(Q) Why is is difficult for me to make myself go places?
(A) This is the natural tendency of attempting to shun
those feelings of repression. But this attitude that has
been accepted, or that is being accepted, is gradually
bringing - and will, as the entity applies self, bring not
only greater opportunities but a RELEASE to the self that
has been pent within - because of the submerging of its
latent desires in this material relationship.
DO NOT, of course, OVERTAX self in such, but do bring those
influences as to release self; for you have much to give
others, that others are seeking - for aid in their spiritual,
in their mental well-being.
Do that.
(Q) When I do go places and try to do something, why do I
seem to be held back?
(A) That is the suppression that is nominal, or that has
been builded in self. This can only be overcome by practise.
When this becomes burdensome - in meeting or doing - don't
force self, but pray a little harder, and the way is opened
easier for the body.
We are through for the present.
Copy to Self - through husband
Copy to Ass'n file
BACKGROUND
See
1124-2 on
6/08/39.
Her husband leaving for overseas; he's afraid she'll have
a return of her trouble because of worry, loneliness, etc.
REPORTS
10/05/50 Mrs. [
1124] wrote a note giving us their change
of address. Other correspondence in past, and future,
was done by her husband, Dr. [
980]. [Or Lt. Col. [
980]]
2/09/68 Dr. [
980]'s ltr. requested a copy of his Life Rdg.
and Mrs. [
1124]'s Physical Rdgs: "My wife took her own life
and at this point I wonder was there any warning [in the
readings] and could this have been prevented."
6/17/68 "I have shown the rdgs. of my late wife [
1124] to
several of my friends who practice neurology and the opinion
just from looking over them was that she had Manic Depressive
Psychosis."



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