7/13/42 [
4959]'s ltr. to EC:
Mr. Edgar Cayce,
Virginia Beach, Va.
My Dear Friend Edgar:
I know you must think me an ingrate in not writing sooner
considering all the things you have done for me, but I have
been quite upset, and have had my hands full; besides, my
Judge's wife was terribly sick and finally died, and that cut
into my time and thoughts also. Then too, [
2722]'s condition
has been such I just didn't know what to write, but feel I
must get this to you now.
First I want to thank you for the Book you so kindly sent me
and so wondrously autographed, - "A Search for God". I can
easily see that to digest it well one must really study it.
I have given it a hasty examination, and hope in my leisure
to get down to it and see if I can understand all of it. I
recognize the principles taught from some of the circulars
you sent me years ago. It is so different from the ordinary
run of religious thoughts that I will not pass any judgement
on it until I have given it some real study and thought. I
do thank you for sending it to me.
My wife has not improved any, with all of the treatments, in
fact, if anything is steadily getting worse. I just can't
understand it. She had some trouble in securing a masseur
who would follow the directions you suggested, and lost some
valuable weeks that way. Then she did finally get in touch
with a masseur, a woman on Highland Avenue, Birmingham, who
was equipped and willing to give the treatments just as you
suggested; but [
2722] has only had two treatments so far from
her, and last week had to pass it by on account of her
condition. This week she hopes to take two treatments from
this lady, one reason being that Dr. Woodall is on vacation
this week, and another is she has felt so much better after
the two treatments she did receive, and even better for a few
days afterwards, and I have been telling her to take two
treatments from her for a while and see if she doesn't get
some relief. Dr. Woodall has told my wife several times that
he knew he was not benefitting her any, and is willing to
give up any time she is, that he can't understand why she
does not improve, that he has done his best. He suggests
again that she consult Dr. Chalmers Moore, a specialist in
nerve surgery. But as your readings do not suggest anything
like that, I am afraid she will really get in trouble if
there is to be any cutting. Of course, Dr. Woodall only
suggested that she consult him and see what he would advise.
Then again, my wife has had to give up the "stoops" of
mullein leaves. For one thing it is a terrible mess to go
through with; another thing she seems to be really worse
after each application than before; and a third reason and
right now the most decisive, is the fact that mullein is now
drying up down here and the large green leaves are turning
brown and dry. My wife has been trying to cut down a little
on the Tabloid tablets, realizing they are habit-forming; but
some nights has suffered so terribly, moaning, crying and in
such awful pain and unable to sleep, that I finally insisted
her peace of mind was worth more than the trouble, and one
night last week actually had to take four of them to get to
sleep; she has never taken more than three a night before,
and only a few times at that; the regular dose for an evening
being two at bedtime, and one before each meal. Her eyes are
bothering her something awful. She feels that they are
troubling her so much and there must be something wrong with
her eyes. Her eye doctor told her at the beginning of her
troubles, when she was tested out for new glasses, that there
was nothing wrong especially, and the nerve doctor, Dr.
Morton, also examined her eyes and said he saw nothing wrong
with them. At times my wife can hardly see. I think it is
the continued pulling of the nerves in her neck and head
which is affecting them. Her jaws are giving her as much
trouble as when she had her first set of teeth. She can't
read at all, and doesn't even try, for the moment she tries
to focus her head to try to read her head just pulls in all
directions. She can't eat with satisfaction, and can't eat
the things she wants to eat. The electric pad does give her
some relief when she suffers the most; but think of having to
use an electric pad in the hot weather we have been having.
Once she gets to sleep at night she does sleep the whole
night through; and sometimes in the afternoon she can sleep
some, and at times even though she can't sleep she can keep
her head quiet, but often times it just keeps pulling and
jerking, and at those times she gets up in far worse
condition than when she laid down, and it is usually
following such afternoons that she suffers so excruciatingly,
and when those times are on, she suffers so terribly that I
am not only afraid she will lose her mind but do something
rash. I tell you, Edgar, it surely is a problem. Then too,
we had suggested in the last reading that you might inquire
as to about how long her condition would last before there
was improvement. That question was not asked, at least, in
the printed reading; and as many women tell her the menopause
lasts from one to seven years, she is afraid that probably
you asked the question and receiving an unsatisfactory reply,
did not include it in the printed reading; or, on the other
hand, if she has to go through this torment for some years,
then she wants to die. Then again she is haunted with the
fear that even with the menopause over, she will still have
the continued jerking and pulling of her head. Of course,
you and I know that her condition brings about all these
morbid fears; I do my best to brush them aside; but the fact
remains, she is not getting any better, and, at times, is
decidedly worse.
I have just opened up my heart to you, Edgar; I know you have
done your best, and she has tried to follow all your
suggestions except possibly with the "stoops", and she has
tried that too. I am really afraid something tragic may
happen, which, of course, she would not be responsible for,
but her daughter might never understand. I am not telling
[
2722] about writing this letter. Have been waiting and
hoping some change for the better would set in and she would
become more cheerful, but that has not happened, so I am
writing you in confidence, to ask if there is anything else
you can suggest, - I will be glad to pay the bill. Money is
pretty scarce; the War always cuts in on the Court Reporter;
and I have been spending right and left, as it were, on
[
2722] practically since I had my very expensive attack three
and a half years ago; and with [...] in College, I am
spending more than I am earning, and have now since I was
sick. But I do not mention that because of you; I have
always believed in your psychic powers, and they proved
wonderfully beneficial to me; but somehow, they have not
seemed to help [
2722]. You remember years ago you gave her a
reading, but nothing ever came of it because we at that time
could not get the electric machine made as ordered.
[See
2722-1 and 2722-2.]
Before closing, I might mention another thing: so many women
are telling her to get her female organs out, and get it all
over with. My wife hears these things, is gradually getting
worse, at times suffering terribly, and it just makes her the
more upset. You are not to blame for any of this, and you
and I know her condition just helps to make these matters she
hears on all sides all the worse. Then too, she is scared of
the result of the Tabloid tablets, - as she may well be; but
I can't tell her that; I can only tell her to take them when
she suffers so or she would go crazy.
With all of this rambling letter, Cayce, perhaps I can sum it
all up by saying that she seemingly is not a bit better,
suffers more than she used to, is becoming more despondent
all the time, and if you think it would do any good, with all
this information before you, would you suggest another
reading. I will be glad to pay for it. I might add she is
at home every evening, and most days except when in
Birmingham taking a treatment. [...] is now home with us,
and expects to drive her mother to Birmingham either this
afternoon or tomorrow afternoon for a masseur treatment, and
then again on Friday afternoon. At other times she will be a
home, including Sundays. However, if you feel that another
reading is called for, just wire me at my expense the hour
and day you will give it, and I will see that she is at home.
Now you can see why I have been holding off from writing, -
just waiting and hoping for some improvement, but none has so
far appeared. Another thing I just thought of: Isn't there
some preparation she could rub over her neck and shoulders
and possibly in the back of her head when the pain becomes so
intense?
Sorry to have to trouble you with my troubles, but I know you
will understand I am writing from my heart, and, at this
time, unknown to [
2722] and whatever you suggest, I will
abide by. However, if she does not soon improve, I am afraid
she will want me to take her to Mayo's Clinic, if she is then
able to go. I have told you now about all there is to tell.
Very sincerely your friend, [
4959]
P.S. If you do give a reading let me know whether to tell
her about it.
7/15/42 Have her remain home Saturday afternoon for Reading.
Otherwise advise.
7/18/42 See
2722-5.



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