12/17/35 Daughter [
954]'s letter from N.Y.C.: "Most dear
Teacher: Although I have still heard nothing of YOUR
condition, I am afraid I must break down and confess. I
got trouble - yep - plenty trouble. I've thought I might
battle it through, but now I've got to ask your help. For
the thing easily breaks me - and now I feel important, as if
I have work to do, and I must not be broken again and again
- by the same thing at any rate.
"My mother has recurring attacks of a deep melancholia which
lead into a kind of coma state mentally and into a most low
state physically. These attacks last from two to three
years. She has never had adequate care during them - we have
just worried along trying to get clean clothes on her, having
a nurse for a while when the family Budget was larger - and
shouting at her when our nerves cracked. Doctors come in
and say cheerfully that nothing is wrong organically - just
depressed - but try living with something (for this ceases to
be a person) that is 'just depressed.' I'm trying very hard
to do something different this time. I've managed to keep
hold of my temper pretty well - thanks to your teachings.
"Every reaction is negative. If the question concerns food
or a clean or new dress or having someone in to clean - the
answer is always 'No.'
"Of course I have theories about the matter. But theories
don't pull me out of the abyss into which this weight drags
me. When you can give me a reading, I believe it should be a
physical one, although the condition is so apparently mental.
But won't you and Hugh Lynn talk the condition over and
decide? It seems to me that if in the physical reading we
could ask some simple questions about how to proceed in
SIMPLE ways we might get some real help. Questions about
what will make the daily routine easier for both her and me
- and so on. I know there are elaborate ways of helping
such cases - usually including sanitariums and baths and
much apparatus. But those things are out of my reach, you
see. To move her and to start her in any slightest newest
direction makes for a pitiful scene. She is most unhappy -
and so is everyone near her.
"I should emphasize that this is not entirely a condition of
senescence, for as near as I can remember these attacks began
when she was 45. But they are not unlike certain elements of
her everyday personality. They are only multiplied to the
nth degree.
"If the enclosed sheet of information is adequate, and if
Hugh Lynn feels the questions suitable and possible, go ahead
as soon as you feel able to get us on your list. I enclose a
check, thinking I recall that 'dependents' might be read at
$10. I can afford this check nicely and wish I could double
it. SOON - SOON - O I have so much hope about the work I am
doing!
"I am anxiously awaiting a true statement of what goes on in
you and in your household - "
With very sincere gratitude - and affection - [
954]
"P.S. I have talked the matter of a rdg. over with Mother
several times hoping to get her to help us - but the answer
is always the same no. So I thought if I asked in this case
it might be enough, since my need is so great.
1. Does the condition produced by bad teeth in this
patient's mouth affect the mental state? (or the general
condition)
2. Can you suggest a method by which we can persuade her
to have those teeth extracted?
3. Please suggest foods both good for her and foods she is
capable of chewing.
4. Is there an adrenal glandular deficiency which should be
helped?
5. What is the most effective method to get her to do simple
things for her comfort, like bathing and dressing? Must she
be handled firmly by an outsider, a nurse? Or is more to be
accomplished by handling her gently by a member of the
family?
6. Can you suggest either a doctor other than the one now in
attendance or an institution which might be helpful for the
time being? Dr. Eugenia Ingerman has given us some advice up
to now, but no improvement in the patient.
xx (Would Dr. Daniel Crowley be helpful?)
(Would Dr. William Leonard be helpful?)
7. In case finances do not allow me to follow your
directions to the letter which treatments already suggested
would you feel most important?
8. What activities of simple type can we bring this patient
to stimulate her to which she will react kindly?
9. Is there a source of friendship for her which I am
overlooking in my efforts?
10. Would the sacrifice necessary to give her a change to
a warm climate be worthwhile? Would it be Florida?
REPORTS
12/26/35 Daughter wrote that she intended to carry out the
tr., saying she was encouraged by the thirty day promise,
especially.
12/27/35 EC wrote Dr. Dobbins asking that he give Mrs. [
1087]
special attention, if possible making a special price, etc.
1/28/36 Daughter's letter: "My dear Teacher: A few days
over a month has passed since you gave me Mother's reading.
Yet, as you know, this was used only since about Jan. 5th
- and then not entirely in full because of the hold-up of
equipment. Despite these hindrances I want to report to you
the wonderful news of extraordinary improvements I am seeing.
The osteopathic treatments have literally worked miracles and
I look forward to great help from the radioactive appliance
which has, so far, been used only four times.
"Try to imagine my joy in being able to report a nearly
normal attitude - sometimes Mother will take a little more
food and she has even ASKED for a bit more at times.
Although she has been unable to chew liver for years, my
butcher and I have now devised a chopped liver (fresh) which
she has even suggested my cooking in the nearly raw state for
her! Within the past week I have seen a continual reduction
of the negative attitude.
"In order to get a better picture of what this means to me -
let me tell you (or am I only reminding you) that previous
spells have lasted two and a half or three years. My great
hope is to continue treatments as prescribed and to turn my
efforts then to finding 'self's activities for betterment,
to be used FOR something'. This is a truly great problem,
for Mother is entirely alone here in this great city - my own
friends are few and not her type at all - and she has never
been a woman of intellectual or artistic pursuits. But we
shall see -
"Now intelligent sceptics will say to us - '[
954] as an
informed person knew about osteopathy - and has continually
preached it and other manipulative cures to her friends as
well as has used it herself.' That is absolutely true. But
with the negative weight that was upon me from Mother plus
the lack of funds I should never in the world - not by the
widest stretch of the imagination have thought of asking
Dr. Dobbins to come here three times a week. NEVER. But
I was guided to this by the reading. Someone - SOMETHING -
some FRIEND reached to me and took my hand and lead me along
thus far. You say of course it was not YOU - but indeed it
was through you and you only.
"In all this is a lesson for me too - it is that if I would
obey to the letter my other rdgs., I should do well. It is
a lonely road, though. Yet I am used to loneliness. With
greater freedom I hope to win as Mother gets better, I hope
to accomplish more in the right directions.
"Much love to you - and all those around you - " [
954]
2/16/36 Dr. Dobbins wrote that he was now treating Mrs.
[
1087].
2/19/36 Daughter's letter: I send you wonderful news about
Mother. She is weak physically, but oh! Her mind is so much
better than previously.
She shows every disposition to help me and the doctor,
only querulous and mean OCCASIONALLY. I have had several
indications of interest in outside things from her and only
wish I could provide her with friends and with a hobby of her
own.
5/05/36 Miss [
954] requested Physical Reading for her baby
niece and Mrs. [
1087]'s granddaughter, [
1165].
4/13/39 "My mother is greatly improved."


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