Edgar Cayce Readings, 2323-1

READING 2323-1
F 21

This Psychic Reading given by Edgar Cayce at his home on Arctic Crescent, Virginia Beach, Va., this 14th day of August, 1940, in accordance with request made by the self - Miss [2323], new Associate Member of the Ass'n for Research & Enlightenment, Inc., through attending Group Meetings of the Association.

Present: Edgar Cayce; Gertrude Cayce, Conductor; Gladys Davis, Steno. Born April 18, 1919, in Norfolk, Virginia.

Time and Place: 3:45 to 4:20 P. M. Eastern Standard Time. ..., Virginia.

TEXT

GC: You will give the relation of this entity and the universe, and the universal forces; giving the conditions which are as personalities, latent and exhibited in the present life; also the former appearances in the earth plane, giving time, place and the name, and that in each life which built or retarded the development for the entity; giving the abilities of the present entity, and that to which it may attain, and how. You will answer the questions, as I ask them:
Yes, we have the records here of that entity now known as or called [2323].
In giving the interpretations of the records, these we find innately and manifestedly, through the emotions, through the longings of the body at times.
One with decided musical abilities, and the entity would do well to cultivate those abilities; not only for an appreciation of the harmonies which such a sincere study would bring, but also for the contacts in a social manner that such may bring into the experience of the entity.
One also gifted in the matter of making a career for self, - and this may be accomplished in those fields of activity indicated, as a concertist, instructor or the like; and these again would be well as outlets for the entity's abilities, that are both latent and manifested.
One that should not marry early in life, else it will bring later discouragements and discontent, even of a greater nature than exists in the experience of the entity in the present.
From the astrological aspects, - these are chosen with that desire and purpose as comes from honest seeking. Then, we find Venus, Jupiter and Saturn all being as a helpful experience for the entity from the astrological standpoint. But know that these are merely indications, tendencies, trends, and these would be well to be followed in those directions for the entity at this particular period of the experience.
In Venus we find the musical talents and abilities; yet a demure, quiet, afraid individual, - these arising, as will be seen, more from conditions experienced in the material plane, but reflected in the astrological aspect also; and will require that the entity plan to make itself affable in its acquaintances, in its desires to be of an actual service to others, as indicated from the Jupiterian influences. This again may at times appear to require a forwardness that is so latent as to appear at times almost nil. For, the entity becomes self-conscious.
That is the greater reason, then, why the entity should lose itself in its work and in making for others those things that to the entity would be happy, joyful experiences in the associations of others.
For, knowing, learning the spiritual law and applying same, and letting the mental dwell upon it, will bring those experiences of greater harmony, and make the life more worth while.
In this respect also there is the lack of the spiritual outlook, owing to the fright, or the fear as in relationship to those about the self in its spiritual life; for fear of what others will say.
In this we find Saturn's forces the ruling, the urging; thus the indecisions that so oft arise in the experience of the entity.
As to the appearances of the entity in the earth, then, - these we find rather far apart, that are of a great influence today. For:
Before this the entity was in the French land, in the name Juean Hieken; and the entity was oft by the dominant factors in the experience and life of the companion, who sought - because of the beauty and affability of the entity - to keep her submerged, even at times using force, - as indicated stripes.
Hence these in the present, - the fears of punishments, of being misunderstood, misinterpreted, - keep the entity from giving forth that which is best in its abilities.
The entity then was a musician, but was cut short in same because of associations.
Thus in the present it will require that the entity first determine what she would like for friendships and associations with others to mean and to be in the experience, from the spiritual approach to same into material activities.
Then at this period, then at that period, the entity should set about to plan and to make just that in the experience of its associates, its friends, - whether they be kinsmen, mere friends or acquaintances. For, they that show themselves friendly have friends. They that make themselves lovely are to others lovely, and such companionships are sought.
Before that the entity was in the Roman-Grecian land during that period following the persecutions of those peoples.
The entity accepted those teachings of the followers of Jesus, yet - owing to the persecutions, the torments that became of such an abhorrent nature - the entity became one submerged into mere drudgery in order to keep away from the words, the hurts, the slights and slurs of those which the entity came to feel that must be submerged.
But know, as ye live in thy conscience in all good faith with thy Maker, and in such measures and manners that ye can look EVERY person in the face and know that ye have done naught but good in thought or deed, ye stand exalted before thy Maker. And if the Lord be on thy side, WHO can be against thee?
The name then was Denhume.
Before that the entity was in the Egyptian land, during those periods when there was the purifying of the body for active service in the Temple of Sacrifice, and when there were the preparations of the mental aptitudes of individuals through the Temple Beautiful.
The entity then entered into a life of service, in being what today would be called a nurse, one who cared for those physically or mentally ill.
These phases will be a portion of the entity's present experience or desire, yet timidity will prevent the putting of same into practical application.
The name then was Ten-Heu.
As to the abilities of the entity in the present:
First find thyself and thy ideal, - mentally, spiritually, physically; and practice same in thy relationships to others. Not as to what you would have others do to you, other than that you practice doing for, and in association or companionship with, others.
Study the music and apply same, - either as the instructor, as one giving the concert, or the like; for in that field ye will find harmony of life, harmony of expression, harmony of relationships to Creative Forces.
Ready for questions.
(Q) Will I ever make close friends?
(A) If practiced in those things indicated, yes.
(Q) What causes my absentmindedness?
(A) Self-condemnation. Do not condemn. Rather know and live in self that as we have indicated.
(Q) What musical instruments should I take up?
(A) As we find, to be sure the piano as the basis, - but any stringed instruments.
(Q) Is my mental ability and physical condition suitable to continue my college education?
(A) By all means! Continue such.
(Q) Why didn't I get in a sorority last February?
(A) Because of fear. As indicted, practice those things you would like for others to do to you, in doing the same for others.
(Q) What is my I.Q.?
(A) This would depend upon the basis from which it would be judged. It is sufficient for all requirements, if ye will but apply thyself, - first from the spiritual and mental, then from the material angle.
(Q) How can I overcome my intense fear? fear of meeting and conversing with other people?
(A) As has been indicated.
We are through for the present.
Copy to Self
Copy to Ass'n file

BACKGROUND

6/23/40 [2323]'s letter to EC:
Dear Dr. Casey [Cayce],
Last summer I attended several of your lectures [Warner Hotel] and am thoroughly convinced of your peculiar and marvelous power - previously I had had several friends to sing your praises to the utmost. Now that I have turned 21 I find it hard to decide what line of work to follow - I would so love to be a model, but I'm afraid that I'm not the type.
I also have a particular question which I would like to ask you concerning something that happened in the past - it has caused me no end of anxiety and sleeplessness as it is always before me during my waking hours - I feel on the verge of a nervous break down. Do you answer questions of this nature in your life readings - I feel that it is an all important factor in governing what I do the rest of my life. I feel that you can do this if you will. I should like to have a reading sometime in July - I'm afraid that I won't be able to appear but I would like it to be STRICTLY PRIVATE. Please answer this letter with a plain envelope - because my parents don't feel we are able to have a reading - but they don't realize the importance of it to me. I sincerely hope to hear from you this week.
Yours very truly, [2323]
8/10/40 Questions I'm truly interested in knowing the answers to in my life reading.
1. FEAR has dominated my life up to this point - how and what can I do to overcome my intense fear of meeting and conversing with other people? b. Will I always be shy and retiring? c. Will I ever make close friends? d. What causes my absentmindedness? 2. What shall I do with my life? 3. Do you think my mental ability and physical condition are suitable to continue my college education? 4. What is my I.Q.? 5. Why didn't I get in a sorority last February? 6. Do I have ANY musical ability worth developing? 7. Will I marry - if so, any time soon - what profession, if any will my husband follow... 8. Will I have children? 9. Will I live in ... much longer?

REPORTS

9/17/40 HLC's letter to [2323]:
Miss [2323] ..., Va.
Dear Miss [2323]
I have before me your Life Reading.
We are very much interested in helping you make practical application of this information. The Reading was very specific in explaining the cause of your fears, and in suggesting the line of activity which would bring you freedom and release.
May I suggest that you give me an opportunity to go over this Reading with you and discuss it in greater detail. If you can arrange to come out to Virginia Beach some afternoon, I shall be glad to spend a couple of hours with you on it. If this is not suitable, I strongly recommend that you get in touch with:
Mrs. M. J. Williams, 416 Pembroke Ave., Norfolk, Va. Phone 35673
Mrs. Williams has had considerable experience in helping individuals interpret and use their information. She will be glad to give you the time to discuss and clarify your Reading.
I'd appreciate very much your giving us a report on this information, advising us how accurate it was in analyzing your characteristics and temperament, giving your opinion on it.
Sincerely,
Hugh Lynn Cayce, Manager [HLC:GD]
3/10/41 [2323]'s letter to EC:
..., Virginia
Mr. Edgar Cayce Arctic Circle Virginia Beach, Virginia
Dear Mr. Cayce:
I should like very much to see you on Saturday, March 15, at any time - in the morning or in the afternoon if you will be free then. I had a reading last summer in August and there are many things in it which I don't understand and so I would like to have you in particular to explain them to me.
I shall be most grateful if you will see me then and I shall be looking forward to seeing you.
Yours very truly, [2323]
3/12/41 EC's letter to [2323]:
Virginia Beach, Va.
Dear Miss [2323]
Have yours of the 10th - while we have an appointment for all day the 15th for people from out of town, and they will possibly be here. Could you come about two P.M. Feel sure would have time or would make the time to go over your reading with you, personally, and will be very happy to try and help you get something really worthwhile from same.
Hoping then to see you and to be of a help.
Sincerely [signed] Edgar Cayce
3/17/41 [2323]'s letter to EC:
Mr. Edgar Cayce Artic Circle Virginia Beach, Virginia
Dear Mr. Cayce:
I am very sorry that I did not keep the appointment with you on Saturday at 2 o'clock, but as you seemed so uncertain about the time I thought it would be better to postpone the trip. If it is convenient I should like to come this Friday afternoon or sometime Saturday.
Yours very truly, [2323]
3/18/41 EC's letter to [2323]:
Virginia Beach, Va.
Dear Miss [2323]
Yours of the 17th received - will expect you Friday afternoon.
Sincerely hope to be of a help. [signed] Edgar Cayce
[GD's note: I don't believe she came.]
11/48 A Volunteer Worker on the Edgar Cayce Foundation fund raising champaign, to get financial help in microfilming the readings for preservation and availability anonymously for research, visited Miss [2323]'s home and talked with her mother who gave us Miss [2323]'s address in N.Y.
12/49 [2323]'s letter:
Dear Miss Schor [Mrs. Rhea Schor, worker on E.C.F. campaign in N.Y.]:
Thank you for your very kind invitation to the "tea party" on Saturday afternoon but I should be unable to come.
While I think Mr. Cayce's work was quite remarkable in itself, I find that I am no longer interested in it. I had a "spiritual reading" rather than a physical and so far as I can determine it was of no value in benefiting my life. I have heard of very remarkable physical readings when he diagnosed cases and prescribed for the patients whereby cures were effected.
I am an earnest searcher for Truth, but am convinced it is not in the realm of the psychic but wholly and completely in the realm of spirit.
Thank you again for your invitation.
Sincerely, [2323]
1/19/50 She wrote asking that we NOT send her notices of N.Y. lectures.
3/13/81 Miss [2323] visited E.C.F. and asked to see a copy of her Life Reading. GD's note: She told me afterwards that the reading had certainly been prophetic, that she wished now that she had followed the advice; I sensed that she is still fearful and blaming herself for some guilt in her younger life, which may be mostly a karmic thing from her past [incarnation] life. She bought HLC's FACES OF FEAR, on my suggestion.