(Q) Please explain the following experience: When taking
a Castor Oil Pack, as I dozed, I began to feel paralyzed,
unable to move, speak or hardly breathe. At first I fought
against it, - as I relaxed I began to feel as though I was
moving into space, and that I had great power concentrated
in my eyes. Talked with my father, knowing I had the power
to influence him to do what I felt was best, yet knowing I
should not. A dog sat beside him and then came toward me as
if hypnotized, powerless to stop even when we both commanded
him to stop. Then I was home and saw the scraps of bacon in
the skillet multiplying and growing - recognized the growth
as manna known to the children of Israel, which I could pick
up in my left hand, but vanished when I touched it with my
forefinger and thumb or my right hand. Felt elated that I
could describe manna to the Tuesday night group. [See dream
in detail, 1523-15, Par. R1.]
(A) This was an inter-between emotion, or - as indicated - a
partial psychic experience.
Consider that which takes place from the use of the oil pack
and its influence upon the body, and something of the emotion
experienced may be partially understood.
Oil is that which constitutes, in a form, the nature of
activity between the functionings of the organs of the
system; as related to activity. Much in the same manner as
upon an inanimate object it acts as a limbering agent, or
allowing movement, motion, as may be had by the attempt to
move a hinge, a wrench, a center, or that movement of an
inanimate machinery motion. This is the same effect had upon
that which is now animated by spirit. This movement, then,
was the reflection of the abilities of the spiritual of
ANIMATE activity as controlled through the emotions of mind,
or the activity of mind between spirit AND matter.
This was a vision, see?
(Q) Should I allow this to happen, or fight against it?
(A) Depends on whether you know what you want to do with
it or not! This is where individuals not able to control
are apt to allow other forces to control them. Read
the description and understand what's taking place. If
there is the desire that the spirit of truth, the Master,
direct, - then there may be gained an understanding of the
relationships between spirit and matter. If there is the
desire that the masterfulness of self be experienced, or a
domination for self - as experienced over not only the lower
kingdom but of the higher kingdom as well, - or if there is
the desire for self-indulgence, or for mental exploration
into the unknown, you'll find it - but it may make self
unknown to the better interests of self. Hence it must be
used properly, correctly. Pray about it.
(Q) In what way am I meeting myself in the experience
[with [
1650]] that occurred sometime ago that I found so
distasteful, and how may I eliminate a reoccurrence?
(A) There must be the unity on the part of the associations
with such activity. Unanimity, then, is necessary; else it
will grow to be more and more an obnoxious association to the
body.
(Q) What French history book or books could I read that
would give me a better understanding of what I am meeting in
[
1650]?
(A) You will read it better in self than you will in any
history books! For it is there that ye must meet it, for it
is there ye experienced it!
Know as to what the purpose may be. Whether it is to control
self or control [
1650]. And then allow self to drift into
the experience, and see what ye are meeting. It may not be
at all pleasant at first, or it may produce that as may be
very helpful - depending on that motivating same.
(Q) Was I the entity in French history known as Louise
La Valliere; if not, by what name was I known in profane
history?
(A) We haven't the French history here, we have [
1523]. We
would seek it here, if you desire. [See
1523-13, Par. R5.]
(Q) (Continuing) Is the disturbance which began in 1941
near finished? [See
1523-13, Par. 27-A.]
(A) Whether ye hold to it or take up something else depends
on self. That we have finished with, we lay aside - we don't
continue to dig it up in our own minds.
(Q) Is it a part of the plan that [
1650] is to knowingly
become a part of this before it is met and completed?
(A) The desire to know and to be a part of it, and to
finish, must be a UNIFIED conditions - Yes.
(Q) Is it in keeping with the purpose for which I entered
the earth this time that [
1650] and I remain together until
the physical death of one of us?
(A) That's what you have promised, haven't you? Are there
other things more important?
(Q) Why do I feel afraid of falling whenever descending a
flight of steps in public or among strangers?
(A) This is an emotion arising from an experience in the
past.
(Q) Considering the best physical and spiritual development
and well being of my nephew, [
1990], would it be well for him
to spend the months of July and August with me this summer,
or should he remain with his parents in Chicago?
(A) This depends upon circumstances and what is desired of
self in relationships to other problems as arise through that
period with other members of the family. This should NOT
become something as to take the place of. For, remember his
first working out of his purposes is to be considered also,
as well as thine own.
(Q) If his parents cannot bring him, would it be best for
him to come by train or by plane?
(A) Train, if he would come at all - but is it best? [See
Mrs. [
2336]'s letter, 1523-15, Par. R3.]
(Q) Through what channels in the present may I secure the
emblems of the Jesuit for my nephew, [
1990]?
(A) Through the Church. This especially may be through
Sugrue, who is closely associated with members of that group.
(Q) In my Life Reading it is indicated that I will -
(A) We haven't the Life Reading.
We are through for the present.
Copy to Self
Copy to Ass'n file
(See extra copy of 1523-15, Par. 20-A to be sent to
Thomas Sugrue.
Last three questions not answered [was attached] to copy
in file.)
BACKGROUND
See previous Readings.
REPORTS
Detailed dream referred to in 1523-15, Par. 9-A, on April 1,
1942 - about 7:30 A.M. (while taking oil pack):
Several times during my life while asleep I've had the
feeling of passing into the unknown, and have fought my way
back to consciousness - this time I did not fight against it,
and felt a great relief in letting myself go (that is, not
trying to wake myself to consciousness). I was aware of
having a very unusual power that expressed itself thru my
eyes - at the same time I knew that I was the only one that
was aware of it. I found myself sitting across a table from
my father, talking to him about going to work at the Naval
Base. Although I felt that I had the power to persuade
him to go to the Base to work for the time being, I knew I
shouldn't use the power I had to bring it about. There was
a large police dog sitting on a chair beside Papa, and the
dog was moving across the table toward me, as if drawn to a
magnet. Papa was afraid for me, and spoke to the dog trying
to stop him - I realized what was causing the dog to move
toward me, and was not afraid, but spoke to the dog telling
it to stay off of the table to put Papa's mind at ease.
The dog continued to come toward me, as if the magnetic
attraction was too great to be broken by the spoken word. He
continued to come toward me until his nose touched my neck,
and then the spell was broken. I realized I was in the
astral plane, but that Papa was seeing me as he knew me in
the material.
Then very suddenly I was at home - in the kitchen. The
skillet was on the stove and had not been wiped out since
I had fixed egg and bacon in it. There was a tiny scrap of
bacon and the grease from it in the skillet, and the eye of
the stove, or the heat from it was causing a growth from that
tiny piece of bacon. I could see it growing right before
my eyes, and it became like a fungi growth. The skillet
was piled high before it stopped growing, and realizing that
it would not burn me because I was in the astral plane, I
decided to put some of it in my hand. I picked some of it up
in my left hand, and it was light as a feather and kept its
shape. When I touched it with my fore-finger and thumb of my
right hand, it went away to nothing right between my fingers.
It was then that I realized what it was - and I was very
happy - because I would be able to describe to the group just
what "manna" was like in texture and color. It was grayish
white in color, and looked like coral that had formed in fan
shape.
5/13/42 See
281-61, Par. 13-A spiritual message to Mrs.
[
1523].
6/10/42 Mrs. [
2336]'s Letter: "[
1990] was very much
disappointed when we told him he couldn't go to Va. I told
him what your rdg. said [See 1523-15, Par. 19-A] and he said
he was coming down anyway - he felt quite let down."
9/42 She referred Miss [
2803] and Miss [
2778] for readings.
10/14/42 She obtained
1523-16, a Ck. Life on her Roman
incarnation.



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