12/25/26 [
900]'s letter to EC:
Dear Edgar:
In reply to yours of the 20th [21st], which slow mail service
caused to be delivered to me only yesterday, I am certainly
at a loss to advise about the southern proposition. I am
like a fellow in the game of bridge who is in the middle and
therefore at a disadvantage. You have lead by asking and the
reading to be taken on the matter, (if you have not already
taken it), holds the trump card as we all know. In bridge
such a middle player usually so plays as to make the trump
holder play out the next lead and I feel just about that way
- that even at the risk of being accused, not without
justification of hedging, I had better so reply as to let the
reading answer and then play or give my viewpoint, (if it is
still wanted) of what the reading means or intends should be
done.
From your letter or its tone, I judge that you really prefer
not to go, but since former readings have given that to go
there might help the cause of the hospital you are loath to
refuse. It is true of course that you could arrange before
hand a specific VISIT for
2-3 or 4 weeks having it understood
that you intend to return to Virginia Beach after the
expiration of that time. This it seems to me is the only way
to do it. It is also true that Mrs. Cayce could for so short
a time as 2 or 3 weeks remain with Edgar Evans such that his
school attendance might not be impeded. Having this
understood before you went, that is that you and Miss Gladys
would go down for a specific period of time - if they would
be satisfied with this, (and you could ascertain this by
writing them offering them such a period of your time - they
paying all expenses of course), I most certainly think you
SHOULD go - you MUST go. Otherwise, you will simply be
hiding behind excuses, dodging duties you owe to the
fulfillment of your work - our achievement. It is this I
sincerely advise you to do - that is to write them offering
them your services for a period of time - not too excessive,
they paying all expenses. As to the nature of the readings,
as to whether they should or should not be taken, that you
may determine after getting there. If there is too much
doubt about it you can insist upon a preliminary reading
being taken to ascertain whether a reading asking the
questions desired should be taken or not. You can by letter
assure them of your desire to maintain your home in Va. Beach
and your intention to keep your home open while on your VISIT
to them, which you take purely for the two-fold purpose of
maintaining an old friendship, and of furthering your plans
of building the hospital which is now ready insofar as you
expect a doctor to take charge at once. At all events you
can make them understand that a donation to the institute is
the purpose of your visit and that future relationships and
readings depend upon their fulfilling that obligation now.
No doubt this short time away from home will not be pleasant
for Mrs. Cayce and I don't or would not blame her for feeling
not strong for it. Of course I am guessing by my own wife
and the trouble I might encounter, yet these conditions must
be met in a manner as is best for the ideal condition we
strive to attain. I had and have troubles enough with [
136]
but she is gradually coming around. She has just got to or
no play ball. That is, she with me is compelled to bear the
brunt of criticism of others and since she likes society
etc., this is hard on her, since it is my work and standards
that bring the criticism. Of course, since her mother's
death this has also another side and she is gaining much
comfort from her dreams and their interpretation. I use them
often and they are frequently effective weapons. She doesn't
seem anxious to defeat a purpose that fills life with
holiness, comfort and glory and lives for the day of my
book's publication. The greater our sacrifice the greater
our glory in that kingdom, that demands one kind or another
of a sacrifice by us in this material department. We simply
must and shall start the hospital. All of us must be willing
to do our bit towards the achievement of such a helpful work
to humanity.
Of course, if they won't agree to a visit - and want nothing
to do with any Virginia Beach proposition then, it is my
viewpoint that the matter ends so far as they are concerned
until such time as they choose to help us help them.
I wonder if many feel as I do on Christmas day? Last night I
had my Christmas eve dream. I held my little boy upon my lap
[See Par. R5 below.]. He was 4 or 5 years old. It was
Christmas day and our room was lighted up by the tree I have
every year in symbolization of Christ and devotion to His
teachings. Many came in and criticized me for teaching my
child to believe in Christ. I replied to them:
"If I believed in an anthropomorphic God such as you believe
in, then I would NOT believe in Christ either." I went on to
explain the God I believed in, and the Godliness Christ did
exemplify, but they couldn't comprehend. Shaking their heads
they left me alone with the child, who put his arms about my
neck. It was quiet. There was only the child - and the
colorful tree and the Christmas - Christ-Spirit in which I
dwelt in peace.
It is hardly necessary for any interpretation for this pretty
dream, which was God's Christmas present to me. In our house
are no extravagant presents; we are not flooded with gifts to
put in a row for the admiring callers to gaze upon; but in my
heart is a gift - a spirit of peace and comfort that the Lord
has given to me and joy in my understanding that the Spirit
Lord I know did give it to me. In my mind is some
measurement of understanding, in my heart love and hope for
all mankind and I meant every word of it when, seated at our
dinner Christmas Eve, I thanked Him for His gift. What time
or space shall quench the spirit of life I live? Death?
Nonsense. Blessed be death to which I truly look forward in
eagerness - only a little while - just let me write my book
- serve life's cause in the material section for the benefit
of materialized life - and death shall gain for me the
realization of being the ideal I seek to materially
represent.
Many have asked the lesson and the why and the how of life to
be put in a few words. I have tried to do it with the
following result:
THE LESSON OF LIFE by [
900]
Not for fame, and not for name, not for power, luxury or
pain; not even for that called by man, success, do I strive,
and work and strain, but rather that in my humble way I may
contribute my small share to the whole cause of creation,
doing my bit for a cause so glorious in itself, so
outstanding in its ideal of life, truth and love, and last
but not least a cause born, fostered and administered of a
Creator whose essence permeates the whole and whose creative
power is the only reality I can find within or outside of
myself. My shoulder to the wheel of creation, I SERVE ITS
PURPOSE for the glorification, and in the effort, behold, I
become aware of myself being it. Its glory my glory, its
purpose my purpose, its process my process, I lose myself in
it, but to find myself again this power of life and
creation. Such is the lesson of Life, and once learned and
practised, its reward is eternal.
I have tried to write the lesson of life in about 175 words
and I only wish I could convey its meaning into the hearts
and minds of all mankind. My best to Mrs. Cayce, the boys
and yourself.
Sincerely,
[
900]
[Above was used in EC's ltr.
1/01/27 to his sister, Annie
Cayce, and reprinted under
254-33, Par. R5.]
1/10/27 See
254-34 in re Florida trip.
7/24/54 GD's note: Today I gave [
900]'s son, [
142] (born
4/04/27) a copy of above poem and "Heaven on Earth" booklet by
[
900]. [See Source File Key #900 for booklet, "Heaven on
Earth", noted in re 900-340.]



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