12/08/39 Mrs. [
1602]'s letter:
MRS. [
1602]
NEW YORK CITY
Dear Mr. Cayce.
Well, the 2046-2 reading arrived at 7.30 this A.M. - [
1833]
called for it at 8.15 and it was in Dr. Howe's hands at 8.30.
Thanks and many thanks!
From there on, I am not informed. From the information, it
would appear rather darkish but I still hope!
I feel rather responsible in a way, if this does not work
out, principally because I feel I should not have accepted
Dr. Dobbins' reactions and report to [
1833] and Dr. Howe,
that he could do nothing in the case. Knowing what the
reading indicated, I think I should have found someone else
who would have given the opinion that the adjustment should
be made. [
2046] himself, in the very few fleeting moments
of consciousness really wanted to follow the reading. I
think I should have gone to Dr. Howe then! But as there
were signs of [
2046]'s improving, I stupidly waited, hoping
he, himself, would become conscious enough (when the
hemorrhages stopped, as they did for a while), to discuss
with him, personally, rather than with a man I did not know
at all.
Then, when I finally met Dr. Howe and found him to be
cooperative and anxious to try anything that was reasonable
or that [
1883] wanted, I just left it there! I did not feel,
nor do I now, that I am sufficiently equipped to explain to
a Doctor an entirely different method of approach to human
ills! But I am sure someone could, and thus pave the way
for research - as I understood was indicated in the readings
as the next step along the way.
As a group, I think M.D.'s are about as open minded as a
clam in a fit of temper but, being human beings with it all,
I do believe that here and there ones can be found who -
like St. Thomas, after he put his hands in the wound - would
become "like the little child"! I must be so, in my
reasoning, or we could never hope to find light in any
darkened corner!
Well, [
2046] still lives - in agony and distress. How long,
I do not know. Yet I cannot help but feel, had I done
differently before the complications become so complicated,
things might have worked out in some other way. The
directions for giving those injections to coagulate the
blood, seem pretty delicate, to me! So we'll leave the
problem in higher hands and let His Will be manifest.
12/10/39 Mrs. [
1602]'s letter:
[
2046]'s condition is still quite desperate. [
1833] hopes
to bring Dr. Green [Charles S. Green, D.O.], an osteopath,
in tomorrow. I only hope he will insist upon the corrections
being made. Any more than that seems hard to accomplish,
with all the good graces of the Doctor, now. It was Dobbins
chance and he flubbed. And that is not the worst of it. He
told [
1833] that he did not always follow the readings when
they did not suit his judgement! Now, this is between you
and me and the old gate-post! Because I seem to find myself
mixed up in more darn messages. The more I try to find Truth
and work with it, the more duplicity I run into - and that,
as you know, is a red flag to me!
Now put yourself in [
1833]'s place. After Dobbins' refusal
- after we had worked like hec [heck] to get him in - and
his subsequent statement - the Dr. telling her it would be
suicidal to touch [
2046] while there was the hemorrhage
(Dobbins agreeing!), what could she believe and what could
she do. She still trusted the Reading and wanted some
convincing information to show Howe, who up to that time
knew nothing about the Reading. I am positive, had Dobbins
come thru, Howe would have risked (?) the adjustments because
the complications had not then set in!
Well, if you ask me, if anyone bungled this up, I did.
I should have insisted that [
1833] get another osteopath...
that was where the treatment lay. Oh, well! I can see a
dozen things mixed up in this and so must rest the case -
that is, if [
1833] and Dr. Howe will let me!
I know, now, how difficult it has been for you. It's like
pulling taffy. Only wish I could get some of it off of my
hands but, I don't seem to be able to drop the sticky stuff!
12/11/39 EC's reply: "Thanks for yours of the 8th. The
afternoon after the reading arrived in N.Y. the Dr. called
HL and talked with him, said it would help, and had a very
nice letter from Mrs. [
1883] this morning. Just hope can
and will help somewhere along the way.
"You should not censure yourself one bit. As someone said,
'Be sure your purpose is right, then go ahead.'
"Have been having ups and downs with M.D.'s now for 40 years,
and know just how they are - and do not blame them one bit -
for what we know, we know we know. It is when they admit
they don't know, then won't listen, is when I blame them."
12/24/39 Mrs. [
1602]'s letter: "[
2046] is improving. Feel
convinced he can have the adjustments when he returns from
hospital. One thing is sure, in my mind, and that is that
the reading stopped the intended 'exploratory' operation on
head and any other drastic surgery that was contemplated."
1/08/40 "[
2046] is home from the hospital and I am to be his
first visitor tomorrow - he is not well yet but better."
1/20/40 "The latest reports from [
2046] is that he is coming
on quite well - both nurses have gone and he is almost normal
once more. Saw him last week but others were there so
nothing was said about the reading, etc. Will see reactions
when we next meet."
2/20/40 Wife [
1833]'s letter: "Dr. [
2046] has been back from
the hospital since Jan. 4th and has been up and around the
house for over a month. His head doesn't bother him but he
can't seem to get his strength back in his legs and knees
which ache when he walks too much. All very discouraging
but there must be some meaning behind it all."
3/04/40 Mrs. [
1602]'s letter: "[
2046] went to Florida
yesterday to visit some friends and try to regain his
strength."
3/25/40 Wife's letter: "Dr. [
2046] is easing into practice
again slowly and with much discouragement."
4/03/42 See
2046-3, when doctors had pronounced that he had
angina pectoris.



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