7/23/41 Letter [
1701] to EC: "Have received your letter
about my reading and appreciate your wishing to help me
further with same.
I will admit that the reading has me just a bit puzzled.
The things you told me about my supersensitiveness, and my
'self-condemning' are quite true - but I am afraid that you
have not told me enough to help me to any real advantage.
The reading says that I am hard to understand because of
my varying moods, etc. I really believe that the source of
all my 'troubles' lies in the fact that I CAN NOT understand
MY-SELF! I simply can not account for my varying feelings,
for my being hurt at the slightest provocation - and, worst
of all, I seem to be extremely inconsistent in my whole
make-up. The latter, perhaps, is why I find it so hard
(really impossible) to understand and analyze myself. I can
not seem to decide just how I want to be - I am three or four
different persons trying to appear in one person, I am never
the same for even the duration of one day.
I just can not find myself!
I am at present attending college, and I thought perhaps
you might have a suggestion as to what I should take up. I
can not seem to become interested in anything - although I
feel as though there IS something that would be of vital
interest to me if I could only discover what it is.
I was interested in knowing of my former experiences in the
world and did not understand if there were none, or if you
just did not think it necessary or wise to mention them -
I do wish that I could meet you, Mr. Cayce, and speak to you.
I hope that the little I have said about myself will enable
you to understand me better."
7/31/41 Letter from EC to [
1701]: "Thank you very much for
yours of the 23rd - do wish it were possible for me to talk
your reading over with you, but as that isn't possible just
now, will have to do the best we can by mail - know am
anxious and glad to help if possible, so don't lose patience
with me, and am sure never will with you - and as so many say
they have found help with their readings - you should be able
to do so also. Then too your reading indicates you are
interested in things Psychic, possibly there we have a common
meeting ground. That is one of the things you should stress
in your experience - but not in the way of running to every
psychic you hear of - but you am sure wouldn't do that any
way. But study the methods of each type of psychic you hear
of, then use the BOOK of books to judge them by - that book
is the Bible for if there is one that is full of the subject
that one is.
Now for your reading - please know there is nothing that I
am aware of or have seen or heard about you that is not in
the data sent you - why it has not given you any of your
appearances do not know have never had this to happen before
in the two thousand or more readings of this type have
given - why I do not know the information indicates there
must be a seeking by yourself if you should know. Then they
may be given. As you describe yourself to me - that is just
the same way the information describes you - and of course
you are most interested in knowing what to do about that. In
the first reading more than in the last is it told you just
how to begin - interest yourself in social service - have
your own particular work to do, among or with those less
fortunate than yourself, know something of their longings,
their disappointments, their hopes, their fears, help them
over come these and in doing so, you help yourself most.
Don't let any day pass without doing your good deed - like
any good Boy-Scout, that will aid you to focus your mind and
work on things definite - make yourself do this each day -
soon you will wish to do it. Budget your time for this.
Have so many hours each day you give to this work - whether
you are in school or not. So many hours to recreation - so
many to social, so many to improvement in mind by study or
reading and so much to your Music - that is stressed in
both readings and you must be very good whether you will
acknowledge it or not, as you play in the Vibration of
Shumann - as your birthdates are the same, it would appear.
Will you try this out for one month - and then let's see what
the reading will say - and this one will be on me, for do
wish to help if possibly can - if you find trouble in getting
at this - write me and tell me your troubles. Feel we can
help if you will really work with the information.
Hope you can and will get some ideas from this. They may
even be disagreeable to you at first - but won't you give
them an honest try and lets see if we don't get some of that
indecision centered - believe it will work, and please don't
make yourself a martyr to it all. Let's have fun doing it
and will get much more out of it.
Let me hear again - as to what your decision is and as to
how it works out..."
6/12/44 Her mother requested a Physical Reading for
[
1701]'s brother, [
1700].