12/05/31 EC's ltr. to [
119] and [
120]:
Mr. [
119] and Mrs. [
120]
..., Calif.
Mr. dear Mr. [
119] and Mrs. [
120]:
I was indeed very glad to hear from you, but sorry to know
that such disappointing results had come from your attempt to
be of service to someone, whom I felt understood - and should
have been able to have been of great help to you, giving the
young man an opportunity also to complete his education so
as to fit himself for a place where he might be of service to
others, as well as to bring contentment and understanding to
himself. It IS such disappointments that makes us doubt and
wonder if the struggle to be of service to another is worth
all the heart aches and discomforts it brings to us in so
many ways; yet we have to accept things as they are, or as
our own understanding and development enables us to see, and
use each experience as a stepping stone, not allowing the
circumstance to embitter us against our fellowman - thus
making us selfish or self-centered; but knowing within our
own selves we have given others an opportunity, and that is
all HE is able to give us in the position we occupy the
scheme of things. We have through His love, His patience,
His mercy, the opportunity to make ourselves one with Him.
It is very true our activities must be confined to our
fellowman, and when we see them exhibit such self-centered
and selfish manners, we wonder if there can be any good in
ANY of them. Yet we remember, HE said, "There is none good;
no, not one," and even though those that were with Him day
after day for a number of years could not understand, did not
understand at the time, years later they awoke to the true
meaning of His purposes, His aims, His desires with men.
There were failures time and time gain, and He often had to
rebuke many of them, telling them to "Get behind me Satan;
for thou savorest not of the things of life but of the
material things."
Yes, I have had a letter from Mrs. [
2138]. She has asked me
rather to explain why the information suggested that [
2137]
should go west for his better development. Of course, we
haven't had the opportunity as yet to see what will be given.
I am in hopes, however, that it will be a real lesson to her,
and to [
2137] also. As yet they have not returned to
Norfolk, but are among their old friends in Ohio. Her
association with the Norfolk group (who are now formed into
a study group of this work), of course, leads to that
opportunity for many of them to speak of the circumstances
from her expressions regarding same. It was indeed very
lovely of you both to write me as you did. I certainly
appreciate it. I certainly regret, Mrs. [...] that it has
brought to you so much distress, as I know it must have; for
NOTHING creates more poisons in our systems than to lose
control of ourselves, or to be so bitterly disappointed in
ones to whom we have tried to be of real service.
We too, Mr. [
119], have had a very GALLING experience - to
us. Possibly you have read something in the papers, for it
became Associated Press and international news. Our little
office - my wife, Miss Davis and I - were in New York for a
couple of weeks, trying to get better acquainted with some
members of our Association, and to meet many whom we had not
known personally, and stimulate some interest in our
undertaking. Some of the authorities, or personalities, took
exceptions - it seems - and attempted to have the law on us,
as "fortune tellers". So we had to go through a harrowing
experience of a trial. I am very THANKFUL to say, our
friends - many of whom we had considered rather as
acquaintances - rallied to our support, and of course nothing
came of it; rather we have a clean bill of health in the
state of New York, and may legally carry on our work there if
we so choose. To be sure, it caused a great deal of
unpleasant notoriety, for the yellow journals made some very
extravagant remarks about it all. They intimated that the
blame was laid at someone's door, and that we were attempting
to fleece or mulct them - as they expressed it - out of
moneys. Of course every work of it false, but many of the
public read it, and those averse to anything pertaining to
spiritualistic influence no doubt gloated over it. Our
friends, however, have been very lovely to us, both in New
York and locally, and there is a very definite line drawn
now. I hope we, as you and Mrs. [
120] may be able to see
good in this unpleasant experience and grow to be bigger and
better servants of the living God.
I certainly do hope, Mrs. [
120] that you will soon gain your
normal equilibrium, in the lovely climate you must have
there. I'm hoping and trusting that your surroundings and
everything will enable you to soon be in a very much more
pleasant and normal condition. We assure you we often think
and speak of you, and love you both very much.
I want to thank you for writing me as you did, and for all
the thought and consideration you have given us from time to
time. I trust we may be favored with communications from you
often, for we love to keep in touch with you.
With love from all to you both, I am
Ever the same,
EC:GD
1/07/32 See
2138-2, mother's Ck. Life Rdg. re. future welfare
of herself and son [
2137].


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