousness that awakening of
the conditions as are to be brought in the entity, in that,
NOT in the tempest, not in the lightening, not in the great
mountains, may the power be shown alone, but the greater
comes in that STILL SMALL VOICE from within, that "My Spirit
beareth witness with THY Spirit," and "Through me there is
Life, and Light, and none shall be afraid."