2/04/30 Mother's letter to EC:
Mr. Edgar Cayce,
Virginia Beach, Va.,
Dear Sir:
I am truly grateful for the promptness with which the reading
was mailed, as you know I was anxious to hear results.
Please be assured, Mr. Cayce that my talking to you on Xmas
day about the matter in question, was the first and only
discussion up to that time. My intention was to let it
remain in your hands, rather your readings. The next
morning, however, Mrs. [
2502] asked me to "make [
1122] do"
something trivial. I don't remember at all what it was - SHE
may. My reply was that I couldn't because it meant
suppression and in an insignificant case at that. I then
said that what [
1122] needed was a chance to express what
was so tensely choked up in her after seven years of
repression necessary in invalidism, that I felt that she
needed a different method of handling. She became sullen
and continued to discuss it after we went into their room
where [
1122] was.
Mrs. [
2502] seemed to put it all on "I KNOW what's best for
her" and I certainly felt that she DID know thru her superior
insight, until the shock I got at seeing [
1122] so tense and
harassed that Sunday ten days before Xmas Day. You see it
was on my next visit that I spoke to you. Since I first
spoke, rather replied in that way to Mrs. [
2502] she has
seemed to feel antagonistic to me. I WAS untagonistic to her
WAY OF HANDLING but not until I insisted two Sundays ago on
[
1122]'s telling me just how things WERE going, did I doubt
Mrs. [
2502]'s sincerity for one moment. I found then that
she had thrown discretion to the winds, that she was treating
her (in their room) as I have heard of ATTENDANTS treating
patients in Williamsburg. Think of her threatening to pour a
pitcher of cold water on [
1122]! And even once threw out her
hand as if to smack her. It seemed that if there was a
little chance for [
1122] to be partaker of any little
pleasure with any one else, it was tabooed on the ground that
"she's sick, it will excite her." If there was need of
[
1122]'s handling herself, doing little things that are
really difficult still, it was "now she just must do it, the
reading says she must." And so she should part of the time,
but I NEVER heard quoted that particular reading that stated
we must guard against strain in her exercising, that nature
will take care of the activity in proportion as pressure is
lifted and stimulation of ray treatments results. God knows
I don't want to mis-judge her. She MAY possibly be sincere
still, and in some strange way may have missed the point and
purpose of the treatment she was called there to give.
I know she has "seer insight" but have never been able to see
a simple constructive way in which she has ever used it on
[
1122].
There is one question that I wish had been put at the
reading: "Which was to blame for antagonism between 'family
and nurse' - family or nurse?"
I am more than willing for Mr. [
165] to see these statements
if you think best.
The fact that choice of Mrs. [
2502] may be all wrong does not
alter one whit my appreciation of what you and the others
have done for her. Do please have her stay on there and see
how she can do without a nurse. I KNOW she looked better,
freer, at end of second week than ever at all at any other of
my visits.
Things have gone better the last two weeks and yet that
trembling in arm and leg, that difficulty in handling herself
will make against her if she should come home at this stage.
People around will not be able to see improvement. Moreover,
it would hurt me beyond measure for any influence to be
brought thereby against this mighty achievement that you
founders have undertaken in the establishment of such a
hospital.
If Mrs. [
2502] is wrong it is NOT in the least reflection on
anything you are doing and yet people who do not understand
may think so and doctors, some of them, seem to like getting
hold of such tools against a new movement in the world of
healing.
Two weeks ago when I stayed over for reading I intended
talking to you again but at Miss Cayce's [Annie Cayce's]
suggestion I went to Dr. Lydic instead, knowing as we did
that you were not at all well.
Now, Mr. Cayce, if I have taken all this too seriously,
please pardon this long discourse. I believe you will agree
that there is plenty food for thought and worry and
sleeplessness on part of a mother under existing
circumstances.
With best of good wishes for you and Mrs. Cayce.
Sincerely yours,
2/10/30 See
1122-8.



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