5/25/38 Letter:
At the minute, I am on the raw edge of nowhere, that is why
I am coming to you. If I am spiritual enough, I am ready
to take up your work - if I am wanted. I believe I was led
to you divinely. You see I can't understand why I have not
worked out my problems in love, finance and business; I have
studied Truth for some time, also Rosicrucian Fellowship (Max
Heindel's) philosophy, also astrology and numerology. For
the past few months I have been going to a Truth Centre, Mr.
Schaffer in Stineway Hall, "Absolute Truth", a Peace Centre
he calls it. I thought I would become spiritual enough to
solve my problems but at present I am at the most ragged
edge.
A doctor told me more than a year ago that I should be
operated on for a Fibroid tumor on the womb; I felt it could
be dissolved by a knowledge of Truth without operation, also
a small tumor on my head, so I have treated in Truth for it.
Now I am in the midst of the menopause and I am very weak
emotionally and physically from the loss of blood; there
were two hemorrhages this week.
I have given up smoking, liquor, meat, coffee and tea since
the first of the year - to attain spiritual freedom. Just
to show you I have endeavored.
The questions I want answered are - Can I heal this tumor
myself and regain my health by Truth, or should I have the
operation?
How can I find a reason for living, and pick up these broken
threads and go on?
How can I, at this late day, make a business success?
My assets - it seems to me - in which I could help your work
and help myself are - a very pleasing personality, selling
ability, lecturing ability, secretarial ability, a great
desire to help others, and a desire to make life worthwhile.
My liabilities - bad health and inability to demonstrate
Truth which I believe in. - Resentment and bitterness over
the way men have treated me [two husbands who deserted her
for other women], although I do try to bless them and not
to hold things against them, to know they have the Christ
in them and that He, not I, is the judge.
6/06/38 [
1611]'s letter to EC:
Room 201. Women's Hospital
110 St. and Ansterdam Ave.
New York, N.Y. Monday.
Dear Mr. Cayce:-
I thought, inasmuch as you were going to give me a physical
reading on Wed. morning next, June 8th, 10:35 - 11:35, that
I would drop you a line and let you know that I entered the
above Hospital Friday night and I am so run down, so low in
red corpuscles, that the gynecologist surgeon Dr. Barrett,
has given orders for me to rest and build up before the
operation for the tumors on the top of the womb. The
hemorrhages and flow have almost stopped. - Dr. Barrett is
going away for a few days & expects I'll be built up in
readiness for the operation to take place Tues. P.M. June
14th.
The hospital is lovely, the food & service & nurses also
fine. I have a semi-private room, one lady in it who is
very nice. She is interested in New Thought, Divine Science,
etc. and I am trying to help her & she me. We are going to
meditate together at the same time each day. I have told
her about your work & she is interested. She is going to
meditate with me between 10:15 and 11:45 on Wed. - June 8th.
- Perhaps nurses will come in and out and all that but we are
going to try to hold the meditation.
Thank God I joined the N.Y. Hospitalization Unit in 1936 -
which pays all hospital bills for 30 days. I felt it was a
fine and suitable form of charity $10.00 or bit more a year.
Of course this doesn't include the Dr. though.
Thought you might like to know all this. With kindest
regards -
Sincerely yours
REPORTS
6/25/38 [
1611]'s letter: "I'm getting along fine the doctor
says. I sat up a while this morning. The doctor took out a
nest of tumors as big as a grapefruit, top of the womb, and
appendix which showed signs I had had one attack, and liable
for others. I feel pretty all in but must improve quickly.
I am very grateful for my friends and their prayers in my
behalf. I think this is a turning point in my life. It
seems as if all would be totally different now. It must be,
for health, finances and all but mentality had reached the
very lowest ebb. As soon as I can drive I am going to ... to
my mother's, but for the next two weeks I don't know where
I'll go. I guess I'll leave here Sat. or Sun. Where I go is
right up to God. I had to depend on him in this crisis and
it's up to Him to guide me to my right place and find my
channels of good. I have felt your prayers very strongly.
I send good thoughts and blessings to you, too, daily."
8/30/38 She obtained a second Physical Reading - See
1611-2,
in re varicose veins [in arms-thighs prominent, varicose in
legs - doctor-surgeon advises treatment], lack of strength,
great tiredness, backache; eyes in the last year much
weaker.



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