12/11/30 Letter from [
1913] to EC: "...I have given my
reading considerable thought and study and regret to advise
that I am more than disappointed in it. You haven't helped
me in the least.
"To begin with, you didn't give me the type of reading I
wanted. As I told you in my letters, I am not interested in
reincarnation, nor in my past, and the reading dealt mainly
with that. You may think I am queer, or ignorant, or
whatever you wish to call it, but I cannot bring myself to
believe in all that, for I don't think it is humanly possible
for anyone to tell how many lives a person's soul has lived,
nor to be so explicit as to tell their names and what a
person did in those past lives.
"Of course, you have your beliefs and I have mine. I'm not
arguing that. What I wanted to say is this, and I am going
to be very frank in saying it. I told you very plainly in my
letters just what kind of reading I wanted and my questions
were a further portrayal of that, and if you couldn't give
me what I wanted, I think you should have advised me to that
effect. Now, don't you think I am right in thinking that?
"The only thing you told me about my future was that 'in
service I would find much, in self's interests, lose much.'
Of course we all know that we should think of others
first. And in answering my questions, you advised me to be
'determined by self.' If I could have decided those
questions for myself, I would never have asked your help.
"I hope you can understand my attitude and see why I am
disappointed. If I had wanted a reading on 'reincarnation',
I would have been more than satisfied, but I wanted to be
advised as to my future. I thought you would like to know
how I received the reading..."
12/17/30 Letter from EC to [
1913]: "...I have yours of the
11th and am indeed sorry to know that you were disappointed
with your reading. I felt from the first that it would be
very much better for you to be present, so that you could
have asked questions which might clarify it for you. I
understand just how you must feel about the information if
you have not studied along these lines at all, and how very
skeptical one can be. I don't blame anyone at all - but
why would it be so much harder to tell the past than to
prognosticate the future? You can only build on whatever
foundation you have laid. Of course, if you don't WANT to
believe in reincarnation, I wouldn't want you to subscribe
to it for anything on earth! But our experiences from day to
day tend to strengthen our belief in this rather than lessen
it, though I assure you I was not brought up to believe such
as a young man.
"Don't you think it would be well, [
1913], during the
Christmas holidays, that you make a visit to Virginia Beach
and let us try to answer your questions for you? We would be
very glad to do that, if you feel that it would be possible
for us to be of any service in the matter. That is our whole
purpose.
"I sincerely believe that if you would take the time and
STUDY the information given it would be worth a great deal to
you; but if you don't want to believe it - and wouldn't want
to believe it even if you knew it was true - why forget it!
It is our desire to give you the information you are seeking,
but if you understood anything at all about the work you
would know that we have no way of telling beforehand whether
a reading will answer certain questions or not. A great
deal depends on the individual, and we can only try. So,
if you would care to come and listen to another reading
for yourself, we will approach it from whatever angle you
suggest..."
2/08/61 GD's note: We never heard from her.


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