Then, the first consideration should be given as to self
- not as from selfish motives, not as of speculation as
regarding even those of physical desire - but rather that
of the MENTAL and SPIRITUAL desire to be not only capable
and worthy of the trust as has been committed UNTO self
THROUGH the varied circumstances as have surrounded, and
do surround the activities - but that the body physically
and mentally may be able to KEEP that committed UNTO self
IN the trust in such a way and manner as to make for that
which, when it - the seed sown in the lives, the hearts,
the souls of others, may - when it has conceived - be in
keeping with the IDEAL as is held in self. This, then,
should be the consideration of the mental self, that in
the trust given self may be very sure there has NOT been
given more than the self CAN use, CAN conquer, CAN meet,
CAN measure out to others, will the IDEAL be kept before
self in every act, every word spoken. Be sure, that when
the deed is done, when the word is spoken, when the look
is given, that they will be such as will be recognized by
self when met on ANY occasion, in ANY place, before self,
before others, at home or abroad. Then the self may be
sure the ideal is kept constantly before self, and that
the activities - both mental and spiritual - are in keeping
with Him, the Giver of all good and perfect gifts; for in
self - and trust in self alone - is not sufficient in meeting
any of the vicissitudes of a single day; for, as in Him one
and all live and move and have their being, so must that
source of mental activity EMANATE from THAT action, THAT
source, and SELF only the channel THROUGH which such is
given out to others. In the developments, then, of self -
study first to show self approved unto God. Be that as you
would have OTHERS be. Act as you would have others act,
and leave the consequences in His hand; for he that taketh
thought first of the tomorrow, rather than of the principle
or of the ideal, is taking counsel with self and measuring
self by self, which is NOT wise - but avoid the APPEARANCES
of consternation and worry, and know in whom thou hast
believed; knowing He is able and willing - for ever has
the injunction been, "If ye will be my people, I will be
your God". Then, keep that ideal. Keep that service; not
as a mourner or a long-faced individual. Be happy in well
doing, content in that as is in hand, satisfied only in
continuing in STRIVING to do well. Ready for questions.
(Q) Would it help toward my health and happiness to divide
between my husband and children property owned by me?
or what is best advised?
(A) Until each child is able to understand, in self's
own right, that which is necessary for the meeting of
the vicissitudes of life, the trust, the burden, is thine.
Divide not, for in UNITY there is strength - in division
there is failure.
(Q) Would it in any way endanger our livelihood?
(A) Not endangering so much to livelihood, as the mental
and spiritual being of all concerned.
(Q) Would my husband be agreeable to such an arrangement?
(A) At times he would be; at others he would NOT be.
(Q) Would it be unwise to share with him along?
(A) Take due consideration to those to whom duty is first
bound.
(Q) Should we start to renew leases on this property with
the City, or when would be the best time? and for how long?
(A) During the next season of renewals would be the best
time for same, and for how LONG would depend upon the
decision as to what is to be the status of those concerned
most IN same.
(Q) Will property in that neighborhood increase in
valuation?
(A) It will be after three to five years, before the
INCREASE will BE sufficient to be called a great increase.
(Q) What will be the development causing same?
(A) The renewal of the peoples that have been gradually
moving from the surroundings, or vicinity.
(Q) Is my attorney sincere in his advice to us, or is it
advisable to make a change?
(A) Be well to consider the counsel of another, as to make
comparisons - and then decide within self as to what is the
best to do in the circumstance. Be sure, in such
relationships, that it is OFF with one before wholly on
with another. Do not TEMPT self too often.
(Q) Would it benefit my health and happiness, also my
childrens', if my husband and I separated for a while?
(A) Well to consider same, yet much consideration from
every angle should be taken before a DEFINITE stand as
such be taken, for once consternation and indecision is
builded by such a separation, long would be the period
before there would be rest or peace of mind and satisfaction
in ANY activity. While from the purely MATERIAL viewpoint
this would be well, but material things take wings and fly
away - but it is hard to get rid of self's own dreams and
visions, that remain even in the hours of rest, physical
and mental, and will NOT be hid away - for they partake
of the very soul of self, and must be met and must be
satisfied as an appetite, as an activity in self, - and
such is LIFE!
(Q) Would it bring him to a better understanding?
(A) Consider that as has been given.
(Q) What course is best for my daughter [...] to pursue
at college to prepare for future?
(A) In that of the home building. Hence specializing in
economics and KINDRED studies.
(Q) Would devoting myself to bringing out some talent in
my daughter [
1193] help me to find myself and to lose that
feeling of loneliness I always have? If so, along what line
should she be trained?
(A) As that of the soul, or of the career as an entertainer,
that would bring peace, laughter, tears, to others.
(Q) Am I equal to the task of attaining a home, and would
that help to make our lives more peaceful? or should I
continue living at the hotel?
(A) As has been given, there has NOT been committed unto
self that to which self is not equal, WILL the trust in the
results of that as is attempted be left IN the hands of the
Giver of all GOOD and perfect gifts; but do not act in one
manner and expect results in another. Keep self unstinted,
untainted, by the acts of others. Not all that cry Lord,
Lord, will be harkened unto - but he that DOETH the will
is as a friend of God, and an associate with Him.
(Q) Attaining a home, would that help to make our lives
more peaceful? or should I continue living at the hotel?
(A) Home the nearest AKIN to Heaven.
We are through.
Copy to Self
Two copies to Ass'n office
BACKGROUND
See previous readings on her health, a condition called
Hypochondriasis.
REPORTS
2/09/31 She obtained her next ck. physical -
1000-9.
See subsequent Mental-Spirituals, Physicals, and a Life
Reading,
1000-14, on
7/04/36. See also subsequent Business
readings.



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