3/14/38 [
1527]'s mother's letter to EC:
"Again thank you for your nice letter. I have been sending
out a sure knowing of your true perfection, in love, and
feel sure that by this your physical will have been blessed.
Because, with your human self tuning in, all the time, why
you are indeed sure to receive from the ONE Source.
"First of all, [
1527]'s physical is responding still. Last
Thursday at around 7 A.M. I heard him breathing very hard
and went in. I saw that although apparently asleep, the
connection was disconnected (you will understand what I mean,
I'm certain) BUT the body was not convulsed at all. This was
the first spasm in three weeks, which is a record for many
many months. And it was so slight, that we can be sure that
the adjustment is being made.
"On wakening he had a bad headache and asked if he had had
a convulsion. I said NO. And that was the truth. This
satisfied his human mind that he IS getting well from the
work. You will agree with me, I feel sure, in the dual work
I strive to do, that the Father's perfection may be made
manifest here and NOW. You see, I believe HIS words when He
said 'in the flesh shall ye see God.'
"There was a reaping for each of us, but having found the
Christ Love, the Father 'within', through His Grace, I
believe in faith, the 'God-Self' can raise every dormant
cell, and every imperfection.
"I know that you understand all this, because I have read a
collection of papers through Mrs. [
601].
"I believe just the same. Since I know, it has helped
me to understand [
1527]. I know that the God-Self within
that human form, even as Jesus taught, is now redeeming the
Adam-creations of long standing that have out-manifested in
that body.
"Then, I understand that although in the flesh I am his
'mother', why, in the realm of SOUL, maybe I am a 'Sister'
and maybe incarnated with the purpose of helping to redeem
'man' even as [
1527] as a Soul, by coming into his particular
body-condition - has actually helped his 'father' and myself
to awaken to our REALITY. To, again, know the truth and say,
'I will arise and go to the Father.'
"After my own brain-mind learned the Truth, then, it was my
part to teach the human-brain-mind, of [
1527]. Now he too,
knows himself in his Reality - as a Son of the ONE God.
"Oh, it then becomes blessed to have suffered for it is when
we have lost our human ways - in darkness - that we turn
around and look for the Light.
"Love is forever, time is forever, and there is ONE ALONE Who
is forever. With our faith, fast in Christ-Love - tell me
what can withstand? So, I humanly have patience. Because
I believe in the promises of the Beloved Wayshower. I KNOW
that the Will of God can be only perfection. We at last
reach understanding of the glorious Reality, which mankind
will attain when their words, 'THY Will be done' is attained.
Heaven here!
"Yet, it is only after our human consciousness has been
taught over and over again, through lives and lives, that it
finally awakens to its need to return. The arc of evolution.
From then onward we are told, 'he that seeks, shall find'.
"And, then, one finds the greatness, the wonder of the ONE
Life, and gradually, humbly does HIS Will. Realizing that
the outer possessions one thought so much, mean - nothing,
and that there is only ONE purpose of being incarnated at
all, and that purpose is to radiate self-LESS LOVE, in an
endeavor to follow in the steps of Him Who was the example
of the Love of God in human form.
"These are my thoughts, Mr. Cayce, coming from the inner
consciousness I have found, all on account of seeking, not
for me but for [
1527]'s help. So, for several years, while
helping him and through not yet receiving the answer why
I have gone on seeking and finding more and more wonders
'within'. Giving out some through a few little written
words, maybe hoping to help all, even as this - Truth, has
come to us. Knowing that when the time was right the ONE
God, in whom we are ALL one, would reveal the answer - that
HE knew best for us on this plane. I had to learn, not to
try to govern [
1527]'s life - much as the human part of me
strove to, for one day God said to me, 'I', as [
1527]'s God,
know what is best for him, even as 'I' know your good - leave
everything to 'ME'. So since then, I have just followed that
inner Voice. HE speaks to me. You will know what I mean.
Thus, I felt that He directed me, through Mr. Small, to you.
But there were many lessons that had to be thoroughly learned
before that happened. The Father knows. HE waited until
this human-brain-mind, was sure that the work of the Kingdom
was truly FIRST in my consciousness. Adam - consciousness is
so subtle, and the God of each of us, is not mocked.
"Why do I talk to you thus? Maybe the Father within wants me
to do so. This way - He talks through his children, one to
the other.
"I will write you later this week with an enclosure again.
Meantime with many blessings.
"In His Name, and Service,"
"P.S. I enclose the dream [
1527] had just before the other
reading you gave us.
"Several nights before Mr. Cayce gave the reading (Feb. 2nd),
for [
1527] - [
1527] had the following DREAM.
"He DREAMED:
"That, a tall, medium coloring, man, came to his bedside,
and said, '[
1527], come along, we are going somewhere.' That
he asked, 'Where?', and was told, 'It matters not where at
present, come!' That, he dressed but that the clothes and
body felt more like LIGHT not at all heavy and the man also.
Together, they walked down what seemed an endless passage,
at length coming to a CITY - seeing a tremendously high
building. The 'guide' said, 'Here we enter'.
"That, entering, he was astounded to see, nothing but HALLS
with huge pillars exceedingly high - one leading into another
as far as his eye could reach. The floors were white marble.
He seemed to 'feel' that he had to pass through 14 halls.
"That, they went through FIVE of these halls, and stopped and
were joined by a 'strange guide' - more or less a companion.
This one seemed very friendly but did not speak. They
continued to the 8th hall, and he saw a little boy. He asked
who it was and was told that he would go on ahead - that the
'little boy' was his own son! And he was halfway in this
eighth hall, and wondered if he should go back, but decided
to go on. After going through, it seemed much harder to go
through the 9th and 10th hall. Looking round he noticed that
the pillars were taking on a soft pink shade - very lovely.
"That, he had picked up a 'hatchet' in the beginning, in the
2nd hall, and that by the time he reached the 10th, it was
terribly 'heavy'.
"That, passing out of the tenth hall, three ladies met them
and one in particular called to him. Here, the tall man
seemed to give him the urge to throw the hatchet AT the woman
and already having felt that he could not carry it, anyway,
he threw it at the lovely person and lo, all three of them
vanished into the air. Then, the tall man, said he could not
leave the 'hatchet' anyway and to pick it up even though it
was so heavy. This he did.
"That, up until this point the boy, the guide, and the
stranger had always been 'ahead'. At the 11th hall he caught
up with them for the first time, and then noticed that the
boy had 'grown'.
"That, at the 12th hall the hatchet was a dead weight, and
he had to struggle. Here the stranger said, 'What, would
you quit NOW?'
"That, at the 13th hall the boy seemed miraculously to merge
into himself in some way and the stranger disappeared. Next
the TALL man said, 'Now, go in - this is now - YOUR fight,'
and to 'go on'. Halfway across the 13th hall again he wanted
to throw away the axe - but could not get rid of it.
"He went on to the 14th hall, with the axe, so heavy that it
was barely possible to lift it. He wanted to look back but
something said - no! Looking up, he noticed the pillars,
reaching to great height were now a glorious crimson. And
looking down again, he saw at the end of the hall, the
standing Form - of Christ-Jesus - robed in a Crimson toga.
The most LOVELY smile and Light shining from Him. Lovely
soft brown hair, hands outstretched towards [
1527]. Here
[
1527] got halfway across the hall, and fell to his knees.
Yet he dragged himself to the feet of the Lord and the Lord
said, 'NOW throw away your axe!' And yet again the Lord
said, 'Yes, throw away the axe!'
"Then, that as he threw away the 'axe', the LIVING Form of
Christ came forward into his own form and when he looked
forward again, all that he saw was just a STATUE, yet very
beautiful - statue.
"And, he then felt that everything in the whole world
was his. That he was full of joy and happiness beyond
expression.
"And, he knew, then, that the Living Christ would always ever
after be with him and that he could go back to all the world
with nothing ever again to fear. Yet he did not go back -
he felt that we went on and on, gaining greater happiness
and strength with each step on and out of every one of the
'halls'."
3/14/38 Poem to EC by [
1527]'s mother:
HE speaks, to 'me'.
In every bird, in yonder tree,
Shining sun, glittering sea,
In desert sand
In every hand
HE speaks, to me!
In storm or shine, o'er vale and hill, Morning light, dusk
soft and still,
Symphony grand
Or friendly hand
HE speaks, to me!
For God, tho' many, is still but ONE!
Each 'outer' form, 'within' - a SON!
ONE Life, ALL,
Great or small
HE, speaks to 'me'!
3/24/38 Mother's letter: "Oh, Mr. Cayce, I told Dr. James
of the Western Medical that I had had a Reading - and about
the packs. And while he wrote me a very nice long letter it
was 'over the dam' with him. He said the only good in it,
as far as he could see was auto-suggestion!!! So, I was just
sorry for him and passed up all he said. Of course I have
kept on the many kinds of pills, as the Reading said. But
they are a chore, for [
1527], believe me. Three kinds, each
day. He wishes he could quit those, himself. I have no idea
what they are composed of. There is a half a grey one before
breakfast and again lunch, and a big brown one after lunch
and supper, then a whole grey one and two white capsules - at
bedtime. So, we reckoned up how many pills [
1527] had taken
since last June 22nd, the date he commenced that. And it is
- 1,720. Now, are we faithful!
"Poor [
1527], - What do you say?
"I have followed my own urge since we started the packs, and
that was to give [
1527] Halibut Liver Oil capsules, each day,
being his diet lists say - 'high-fat' diet. Then, to keep a
special track of elimination."
4/01/38 EC's letter to [
1527]'s mother:
"Thank you for yours of 24th. Is good to hear from you - you
have an understanding that is refreshing - if you know what I
mean. Am very human after all and there is so much trouble,
worry, doubt, fear and all that it is no wonder HE wept when
he beheld the wickedness - the unbelief in the cities about
him. But to keep on keeping on in the face of it all, is
strength that only comes from HIM who has overcome.
"Thank you for remittance also. Just hope it has not been
a hardship on you. Will make the appointment for the check
reading and try and write you a bit later. Both our boys are
home for a few days, and with the work and all am kept pretty
busy. One is in school yet - the other is in N.Y. for a
time. He is the one that works with me.
"The appointment for check reading on [
1527] will be the
afternoon of the 8th, 3:30 to 4:30 EST. Yes, Mrs. [...],
make a list of questions to be asked. Very often we take
check readings by questions alone, but hope we may have
a full explanation of [
1527]'s condition as well as any
questions you may wish to ask. Please let me know at once if
time set is convenient and your questions.
"Thanking you again and may the blessings of the Master be
with you and yours."
Sincerely, Edgar Cayce.
4/05/38 [
1527]'s mother's letter to EC:
"Thank you for your kind letter of April 1st. I agree with
all you say. We have to have lived through many experiences
before we can even hope to help others, don't you think?
"Then, after awhile, if we have become pure enough to
have touched even the 'hem of HIS garment' - why - 'in HIM
and with HIM' we too yearn over all men. And, then, such
suffering as we may share, to HIS Glory, becomes even
precious.
"What do you care - of the world's thoughts - of you - For,
CHRIST knows your heart. HE loves you. And all those who
hear HIM ALONE who are led to you, will ever pour out HIS
love, THROUGH THEIR OWN HEARTS, in daily blessing to you.
Yes, I'm sure, HE is saying - HE is with you right now, and
right now sending you peace and joy, through this one.
"Now, about the physical plane - body of this dear SOUL - we
call our son [
1527].
"He has NOT had a single attack the whole of the present
period. He does have a twitching of the facial muscles
once in a day possibly. He is emotionally - what we term -
sensitive and highly strung. He can and does seem to be very
cross at times. Needs great patience, and tolerance. But
knowing the Truth of the redemption each Soul is incarnated
to do, I see all this in a higher light. And, try to realize
that the work of CHRIST is but, being done. All this will
proceed. It is the plan. But what you tried to show us the
way to adjust, was the 'reaping' that had come forward in
the PHYSICAL. I understood the 'Reading' perfectly. We are
aware of ALL planes and the work in hand was to assist the
co-ordination to be made, starting with the body-form.
"My own feeling, is that with faith during the time given in
the reading, great adjustment has been made already. Not me
the mother, but THE FATHER within has been able to do 'the
works'. HE ALONE and we have turned to HIM 'within'.
"First of all, when you start the next reading, please for
us, give ALL praise, and blessing to the ONE, Who is All in
All. I know that we are but His channels. Without Him there
is no hope. So, first of all, let us give grateful love, and
praise that GOD's Perfect Life is being established on each
plane of the 'consciousness' of this dear Soul.
"Then, go on again, seeking to follow HIS WILL, through the
means revealed.
"I asked my husband and [
1527] what questions they would like
to ask. [
1527] says to tell you that he has left all, each
day, in the hands of the Father, THROUGH you, Mr. Cayce, and
that he just knows the 'untanglement' has taken place. So,
I feel that with this release, and receptivity, the ONE Life,
has made a 'way' for perfection to come forth.
"My husband said this A.M. that while we would dearly like
to ask, WHAT SHOULD [
1527] humanly follow, in the way of life
work?
"Yet the 'vehicle' must first be put in order.
"[
1527], too, would like to have a goal now. His life has
been (humanly) so entangled by this fear that now the release
appears - there is a wonder - what - he should consider his
part. He wonders if he should now, being 20 on April 29 this
month go back to schooling this fall or just what, and this
is a puzzle. He did one year of High, being a very good
student till then.
"Of course this is now 4 years past, and it would be hard
to pick up the threads I think. Would it cause too much
emotional effort, and undo this delicate structure all over?
I wonder. I feel there is another plan for him. But, it
needs great and careful guidance on this plane, for this
SOUL, to fill its part. I feel there is more here than I
humanly can grasp.
"So, see how and what you think about it. I shall be more
than grateful of any INNER guidance.
"Due to care, over the years, [
1527]'s body-form is a fine
one. With the adjustment made, God willing, I pray he will
be a good and worthy channel for the Father.
"So, let's see now - Will you, possibly follow through the
physical adjustments. First. And knowing us so well, ask
the Father's Will regarding our further co-operation in ALL
ways.
"[
1527] stands by my side and says, 'give Mr. Cayce my best
love, mother and tell him I would love to know what my goal
here should be.' He also says he has the faith and belief
that the work is completed and also that the minute he
can, he would love to quit the 'pills and tablets, etc.'
(he detests them all).
"So, this is quite an order isn't it?
"Whatever comes we shall be as faithful as ever. And HOW we
have been! Believe me, we have. I looked up all the
portions of the physical body on a chart and have applied the
oil, etc., etc., and HEAT and so on each day - never failing
and then LEAVING it to the Father.
"So, now, we will be with you, absolutely, in the ONE - open
to give - as we would receive for the blessing of all men on
the same plane of consciousness - that ALL may be lifted.
"The afternoon of April 8th, 3:30 to 4:30 EST.
"Blessing you and yours, too, in His Love."
Yours sincerely,
4/08/38 See
1527-2.



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