Then, so long as there is held innately and manifestedly,
first and foremost in the interpretation, the purpose, the
desire of the entity, "Thy will, O Lord, be done in and
through me," there is the safeguard for each soul - whatever
may have been the experience. For, who forgiveth thine
iniquities? Surely not man, for he laugheth at same! Who
mourneth with thee, who rejoiceth with thee? He that is the
way, the truth and the light!
So seek that guidance - even as those urges arise of wanting
to do and to have self's own way. These arise in the present
experience from those willful ways, those willful experiences
through the activities in England; for there may still
be found about Salisbury those records of that wayward
Oglethorpe gal.
In using those experiences, then, let not thy self grow angry
- with thine own self or with others; but manifest meekness,
humbleness - yes, meekness; not in being ashamed, no. For,
lift up thine eyes to Him, who is the way, and He will ever
say as of old "Neither do I condemn thee."
For, when He forgiveth, it is also forgotten. Look to Him,
for He may put into thy activities that which will keep thee
daily in the way that speaketh of beauty and charm - that
was a part of the experience - and all the waywardness and
willfulness will be forgotten.
Ready for questions.
(Q) Have I met my problems in [my job]? [See 2390-5.]
(A) Meeting them, yes. [See 2390-9, Par. R1.]
(Q) Would it be well for me to give up my position there,
within the next two or three months, that I may build a
happier home with my husband?
(A) After the period of the present unpleasantness in other
lands, yes - be well.
(Q) Would it be well to plan on having a baby in 1944?
(A) If it is made in the latter portion of that period, yes.
(Q) If so, what month would be best?
(A) The entity being born in August, we find it would be
well in December - or in January of '45.
(Q) Why is it that [
2533] is able to upset me in little
things, and how can I keep it from occurring?
(A) Read what has just been given of thine own willfulness
you are meeting. Many of these have been in various
associations with this very same entity. Not in England as
the one that caused those uprisings within self, but these
are self - not [
2533]. Don't blame [
2533]! Don't blame
self! But get out of it! Set it off, aside, and take a look
at it! You will see in most instances he's right - you admit
it but you don't want to agree to it!
(Q) What portion of my life seal comes from this period?
(A) This has been indicated in the seal itself.
(Q) What were my associations in that period with the
following, what are the present urges and how may they
be used for our mutual development? My husband, [
2533]?
(A) An acquaintance, and always just out of reach of the
entity - and part of those things that made you rather
wicked, as some people called.
(Q) [
2823]?
(A) In the experience there was a close association, but as
always you looked down on everyone except on Marge!
(Q) [
2175]?
(A) We don't find an association of too close activity. But
these brought about the willfulnesses in various experiences.
(Q) [...] [male business associate]?
(A) There you were on many an escapade!
(Q) Is there any other advice?
(A) Do these, as given. Stand aside oft and watch yourself
go by, and you will not be surprised when you are able to
control those little angers that arise at times. Not merely
with [
2533]! There are others, you know, but these you admit
the more often.
We are through with this reading.
Copy to Self
Copy to Ass'n file
REPORTS
Re 2390-9, Par. 17-A--20-A: Mrs. [
2390] left her job in Dec.
1945 to have her baby; a son, born in 1946. In Sept. 1949
she returned to the same job and has remained there to this
date,
5/14/63!



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